The graduation bug has hit me...and i'm so excited.
Making leis. :)
** Reminder **
100 1 dollar bills
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50 1 dollar bills 50 Orange Papers
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50 1 dollar bills 25 orange 25 black
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25 1 dollar bills 25 orange 25 black 25 white
kukui nuts...orchids...and Ti leaves are a plus. :)
so sue me, i'm fucking school spirited. It's like the last day EVER - of COURSE im going to be happy.
BTWAYYY, OMG i need to make a tabard one <3 LOL. YIKES. I'll get flowers and warlock pins....orrrrr...flowers and the tabard pattern on shit. /shrug
BUCCA DI BEPPO - plans, btw. ^^ /cheer...holy smokes.
sorry my thoughts are a bit fragmented - i'm in the middle of lunch so i'm just jotting things as they pop up.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+9:03 AM]*
xoxo~
I ALMOST - repeat...ALMOST have a reel finished. Now i just have to write that goddamn Post Mortem.
DAMNIT - talk about pulling something square out of my ass.
I really can't blog for long right now :[ but there's soooo much - literally SOOO much to talk about.
I have Andy's home #. LOL haha...last night, he said... "Oh i'm so glad you got keyed for kara...you're welcome to run with us - but if Sho shows up, sorry...he's got first dibs."
lol awww pwn3d.
LOL Paladins have first dibs, haha. It's law. Sho's not even a "Core" raider - he's just one of our main paladins; a "Pansy Mooer". LOL Even Azer would get way higher dibs - because he still has cloth :P. OMG >.> YOU BETTER BE REVERED WITH freaking HH. Ninja warlock BF runs. We can 4 man it with Azer on follow. I just can't dps and heal at the same time. You'll still get rep...badge of justices...and gear.
I really want to make another guild - [Pansy Moo]. That'd be so hawt.
LOL I wanna go home and play. I'm almost 340 in tailoring >.< ANDDD AND AND AND I'm finally honored with scryer so i have that +spell crit for pants [mystic thread].
Okay i gg, but i'll blog and show pictures later. Adios!
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Tuesday, April 24, 2007-) +9:02 PM]*
xoxo~
[11:54] hellokuty16: hahaha :P [11:54] hellokuty16: yuki what gear should michie get? :D [11:54] hellokuty16: anddddd ummm [11:55] hellokuty16: what amount of +dps is good for +gruuls [11:55] kelvinpv: lol [11:55] kelvinpv: dont really matter [11:57] hellokuty16: does tooooo [11:57] kelvinpv: well [11:57] hellokuty16: well i'm still stuck @ mageweave [11:57] kelvinpv: i would really recommend [11:57] kelvinpv: FULL spellstrike [11:57] kelvinpv: FULL frozen shadoweave [11:57] hellokuty16: HAH! [11:57] hellokuty16: >.< LOLOL [11:57] kelvinpv: honor hold exalted main hand [11:57] kelvinpv: heroic badge of justices offhand [11:57] hellokuty16: HOLY [11:57] hellokuty16: CRAAAAP [11:58] kelvinpv: NOW [11:58] kelvinpv: GO AND DO IT [11:58] kelvinpv: OR I WILL kabroar YOU [11:58] hellokuty16: okay :) [11:58] hellokuty16: i only have like 4 badges of justices [11:58] kelvinpv: FOR YOUR RINGS [11:58] kelvinpv: you need [11:58] hellokuty16: >.< haha [11:58] kelvinpv: good ring A, good ring B [11:58] kelvinpv: scryer exalted + cenarion expedition exalted are good choices [11:58] kelvinpv: trinkets [11:59] hellokuty16: OHhhh >.< [11:59] kelvinpv: HEROIC badge trinkets (needs 41 badges) and quagmirran's eye (drops in heroic slave pens) [11:59] kelvinpv: FOR YOUR BELT you want a girdle of ruination [11:59] hellokuty16: LOL [11:59] kelvinpv: FOR YOUR GLOVES you want tier 4 or handwraps of flowing thought [11:59] kelvinpv: FOR YOUR BRACERS you want bracers of havok with +9 spell dmg gem and a +15 spell damage enchant [11:59] kelvinpv: FOR YOUR CLOAK you have a good cloak so you're covered [11:59] hellokuty16: /giggle BWAhhahahahahaaa [12:00] kelvinpv: FOR YOUR NECK you want the lvl 68 neck in shadow labyrinth [12:00] hellokuty16: lvl 68 neck? [12:00] kelvinpv: DO YOU UNDERSTAND SOLDIER! GET TO WORK [12:00] hellokuty16: LOL [12:00] hellokuty16: i don't want the badges of justice neck? [12:00] kelvinpv: 'Brooch of Heightened Potential' [12:00] kelvinpv: THAT NECK SUCKS SOLDIER [12:00] hellokuty16: hahaha >.< [12:02] hellokuty16: hey hey kabroar!! [12:02] hellokuty16: you forgot one! [12:02] hellokuty16: but i think i know the answer for that >.< haha [12:02] hellokuty16: t4 helm, right? [12:02] kelvinpv: NO [12:03] kelvinpv: spellstrike
And if THAT wasn't enough... DUN DUN DUUUUUN
[17:03] kelvinpv: well u can probably get stuff crafted for 100g [17:03] kelvinpv: 100-125g is the going nether fee it seems [17:03] hellokuty16: OMG [17:03] hellokuty16: T_T [17:03] kelvinpv: if you think thats bad [17:03] kelvinpv: THATS JUST THE BEGINING [17:03] kelvinpv: you gotta buy [17:03] kelvinpv: GEMS [17:03] kelvinpv: CLOTH [17:03] kelvinpv: ENCHANTS [17:03] kelvinpv: the whole nine yards! [17:04] kelvinpv: lets say for example ... spellstrike hood [17:04] kelvinpv: 10 spellcloth, 5 primal mights, 1 primal nether [17:04] kelvinpv: 1 spellcloth = 60gish, 1 primal might = 90gish, 1 primal nether lets say is 125g [17:04] kelvinpv: 600g + 450g + 125g = 1175g [17:04] kelvinpv: you're not done yet because you have to put a +22 spell dmg / 14 spell hit enchant on it (revered sha'tar) for 100g [17:05] kelvinpv: then you need to socket it up properly for about 175g [17:05] kelvinpv: so thats gonna cost u 1450g for a hat [17:05] kelvinpv: for spellstrike pants, same base ingredients for 1175g, then if you're really pro u get the good spell thread (27 dmg / 18 stam - soon to be 35 dmg/20 stam) [17:06] kelvinpv: that costs 10 primal manas (200g) and 1 nether ( 125g)
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That was 2 days ago...
I still am a broke little gnome, but a broke little gnome that has 324 Tailoring + the mats for Shadowweave + two Nethers. :P
Oh...I'm getting there :P
Yuki's the best, lol. He wants Michie to be uuuuber, haha.
The only thing that's different is that - fufee can cut gems...i just have to hope to god i have enough gold to supply him with living gems, lol. I've got the enchants covered :P...and as far as rep goes...I'm revered with all the places now :P I'm just working on getting exalted.
HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK, huh? :P
Well, that's about it <3
Gegsn and I are trying to get the mount from Baron (in god i think it's Stratholme?). I hope we get it :P. We're going to go at it until it drops for both of us.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+9:41 AM]*
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zomigards im SO not a morning person >.>
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I JUST got up and it's 9:40. I'm gonna be driving like a maniac.
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(Monday, April 23, 2007-) +7:37 PM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean
You're giving me...too many things, lately You're all I need...You smiled at me and said "Don't get me wrong I love you, but does that mean I have to meet your father...? When we are older you'll understand it's enough when I said no. I don't think life is quite that simple."
When you walk away, you don't hear me say Please oh baby, don't go Simple and Clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's haaaard to let it go
The daily things, like this and that and what is what... That keep us all busy, are confusing me That's when you came to me and said, "Wish I could prove I love you, but does that mean I have to walk on water? When we are older you'll understand it's enough when I say so. And maybe...some things aren't that simple."
When you walk away, you don't hear me say Please oh baby, don't go Simple and Clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's haaaard to let it go
Hold me, whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings, the future doesnt scare me at all Nothing's like before...
When you walk away, you don't hear me say Please oh baby, don't go Simple and Clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's haaaard to let it go
Hold me, whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings, the future doesnt scare me at all Nothing's like before...
Regardless of warnings, the future doesnt scare me at all Cause...Nothing's like before...
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I'm going through this total Squaresoft/Square-Enix music thing, haha.
She's my favorite girl - ever. I love hikaru, she's american born japanese fully bilingual perfect japanese perfect english went to an ivy league college - smart as hell, articulate, friendly, and introverted - MIND YOU. An introverted socialite. :)
If I had to follow anyone's footsteps - she definitely is who i'd follow. [WELL, don't quote me on that - i'm fickle minded...but i do think she's great.]
"E-to, sono wakede kiite kudasai - Simple and Clean"
I LOVE THAT. OMFG - it was PERFECT...BOTH OF IT. HOW?! HOWW...>.<
Yeah - i know i know, lots of people can do that - i can do it too. But she uses GOOD japanese, lol. She has the proper accent and it's so awesome. /sigh
I guess I can do it too, but i'm honestly faking the "good" accent. OH GOD no - it's so hard >.< i say it so funky. T_T
I can't transition between the languages as fluidly as she can - she's so fucking hot.
Well - my english still sounds like english...and my Japanese still sounds like Japanese, but most times...if i switch between the both - my japanese will start sounding more english, and my english will sound more japanese. It's horrible. >.< I have to conciously talk sometimes. >.< If that makes any sense...XD
I'm almost afraid to speak to my grandparents now. Haha, It's been so long since I've used Japanese fluently - that even my vocabulary has slowly slipped away. I even talk slower in Japanese than I do in english now. Hahaha...it's terrible.
I actually have to think about what I'm going to say sometimes - for it to come out right. Like - it's not natural anymore, and that totally scares me, hahaha. It used to be the language that I thought in 90% of the time. Now, I rarely even have dreams in it.
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Anyway, I understand life's not that simple...haha, trust me...I do. Sometimes, my immaturity blares through and I just don't give a damn. It's horrible, I know - people make mistakes...I know I do.
Lets just say, the more you care about someone, the more you try to do anything in your power to make them happy - even if it makes you miserable. LoL...yeah I know, i'm lecturing and it's retarded [carbon dates me - as Albert says...] but it's totally true. I've learned a lot these past few semesters, LOL.
I honestly TRIED my hardest to have the world hate my guts just for someone special. It almost worked - but i'm really not that sneaky, and he's not stupid by far. Yeah, I'm sorry, and a total noob at that stuff...but like I was telling Josh, I don't care if I pull aggro and take damage - just as long as I'm tanking it and he's not. LOL DUDE - I have stamina and a shit goddamn ton of dps - don't worry about me. :P
This is why Warlocks should fucking wear plate. DO YOU KNOW how HAX that would be?
LoL What's absolutely horrible is that there's nothing I can do...no amount of dps I can output to pull aggro and tank for a Paladin that uses Righteous Defense. It's like FUCK YES, I'm almost there - LOL, i have SOOOOOOO MUCH aggro and i'm pulling mobs like no other - then... *BOOP* WTF HOW THE HELL DID HE STEAL THE AGGRO? WTF!? WTF.
Haha :D
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On another note, Josh just called me to bring up all the nasty talk that was going on @ dinner. Haha, yeah...that's why I stopped really going to Cogswell, Josh. I was tired of feeling like the "Teenage Angst" phase never left me. Like, HOLY SHIT COMPLAIN FUCKING COMPLAIN COMPLAIN FUCK SHIT FUCK FUCK CUNT WHORE BASTARD BITCHASS FUCKTARD QQ MORE N00B - yet do nothing about it.
I stopped going and what's weird is that although I'm not as social as I was last year, I'm definitely much happier and less drunk. Haha, as if being drunk is a bad thing. It's not...I'm just so fucking tired (aka too old to) of being drunk for "reasons". Like, zomigards im so stressed bya bya bya - must drink, pew pew pew. Not like smoking is a great alternative as well - but at least I'm not sharing it with the whole fucking world.
Pity me world, qq - oh i dunno what i'll ever do on my own but complain about it to you so you can share in my angst.
LOL, yeah. I know when i say it like that - it sounds stupid. Here's a reality check, IT IS stupid.
It makes me want to slap people and tell them to grow the fuck up.
When talking to Josh, I used the whole Onyxia thing as an example. (Okay now...i totally don't care about it now...and we did talk about this so i'm not at all mad about it - i just used it as an example.)
Frank went with us to onyxia. We wiped terribly...and it's because 50% of us had never gone and didn't know what to do. OKAY - HONESTLY, if you knew what to do...you could've at least msged ME what to do, or bring it up in vent instead of just saying, "zomigards you ppl suxors!" LoL, he totally didn't say that - but you get my point.
I just hate it when people complain about something - yet do absolutely nothing to fix the situation. Like Jesus Christ...what's the worst thing that person you're confronting is going to say? NO, I don't agree? SO FUCK THEM? They don't have to agree with you - at least you have balls enough to fucking speak up.
/gasp PHEW!
I'm just pissed cuz Josh was a bit up in a tizzy about the whole talking shit thing. I could give a shit less about what they were saying - it's just the fact that there are so many people like that - it's annoying. Like, you really think talking shit is going to give you a good reputation and get you a job any easier? LoL like ALL those people don't think you don't talk shit about them too? Hah - you ARE a n00b. GREAT GOD.
Jobs care if you're nice and worth the effort. Even if you're not as skilled as another person - if you're nice and worth it, they'll train you.
God, you think they want to hire a person who's only good at talking shit? Haha...seriously - just take a step back and reanalyze that. NO ONE GIVES A HOLY HORSE SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE MAD ABOUT. JUST GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND GROW THE FUCK UP. THIS IS SPARTAAAAAAAAAAA, hahaha.
LoL...okay well i'll let that end it. Adios <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Friday, April 20, 2007-) +11:54 AM]*
xoxo~
My puppy barks when he's upset. LoL Haha, i know - duhhh but i cant seem to get used to it.
I dunno how im going to draw Gegsn, btw. LOL Osaka drew Michie, I'm supposed to draw Gegsn, and Sho's supposed to color it. Hahaha...
Well it's good practice for all of us.
I need to freaking - freaking grind for mageweave though. I'm going to sign on michie and lvl up her tailoring.
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(Thursday, April 19, 2007-) +10:06 AM]*
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Hahaha "My silence spoke the truth."
You sneaky, sneaky paladin. No wonder his 2nd highest alt is a rogue.
Okay - now YOU tell me why this picture is really REALLY REALLY cute, haha. If you can figure it out in like 5 seconds - then yeah :P you're either a paladin, or you play WoW waay too much.
If you can't figure it out, i'll give you a couple hints.
1. Judgement of Wisdom & Drain Mana. 2. Curse of Weakness
Haha last picture...i can't even remember what this paladin spell thing is called, lol. I think it starts with an R? Re...something? Anyway, if you do it and /sleep... the wings still stay up. :)
LoL Holy Lock :P
I need to do that in devout, haha...then it'd be reeeeeeeeeeeelieee cute.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Wednesday, April 18, 2007-) +12:35 PM]*
xoxo~
Hah, No Moo people [including Yuki] sent me a link to that stalker murderer VT guy - in concern. Haha, silly goats.
Don't worry - If i do end up switching servers, i'll still raid. I'm not quitting WoW - I just fucking hate drama following me like a disease and infecting everyone.
I'm not posting where i'd switch - and trust me, it isn't "obvious". I had considered Mug'thol, but honestly - the only incentive to switching servers there would be to play with Azer, but he's not even playing anymore - thus, swaying my decision.
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Munster just /poked me and told me not to smoke, haha.
Don't worry! It's just for 3.5 weeks more. I'm not really a smoker...sorta. LoL, i promise i'll stop when all this shit stops.
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Shoji told me to ignore him...like /ignore him while he tanks for me, lol. "This is where his youth shows through." But if Shoji tanks for me, I can't fucking play with Gegsn - and that's one of the main reasons why I play WoW. That's the POINT - he's keeping me from having a good time with people I care about.
JESUS CHRIST, that's so goddamn annoying.
GROW the fuck up - im not interested, leave me alone jesus freaking christ. If you don't wanna play then DON'T. Don't fucking mope around and drag everyone down and blame it on your fucking Dad for renewing your account.
GOD I HATE THIS. LEAVE ME ALONE. I TRIED to be nice - REPEATEDLY, I TRIED to trust and see the good in him. JESUS, GOD LEAVE ME ALONE. REALLY - LEAVE ME ALONE.
T_T
YUCK!
okay im better. i had that pent up for a while, and phew...im glad it's out.
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(Tuesday, April 17, 2007-) +1:12 PM]*
xoxo~
Gnome Warlock
Gnomes are strange little things. Fascinated with gadgets and shiny things, gnomes are often plotting and planning - but are pretty smart, despite all the explosions.
You're a creepy, creepy warlock. You delight in the darker things in life - such as setting people on fire, and delight in the macabre. You'd probably fake your own death just to freak people out by getting up from the casket at your funeral.
LOL DUDE i practically had the same answers. I think like 2 things might've been different
When you watch something exciting (like a football game, for example) you prefer to... Watch from a distance so you can see everything that's happening. Get right into the middle of the action. Get close enough to feel like you're part of it, but still stay safe. Think that nobody is getting seriously hurt.
the first time i took the quiz, i chose the last one.
and
The welfare of others is important to you. True False It is, but only when I feel so inclined.
the first time, i chose "True".
I think it really depends on my mood...because sometimes i really care about the welfare of others...actually - most of the time i do. Just days where i feel jaded and like I've had enough, then it's the 3rd answer.
WEIRD HUH? 2 different answers - and two totally different classes. That's just funkay.
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On another note - talking on the phone till 2am and 3am lol is bad! Hahaha...well no, it's not bad - it's just the lack of sleep is bad! LOL
We need to plan a trip to Japan! :P seriously. I get butterflies in my tummy just thinking about it. It feels like I'm going home. Ureshii <3
I AM FROM THE BOONIES, mind you. NO REALLY! Seriously - we have family that's in Hiroshima city...in the metropolitan area, but they're all originally from the countryside [where most of the others still live]. Silly country folk, LoL.
Sainara - bitches, there is no YO in goodbye. :P haha
It's like seriously - mononoke hime land.
Hiroshima Castle
Miyajima Torii bridge <3
Butterflies! hahaa
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Puppy update :D
This is Gargie! I'll post other pictures up later! <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Monday, April 16, 2007-) +9:02 PM]*
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LOLOL?? OMFG
Human Paladin
Humans tend to be the ones in the middle. Not as sexy as the Night Elves; not as stumpy as the dwarves or gnomes. As a human, you pretty much go with the flow of things.
As a paladin, you like to see that everyone is safe - including yourself. Still an important part of any group, if you get overshadowed, you can always refuse to give them your blessing.
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[15:55] hyperfluffybunny: zormg! hi michie! [15:55] hellokuty16: hi osaka! [15:55] hellokuty16: sorry about yesterdays runs! [15:55] hyperfluffybunny: hm? [15:55] hellokuty16: lol durnholde [15:55] hellokuty16: i was a bit distracted [15:55] hyperfluffybunny: you didn't do anything wrong [15:55] hellokuty16: and that just seemed stupid hard [15:55] hellokuty16: haha [15:55] hyperfluffybunny: RIKI DID [15:55] hellokuty16: LOL?? [15:55] hellokuty16: what happened [15:55] hyperfluffybunny: yeah it was stupidly hard [15:55] hellokuty16: i was off vent [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: we were gonna wipe [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: and i didn't have aggro [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: but riki did [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: and he ran away [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: in the same direction as me [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: and i'm screaming [15:56] hellokuty16: LOL?? [15:56] hellokuty16: LOLOL [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: GET AWAY FROM ME! [15:56] hellokuty16: hahahahahaha [15:56] hellokuty16: >.< [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: and he's like no escape from wiping! [15:56] hellokuty16: LOL [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: then i get cleaved and die [15:56] hyperfluffybunny: T_T [15:57] hellokuty16: lol awwwwww [15:57] hellokuty16: im sorry [15:57] hyperfluffybunny: lololol [15:57] hyperfluffybunny: no [15:57] hyperfluffybunny: it was funny
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Heroic Durnholde is STUPID HARD. LOL - NO REALLY...it's STUPID HARD. :D SO INTENSE i love it.
FUCK GEAR - we can do it. :P
LAWL, well no we can't. We wiped so bad before getting to the burning houses area.
OH MAN i wanna try the dragon in heroic mode >.< that would be so fucking hard! lol im so excited. I can't wait till the rest of our group gets better geared.
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[16:31] hyperfluffybunny: omg... [16:31] hyperfluffybunny: i'm scared [16:31] hellokuty16: why what's up [16:31] hyperfluffybunny: he's on right now! [16:31] hellokuty16: what happened! [16:31] hellokuty16: omg T_T [16:31] hellokuty16: are you in vent? [16:31] hyperfluffybunny: i'd punch him but i can't [16:31] hyperfluffybunny: yeah... [16:31] hellokuty16: don't say anything osaka [16:31] hellokuty16: please :P just let me know if he starts up any crap again [16:32] hellokuty16: and leave it alone >.> [16:32] hyperfluffybunny: okie [16:32] hyperfluffybunny: he's just asking what i'm doing [16:32] hellokuty16: Is he saying anything weird? [16:33] hyperfluffybunny: no...
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YEAH weird. No me gusta.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+2:24 PM]*
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OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG it's April 16. LOL <3 i totally forgot. I wish I was born on this date.
It's my favorite date of the year - sorta. 16/4=4*4=16 lolol <3 it's wonderful.
Happy Birthday Hayato :P Tanjyoubi Omedetou!! <3
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+1:26 PM]*
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I had like 2 hours of sleep.
Sorry for not listening to you Frank. But you were right - he is a coniving devil. :P
Shoji is definitely a paladin and a good friend - it's wonderful...i appreciate it a bunch.
LOL "I can be your inside man." hahahahaha that's just so funny.
DUDE, even IF/IF NOT the statements were true or false, like Shoji would disclose ANY of that information anyway. He wouldn't even let anyone know if any of that was true or not. Just let him believe anything he wants to believe. LOL I even warned him not to trust everyone - as Shoji said, "It's his youth showing through."
Oh God, and the Azer thing...Jesus freaking Christ. Bring THAT up will ya, lol. We had a good giggle about it. QQ more noob.
I love Shoji's responses...they were so objective and clever, hahaha. As if to dodge all the questions so he wouldn't be lying - yet clearly answering everything.
"Are you going to talk to Michie?" LOL AHAHAHAA "You shouldn't tell her." Aahhaahahaaha >.< lol. Fucking Coniving Sith?! Seriously. Shoji smirked and "wtf?"-ed.
LoL, like the "I like her as a friend..." wasn't good enough. Dig deeper, maybe you'll find cat shit. Choke on it, will ya?
Hahaha Inside Man...LOL? AHAHAHAHAA >.< lol "We should both talk to her about the situation." What fucking situation? There is no situation! Stop trying to give me a goddamn situation. Keep your situations to yourfuckingself, damn. I hate that bullshit - just leave me and my friends alone, Jesus freaking Christ.
If you don't want to play WoW - fucking quit already. Stop moping around and dragging people down. That's so fucking high school and ANNOYING. Get the fuck over it. I'm not going to respond to you anymore, Jesus Christ. Shoji was right - I was being wayy too nice.
I don't want to have anything to do with you. You are a coniving sith that infects the air with your depression, Jesus Christ. The only thing keeping me from out dpsing you out of the fucking water is the fact that I'm NOT LIKE THAT. I'm not SITH like you.
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Yes, im a hypocrite - i try not to be...but i fail. I'm wayy too goddamn trusting...and I get my heart broken everytime. I'm also so goddamn gullible - it's annoying.
I also need to grow some goddamn nuts. It seems as though when it counts - i can't perform sometimes...JESUS CHRIST i want to step out of my body, and yell at myself. Michie WHAT THE FUCK are you doing? HOW in fucking tarnation can you have all that DPS and not use it?! DAMNIT.
DUEL PEOPLE and use your high dps class as an advantage. JESUS CHRIST, you have a WEAPON...GO USE IT.
I fucking wish warlocks had HoJ, i'm not even kidding. Fuck bubble, healing, and judgements...i can live without those. HoJ...is just the most wonderful thing next to sliced bread.
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/sigh...okay i'm done venting.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Thursday, April 12, 2007-) +9:54 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Paint it Black - teh Stonez
LoL, I meant to go to class last night - really...I did. I even drove over there earlier to hang out with Cy - then to go to class.
Josh and I had a conversation, lol...that made me decide against going. Basically along the lines of - Well if they're not going to listen to you, what's the point of going. Because i want to help them. But they're not going to listen or care. Sometimes you just need to let go. Alright, fine.
Well it's 100% true. They ask for help - I give advice or do something, nothing gets done/changes - and i get blamed for it. Hah, lol...really! It's like they have enough effort to complain about it - but once I address it to them that it's a task that needs to be completed - everyone does their own thing. I have NO incentive of working on this project. I did have respect for Jeremy mind you, but with all his shit talking - as if it wouldn't circulate back to me, It just reminds me why Cogswell isn't a top ranked school.
LOL What's funny is that - i really refrained from posting/shit talking anything about Graviton that was bothering me, because i had such respect for the people that were working on the project. I guess I can't expect them all to be that mature, I guess.
Honestly though, WITH ALL - and i repeat ALL the "drama" that went on/is going on this semester, that CRAP is on the bottom of my priority list. DUDE - i JUST bought a fucking HOUSE and two cars. I'm fucking working 35 hours a goddamn week, AND I'm trying to get promoted to Producer status on a few projects [which is a 40/45 hour work week] ON TOP OF SCHOOL. One of my close friends just DIED, my Dad got diagnosed with cancer, my aunt has a brain tumor, my mom's going blind, my grandma went 95% deaf, and my Grandpa's having heart problems.
YOU THINK I CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME?
I CARE if the fucking bank doesn't like me. If my JOB doesn't like me - because i won't get PAID and my cars/house gets reposessed. I CARE about my family who aren't doing so hot - i CARE about my close friends who don't act like they're all 12 year old home schooled people from the boondocks who didn't have sandbox time as kids.
I CARE if my fucking titles don't hit their milestones. I care if our team is being overworked and design changes are coming in last minute - whatever delays us hitting a milestone and an invoice checkin. That's my goddamn LIFE - if you don't get it - you're probably as closeminded as they are. I don't do it for the money because we get squat. I DO IT because gaming is everything to me and it's what i wanted to do in life. I LOVE being the glue that binds the team together - it's my calling. I love helping EVERYONE...EVERYONE. I LOVE the challenge of meeting milestones. I LOVE being challenged. I love it when people don't think i'm capable because of how i look/sound and i prove them wrong each time.
Our Cogswell team is NOT a team. Everyone works independently because that's what they're accustomed to do. The whole "not having sandbox time" crap...fits in here. Many people came from priviliged homes, spoiled...and smart. They probably don't hear "No" very often and aren't used to taking direction. Even when working in a compatible team environment, they still don't have combined efforts...lol, everyone still "does their own thing". It's so fucking self centered and blatantly obvious it's not even funny.
Whatever the situation is, I don't care. The point is working w/ pipeworks, disney, pixar, atari, etcetc and the list goes on - NONE of those companies would put up with that bullshit nevertheless SCG [the most insignificant company comparitively], so WHY in tarnation should I?
Because I'm STUBBORN - and I can take it. I WANT to help them understand. I CARE enough to make them realize that TEAMS need DOCS, TEAMS need to talk to their leads, Leads can talk to ANYONE, and Prods help the groups understand each other.
There's my noobness glaring at the world; my downfalls. I don't give up when I should. It's like the undead racial passive: Will of the Forsaken. Fear me, try it...because it WON'T WORK, and i'll just counter back. We'll see what happens. It gets really annoying to being everyone's punching bag - lol...and feeling like what their Mom's probably feel like.
LOL GOD i hope the Graviton team just fires me. How retarded is that? LOL Praying to be fired. I don't think many people on this earth would understand that. I care enough not to leave the project - and I won't...but i fucking hate working on it and feel useless to the team - and would rather devote my time to more important things. LIKKEEEE working the 5 extra hours a week on Godzilla, YARGH!
OH HO HO HO Yeah you all can bash Godzilla all you want - take all that extra energy and disgruntledness you have and go rip Mothra a new asshole. LOL hate on Godzilla/Leapfrog/Atari all you want, but in the end - I'm working on something way fun...and getting paid for it, so HONESTLY, if it's something else that's a Published GAME that i can put on my fucking resume, it's WORTH IT.
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On another note - I'm really happy with everything else that's going on aside from Cogswell.
I post a lot of Michie progress on my blog because it's one of the few things I devote time for - and that I care a lot about.
"So you care about WoW/A digital Avatar/NO MOO than real life people?"
NO WAY!
LoL, I care about my free time; the sliver that I have. I care about my torrance friends - that aren't just guildmates anymore. I care about devoting time to a game that I want to get 1337 at. I can GET 1337 at other console games...those don't require nearly as much effort/time as WoW does.
You can fucking play WoW really easily - anyone can. I don't want to just "play" WoW. It's about blowing everyone who thought I couldn't do it out of the water - and THEN some.
I two shotted a geared [righteous/t4] paladin last night. TWO SHOTTED. He didn't have time to fucking bubble. FUCK dots - i'll crit you for 4k twice. EAT MY FEARS. Lol it was his own fault for fucking sealing then attacking me first.
LoL yeah Shoji was scared >.< haha...but the point was - we're balanced like that for a reason. If i had to do a melee fight, lol...he'd two shot me too [okay no, i have pretty high stamina...i couldn't be two shotted...but i definitely wouldn't have ANY chance of winning].
I want to master running things like we mastered BM. If you can FIND a better score, i'll /drool. GOD - it was like a rank "SS" or "S" run.
It's knowing your class, knowing your gear, knowing a strategy with what you have - and not relying on EVERYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD to TELL YOU what to spec as. Jesus christ, seriously...ALL the end game raiding locks are all affliction dest - non ruin. I get it - really I do...you can last a lot longer with less costing DoTs that do a shit ton of damage that also provide a crapton less threat. Or, you could be ballsy and have more +dmg overall and nuke the fucking CRAP out of the boss - LIFETAP, lifedrain and start the overall nuking process over again.
I still output more dps many of them - and thats what they get for just copying someone else's spec before analyzing their own gear. Cobweb has affliction because he has a shit ton of epics that help his spec. He has so much +DMG with his gear, that if he WERE demonology, he'd probably have 2500 +dmg fully buffed. He doesn't need to be demonology at THAT point. Many of the locks though just barely have an average of 500 +dmg. That's so goddamn not enough dps for affliction to be worth it in a raid. I'm sorry.
My ONE 4k shadowbolt crit eats your 2 in a row Shadowbolt Nightfall 1.5k crits for breakfast...and w/ reduced cast time for my Shadowbolt spells, i can 8k damage in 4 secs, vs your POSSIBLE 6k IF Nightfall procs TWICE in a row AND you crit. Anndd affliction locks usually have so little crit chance [8%~10%ish] that critting isn't that often. I have at least 20% crit fully buffed + imp shadowbolt.
Yeah yeah, you bring up the fact that OH - but they have dots up that are way more powerful than mine right? Okay so...they have Corruption up...yay. If it's improved, it's about 1.5k over a few secs. They can't have Curse of Agony up during a raid - especially if they're one of the two warlocks there: CoE/CoS and possibly CoW if there's a third.
WOW - that 1.5k scares me, Q_Q im SOOOOO intimidated...compared to my 1k over a few secs...that extra 500 damage is just SOOOOOOOOOOOO UBER omg i dunno what i'm ever going to do to catch up.
PFT, dude flaroon can do 500 damage with ONE cleave. ONE CLEAVE!
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I'm Demonology/Destruction [destruction at heart]. I'll prove it to everyone that you can be a Demonology/Destruction warlock - AND be useful in raids. OH I will - it's my goal.
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Okay - haha i think im done posting right now. :D
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Wednesday, April 11, 2007-) +9:42 AM]*
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OMIGARDS NEW PICTURES, AGAIN???
Michie's gnomesized!! NOTICE my sad expression and the bandaids on my knees. Im sad because im wearing a fucking yellow dress - and the bandaids on my knees were from playing outside w/ the boys, i kid you not. :P
Im in my mommy's tummy. [that's my dad/mom/aunt(mom's sister)/uncle/their kids. SEEE my DAD looks totally asian...but my mom and her sister, yeah? They're something else. I dunno - i guess i never really noticed until recently. LOL i look totally asian, whaddya expect?
My brothers :P YES - that says independence football...vs my kuyas' PHHS football stuff...lol, YES - rivals.
Fammmmrrryy. It's my mom's brother and his daughter. SEE she got the dominant spanish genes - lol, well shit she's 100%...but STILL :P i only have the curly hair >.< she's so pretty! :P
<3 carpe diem <3
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First...Pictures from last night:
Okay okay, continuing my response from LA - If i had to go gay for someone - it'd be her.
We went to Heroic Auchenai Crypts last night :P...oh so very hot. We made it through to the last boss - where we JUST beat the last boss but were all going to wipe because of that ghost guy trash right after the last boss...except Shoji FREAKING DIVINE INTERVENTIONED ME! >.< WHO DOES THAT!? WHOOO? >.< That was so cute, omfg. LoL he was trying to save my repair costs >.< b/c i was mostly broken by then. I FORGOT TO REPAIR before entering the heroic dungeon. >.<
LOL and DON'T YOU FRET none...i'm a poor gnome, but michie keeps her money on gnomesfargo - she's not THAT poor. LOL :P
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Tuesday, April 10, 2007-) +9:28 AM]*
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Sol gave me a kitten XD...haha
He said, "Sorry we had to go so early Michie, i'm sure you'll still have fun w/o justin and i. here's a kitten for you!"
awwwwww >.< ANDYSOL YOU PUNK.
OkaAYY okay...so in vent - Denwe said, "Seems like Sol's starting to rub off on you Michie." and I replied..."Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewww..." Then vent started laughing a lot... god it was like the 1 really sexual joke/response i've ever made...but it was brought up the rest of the night. LOL XD
WE BETTER RUN KARA THIS WEEK! >.< NO SERIOUSLY! b/c I just gave up my spot to stupid Chams.
OH yeah, i got new gear :P lol...<3 A new cape...and new bracers, haha. I de'd my shattrath wraps for the 2nd time, lawl. <3
So Gegsn is the master of Campfires...lol
I was like, wtf are you doing Gegs? You're trying to light me on fire aren't you? LoL and his response was - I'm trying to warm your bath water :P. LOL >.< Awww...
I can do it with him now XD...i can't wait to get to 50...so i can get the longer bubble <3 kekekeeeeeee
Well no...i can't wait till i get to 40...so i can get a skirted pony. :P
OMGOMGOMG i really really really really really want shoji to get that horseman mount drop...>.<
I think he'd look good on it :P <3 we already have matching white birdy mounts, kitty mounts :P lol and on our way to get the kurenai talbuks. He'd get a mechanostrider if you could. >.< He needs this one though to match my dreadsteed :P...and i'll go get a regular white horsey to match his :P. Why do i feel like the white horse is going to cost me a fortune? haha
<3 It's all in fun, so it doesn't really matter.
Okay im gonna go to work, cya! <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Monday, April 09, 2007-) +12:21 PM]*
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I can get a puppy!
Which puppy - i'm not sure.
So far, my list of dogs that i like...are
Yorkshire Terrier Pembroke Welsh Corgi American Eskimo Dog Siberian Husky
The requirements are:
1. Quiet 2. Uber Friendly 3. Small-Medium Sized 4. Preferably Short Haired 5. Out of the ordinary 6. Affectionate
So far, i'm falling in love with the Welsh Corgi - lol, yeah...Shoji was right - they are cute. But it's matching my prerequisites so far :D. LoL I wouldn't name him Ein, but it would be really cute to have one. I think i'd name him Gargie. :P kehehehe j/k /shrug
I love yorkies, but they're so yappy...lol. JJ scares me! :D Well no...the amount of attention i have to devote to the dog scares me. :) I guess it's good practice for the future...lol.
/shrug, who knows?
<3 carpe diem <3
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+9:23 AM]*
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So many pictures to post - so little time.
I respecced. 19/21/21 -> yeah...balanced for raid pve. NURTS! Nightfall/ImpDoTs + Demonic Sacrifice/ImpSta + Ruin/ImpDest Spells. It's everything that makes Warlocks annoying. :P
Nightfall: 2 Shadowbolt casts - 3 hits in a row. :P
Kara w/ Artifice. Yeah, I know...hardcore. XD
My first +6k Crit.
The hardest Kara boss yet.
No Moo @ Gruul's Lair, bitches.
Michie's ready for Gruul. :P
Our Gruul's Lair Raid.
My position's 16...LOL - i didn't even ask for it <3
Cobweb=Head Warlock [uuuuber 1337. he's so geared, it's nurts]
Trash DPS. :P lol
We wiped...then...
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Miichiie looks hot in leather
XD Bazington...like old times. :P
Miichiie sandwich!
k i gg, cya!
<3 carpe diem <3
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