LOL it makes my aim so deadly accurateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I got richard in the EYEEEEEEEEEEEE WHILE he was coverign up.
i wanna find shia laboeuf and rape him. bwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaha. He's such a cute dork, LOL <3.
apparently i'm supposed to play shadowrun. :D
neenerneenerneenerss baibai! <3
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I'm doing a stupid survey because i feel sick [i had a migraine all day...] and i'm waiting for the excedrin to kick in so i can play video games.
***100 Questions of Life***
100.WHAT’S YOUR MYSPACE PROFILE SONG & WHY? the Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani...there is no "why". It's just a cute song that i can sorta relate to.
99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? IF SO WHAT IS IT? I'm trying not to cave into helping SCG anymore, lol. I think i'm going down to boost morale in a few days though. :D I can cheerlead, you have NO idea.
98. MIDDLE NAME Michie/Christine depending on what legal papers you're looking at.
97.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE? HOLY COW, when is this excedrin going to start kicking the fuck in?!
96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HOURS? Don't think so?
95. BEST BREAK UP SONG? Oh ho ho ho, there are quite a few. Scars - Papa Roach, Point of Authority - Linkin Park...Actually Linkin park's WHOLE CD, even My December. LOTS! Scars - Papa Roach came directly from the Koichi experience. NEVER AGAIN, you spoiled arrogant child.
94. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK A PLANE TO? LA - Malibu to meet with publishers. [SCG]
93. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? HITCH!! <3 lol it was so cute.
92. WHAT MAKES YOU MAD? Spoiled arrogant people, bad drivers, abusive people, chauvanistic pigs, non-law abiding people. Basically dumb people piss me off.
91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? A producer for a well known triple A game company.
90. WHAT'S YOUR NAME Michie
88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO? 3.5 of them. Josh, i could probably tell anything to - but i don't because i spare him the drama. Shoji - i pretty much can tell anything to. He's a really good listener, compassionate, and trustworthy. lols he IS a human paladin. AAND Osaka. LOL Osaka, i tell grumpy petty stuff to - that he makes fun of and gets me to laugh about it. Like when people are giving me shit, he makes fun of them and we both laugh about it. The .5 goes to Frank. LOL, yeah i trust him knowing anything, but i doubt i'd ever tell him shit only because #1 he probably doesn't want to know/doesn't care, #2 i'd rather not burden him with anything anyway.
87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Sorta? I have 2 cousins that i grew up with...they're quite a bit older than me. BOTH are BOYS...one is a total d&d/lego/star wars/star trek/marvel/academic NERD...and the other is a football/baseball jock. :P lol, yeah i know...it makes sense.
86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? in teh blue room.
85. FAVE COLOR? It's called matcha. It's japanese for errr....sorta creamy green tea color. It's a sage-green, i think?
84. WHAT DOES THE 7TH MESSAGE IN YOUR INBOX SAY ON YOUR PHONE? I am SO not checking my vmail right now. What I CAN tell you is that my mailbox is FULL.
82. WHAT IS SITTING TO THE LEFT OF YOU? A thing of febreeze, haha.
81. WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW? At a baseball game.
80. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS? Not for another few years.
79. WHO IS THE 5TH PERSON YOU GOT A MISSED CALL FROM? Josh.
78. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT? UH? My monitors and speakers? /shrug
77. CLOSEST SILVER OBJECT? My 2 crosses necklace...?
75. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? DO YOU know how to ride a goat? [OMFG how much longer T_T...]
74. DO YOU OWN ANY PETS? 2 pets: Gargie my Welsch Corgi and Hedwig my Ball Python
72. LAST TIME YOU LISTENED TO COUNTRY MUSIC? It's been a while, does Martina McBride count? LoL SHUT UP IM A GIRL.
69. WHAT ARE YOUR FEARS? Spiders, Heights, Confined Areas, Scary Faces, Needles, Hospitals [to an extent], seeing people hurt, abuse.
68. WHAT CAN YOU HEAR NOW? the hum of my computer fans.
67. HOW MANY DRUGS ARE IN YOUR SYSTEM NOW? 500mg of excedrin.
65. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? a camo shirt and jeans.
64. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU? Megan <3
63. DO YOU SING? Yeah i used to, but lately it hasn't been in public.
62. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY? What? NO Neither.
61. ROCK OR RAP? Depends on my mood but usually rock.
59. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL? 911. LOL? Seriously.
58. WHO LAST CALLED YOU? Josh & Richard
57. WHAT JEWELERY DO YOU WEAR DAILY? This 2 Crosses Necklace [it's supposed to be your mom and you.] one's bigger than the other one.
56. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW? Trying to not feel sick.
55. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED? I really don't remember, it's probably Damon.
54. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE? If they deserved to live. I wouldn't die for a serial rapist...or that one cop that murdered his pregnant girlfriend. OH HO HO NO, I'd watch him get hit by the train and glare at his misery.
53. LATEST THING YOU’VE RECENTLY LEARNED? That life is what you make of it. It only sucks because you're letting it suck. It's only boring because you're not doing anything fun or interesting. It's only depressing because you're not doing anything exciting.
52. ARE YOU COLD NOW? Nope.
51. WHAT DO YOU SMELL? Febreeze? I dunno?
50. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT NOW? YEAH ACTUALLY, the FACT that this FUCKING SURVEY is 100 questions LONG. WHO THE FUCK HAS THE TIME TO COME UP WITH 100 FUCKING QUESTIONS?! DAMN!?
48. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW? I'm giving birth to a cow...and then slaughtering it for the indians in north dakota to eat. What are you doing tomorrow?
47. IF YOUR EX WANTED YOU BACK, WOULD YOU TAKE THEM BACK? HAHAHAHHHHAHHAHAHAHAHAA!!!LOL NO, first of all - i'd get a restraining order. Secondly, if i had the CHANCE to be with someone else, I wouldn't goddamn choose someone who's repeatedly broken my heart. I'd rather date Tobiah than go out with Koichi EVER again. YEAH, THAT MUCH.
44. BED SHEET COLOR? Matcha.
43. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE NOW? Yeah.
42. CAN YOU SWIM? Yup. It was a requirement in HS PE. You had to pass a swimming test because we had competition diving pools @ our school.
37. FAVORITE SMELL? Boy smell...boy smell + clean laundry. LOL?
36. EVER GONE A WHOLE DAY WITHOUT EATING? Every once in a while when i'm really busy.
35. UNITED STATES OR CANADA? Iono...those mounties can kick some ass.
33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? I'd think, HO shit? That came a bit early. OH well.
32. JEANS OR SWEATPANTS? Jeans, ftw.
29. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON? Yeah, lol it's the first time this WHOLE summer.
28. DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES? kinda :D
27. HAVE YOU CRIED SO HARD YOU MADE YOURSELF SICK? Nope...ew?
23. HAVE YOU RECENTLY TALKED TO AN EX? Yeah he calls every now and then, it weirds me out EVERY time.
19. FAVORITE TV SHOW? Grey's + Man Vs. Wild + Mythbusters.
18. DO YOU LIKE 80’S MOVIES? Hell yeah i do.
15. WHAT KINDA MUSIC DO YOU LIKE? Almost everything as long as it's good. I love 1979 by the Smashing Pumpkins.
13. BEST CITY YOU’VE VISTED? can't summarize this in a nutshell and josh is on his way over :D
12. BEEN TO LONDON? Not yet :D
10. FAVORITE SUBJECT AT SCHOOL? Accelerated English/World Cultures/Music/History/Foreign Languages/Physiology/Biology
9. BEEN TO COLLEGE? YES IM DONE, DAMN YOU.
7. FAVORITE TIME OF DAY? Mornings. I love sipping hazelnut coffee and relaxing while watching morning news.
6. EVER LICKED SOMEONES CHEEK? ew?
5. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES? Nopesidoodle
4. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO? FINISHING THIS GOD FORSAKEN FUCKING SURVEY. GOD DAMN YOU.
3. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK? WHOOOOOOO THE FUCK CARES? YES i have and broken my foot.
2. DO YOU SNORE/TALK/WALK IN YOUR SLEEP? i talk in my sleep periodically. you can hold conversations with me if you're lucky...and i'll spill ALL the beans.
1. ARE YOU AFRAID WHEN YOU'RE HOME ALONE? NOPE! :) I LIKE being HOME ALONE. it makes me feel like /sigh FINALLY some peace and fucking quiet and NO ONE - ABSOLUTELY NO ONE's going to ask me WHAT im doing, WHERE i'm going, HOW i'm doing, WHO I"M TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH, etc. :) Yes, i periodically suffer from only child syndrome.
THANK GOD ITS DONE.
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oh yeah... my hair :P
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Now Playing: Dim Sum Girl - The Notorious MSG
Yuki sent me this song, lol. I don't understand half of it bwahaha, but it makes me giggle anyway. He calls me his dim sum girl, and yuki's my dim sum girl, haha.
Yesterday was the day from hell - lemmie tell ya. LOL<3
Yeah it was so bad, that i had to call 911 - and the police came over to my house...4 times. I have yet another restraining order, lol - i kid you not. Meh there's nothing really to elaborate on. My uncle went nuts after his wife died. It kinda got better...then he met a new woman and got engaged. It triggered a bunch of stuff...and he's once again nuts. He threatened/tried to intimidate me with a lawnmower, LOL. Seriously - he's nuts. OH AND THAT INTIMIDATION BULLSHIT, doesn't work.
Don't ask why [because i don't even know] but i don't get intimidated by physical intimidation. IF he would've layed a HAND on me, i would've killed him. Okay maybe not killed him, but i would've proceeded to kick him in the nuts and knee him in the face on his way down. I don't take overpowered violence well. When people try to look cool by being the bully...I HATE THAT.
I had to call the cops w/ the neighbors [he was threatening them too].
Apparently my mom, grandmother, and I are "cocksucking whores". LOL, he had terrets and it was funny - haha. I couldn't help but laugh at his feeble attempts to be intimidating when he's stuttering cocksucking whores in public.
Then he proceeded to tell me that he talked to my boss at SCG and that I was FIRED from the company; how they hate my guts. LOL, and when i said, "oh yeah, tom? what was his name?" he responded..."the fucking surgeon general told me!"
LOL which is funny because i honestly left on good terms with SCG - because of their budget restrictions, i didn't wanna stay and watch our company that i've worked really hard towards - die. Haha, i know...i know...he's nuts - i don't have to justify anything.
Not to mention, my grandparents/parents had to come over because of the commotion. My grandpa was saying they should've let him go when he had the stroke a few months ago; that he's tired of this bullshit. That's something you really never wanna hear...LOL, my grandma and grandpa are my parents...so it hurts when they're sad. If they die because of stress from my uncle, i swear to god, i'll never forgive him.
I know it sounds silly, but all i really can do is pray that it gets better. I'm asking my parents if they can send me away somewhere for a while. I really wanna go back to Japan, but my dad says it's wayy too overbudget for a last minute overseas trip - but that i might be able to stay in Chitown with my cousins. T_T I dunno, that just doesn't seem FAR AWAY enough, lol. I wanna be in a different CONTINENT.
Mann T_T... i don't know the first thing about Chicago, really. Okay maybe a tad bit more than the average californian, but honestly I don't even know where to go or what to do. I'll probably end up pent up in a guest room...for a week or so and then forced to go to church. MY COUSINS ARE A LOT OLDER THAN ME, LOL. I'm the baby out of all of them...haha...so iono.
I miss you Japan, oh so how i very dearly miss you. I miss you more than playing Michie. T_T
I just know where all the fun places are in Hiroshima. I can drive around...my cousins are younger there...or around my age. I speak that dialect - so i don't feel weird at all; my accent FITS IN, haha. WE COOK everyday...travel, learn...meet people, ride the bullet train XD, the beaches. I LIVE IN A FREAKING FOREST!!!! >.< HOW HOT IS THAT!? I LIVE IN A FOREST T_T. And when i say forest, i don't mean...pansy saratoga hills, lol...oh ho ho ho NO, i mean... THE BOONDOCKS. It's an hour away from the major city - YET since it's japan, there is SUPER FAST wireless internet at my fingertips. It's the best thing next to sliced bread.
OH YEAH, LOL they think that i'm cute there! XD it's such a confidence booster, lol.
I always seem so uglyduckling in America because i'm super short, i have wavy hair as an asian girl, and i have stupid light skin. I'm not bronze like the rest of california. OH YEAH i have super small feet, fairly large eyes, full lips, c cup boobs [not that you'd ever know that because i'd never wear a shirt that shows that off but still], aaaaaaand have naturally long/strong nails.
Apparently these are plusses in Japan. LOL, all my downfalls kinda...are strived towards there. It's just a nice change. LOL, i don't have to try to be someone that i'm not when i'm there. I hate having big lips, it's so ugly. when i wear lipstick it looks like someone punched me in the mouth sometimes. Apparently they think it's cool. LOL i remember bra shopping with one of my cousins...and she was picking on me because i kept overflowing the C cup japanese size and had to get a D. I DO NOT HAVE D BOOBS by ANY means, lol...but the sizes are like 1 1/2 times smaller there. Haha...she kept violating me and checking if there was any padding in my bra.
I always complain that i don't look mixed enough...that my asian genes are super dominant, but i guess there's enough of a noticable difference, maybe? I never really realize that many asian people have smaller eyes...or not full lips/boobs. I never really compare how i look to other asian people, i guess. I just figure, i don't look white or spanish, so i must look asian - end of story. Which i do...i guess.
I dunno it just makes me giggle when i go to japan...and when i hug my cousins one of them bearhugs me and comments, "i love hugging michie cuz her boobs are so soft and huge." LOL ONLY IN JAPAN my boobs would be huge...hahaha NOW IN AMERICA, GOD what would they think about David Loja's girlfriend, LOLS!
I just think it's cute - the subtle differences. They're all so skinny and sticklike. I want sticklike stuff!? DAMN. I have a tummy, you know? It's not huge or anything, but even for my little body i have some curves. I guess thats healthy, XD LOL...but it's not what's "in" in america, you know? "Thin" is in. In japan it's almost completely opposite. They love the fuller bodies.
Grass is always greener on the other side, i guess. I just like feeling like green grass every once in a while, i guess. LOL :P
OH GOD im so not green grass anymore. MY HAIR!!!! >.< What was i thinking?!? Hahaha it'll grow back, :P it's okay <3
Yeah it wasn't the most pleasant day - ever.
It was SUCH a bad day, that i took a trip to my hairstylist in alameda and got 15 inches cut from my hair.
Yeah i dunno - it felt good to do an impulsive thing that really didn't have any consequences.
Damon's not really a fan of short hair, but he says it looks cute. /shrug, i think he says that just to be nice - lol i look funny :P.
:D
alright im gonna run some errands <3 cyas later!
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and allllllll the angels came out and sung in UNISON. <3 I so wasted a prayer on GEAR, lol...<3 It gave me the biggest smile EVER though...EVEREVEREVER!!!!
Michie does a lot of dps.
Moroes DPS
Illhoof DPS
...and ask me how many times i pulled.
NOT ONCEEEEEEEEEEEEE! That's how it's DONE, BITCHES!?
OH yeah, AAAAND Paul was tanking using Shingle who's specced Arms...YES, i caaaaaaaan manage my aggro, bitches!??!?! <3
I Leveled up, bitches.
BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHALOLOLOLOL BWAHAHAHAHA 14.6k!??!?!!??!!?!!!!! LOLOL THAT's NUTS!!!! That's more +spell dmg than Bloodywave & Mazar >.< LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL>.<
OMGOMGOMGOMG <3 /sigh i think i'm almost done with michie! <3 next...to move on to miichiie. I guess i should pray for that t4 helm too, huh? We're running it on sunday. I hope it drops! <3
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noooooooooooooooooooooooo lilianaaaaaaa T_T
she joined facebook!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOooooooo
I won't give in. :P I'm already active in myspace. Being active in one website is plenty, haha. <3
Yeah i found SO MANY PEOPLE that i miss. >.< Just so many random people - justin liggett, frank lee, emily, dali, ben, even brandon ridley. WTF? GROSS? OH EVEN linh, hahahaha >.<.
I think if i didn't already have a myspace, i would give facebook a shot. Buuuut...WoW takes up all the rest of my time, lol...yeah, i don't care about networking anymore. I have a good amount of people that i care about. :)
If i need to network, i'll go out and find people - i don't need the internet to help me.
Other than that...this guy sings MOON RIVER! WHAT THE HELL!??! I got a chill up my spine and got giddy. WHO EVER DOES A COVER OF MOON RIVER!? He needs to do Edelweiss and Fly Me to the Moon. LOL SHUT UP, there's nothign wrong with old school songs. It's hot.
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I JUST SAW HITCH on indemand...LOL <3
And i reaaaaaaaaaaaaally liked it, lol. It was sooo cute. XD
I KNEW EXACTLY how that girl felt, im not even kidding. The movie was SO DORKY, haha it made me /giggle.
lol it literally made my insides all warm and human. :D i think im gonna buy the dvd...lol seriously. <3
He had so many cheesy quotes that made me all gushy lol...
(taken from imdb.com, kehehe)
"Always remember, life is not how many breaths you take, it's how many moments take your breath away."
"Begin each day as if it were on purpose."
"Basic Principles - no woman wakes up saying "God, I hope I don't get swept off my feet today!" Now, she might say "This is a really bad time for me," or something like "I just need some space," or my personal favorite "I'm really into my career right now." You believe that? Neither does she. You know why? 'Cause she's lying to you, that's why. You understand me? Lying! It's not a bad time for her. She doesn't need any space. And she may be into her career, but what she's really saying is "Uh, get away from me now," or possibly "Try harder, stupid," but which one is it? 60% of all human communication is nonverbal, body language; 30% is your tone, so that means 90% of what you're saying ain't coming out of your mouth. Of course she's going to lie to you! She's a nice person! She doesn't want to hurt your feelings! What else she going to say? She doesn't even know you... yet. Luckily, the fact is that just like the rest of us, even a beautiful woman doesn't know what she wants until she sees it, and that's where I come in. My job is to open her eyes. Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom."
"Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump?"
"So how does it happen, great love? Nobody knows... but what I can tell you is that it happens in the blink of an eye. One moment you're enjoying your life, and the next you're wondering how you ever lived without them."
AWWWWW yay for Hitch :P that was worth the 2ish hours <3.
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LOL im not good at keeping up with forum posts, lol. >.<
What HAPPENED to JR? I always thought they the most 1337 guild ever haha...and since when were LA like...the server best? LOL i always just thought they were a hardcore pvp guild w/ a few pve-ers. LOL??
...WOW >.>
And who the fuck is blue moon? >.> OH MAN dinosaur's doing ssc?
I'm boreddddddd with WoW. T_T I dunno if i wanna raid. >.>
Yuki talks about evilana...and apparently he used to be a pretty 1337 warlock back in the day. i think he was in JR >.> but anyway he was comperable to BW and Badwar. /sigh @ bloodywave *_*. SOOOO apparently he was made fun of for applying to LA. I didn't think it sounded way out of the ordinary considering his pve rep. LOL? Yeah they RIPPED HIM A NEW ONE. His gear apparently sucks. Iono LA didn't rip me a new one - they said to get SSC/TK attuned and talk to Mazar again.
Yeah, i didn't get ssc attuned. LoL the quest items are still sitting in my inventory. Yeah, i know...you don't need to get attuned anymore after the last patch. >.> I don't want to hardcore raid. I think i'm too casual compared to the weekly raiders - that they'd get upset if i bailed for IRL friends, or whatnot.
Dinosaur is as "hardcore" as I'm going to get. Iono, i'm comfortable there.
Yuki really wants me to go towards Strictly Business. He thinks I'm close. T_T YUKI, you HAVE no life outside of WoW. I can't sacrifice my life for WoW, lol...beating SSC and getting t5 pieces are really NOT thaaaaaaat important to me.
Sho's quitting getting Gegsn geared T_T. Yeah...he's satisfied with Gegsn right now. Yeah I'm almost done too, I guess. I didn't wanna be "almost done"...i wanted to get at least the full t4 set...and go towards t5. Meh, playing WoW makes me want to rethink my life, though. LOL it's really weird.
Lately when i've logged on...I seriously don't feel like doing ANYTHING. Instancing even isn't fun anymore. We don't do heroics anymore...because we've gotten better gear since then.
DAMN. Miichiie needs to catch up. <3
Maybe i'll raid with dinosaur this thursday...>.>
I don't wanna go to kara. I'm over the T4 pieces. LOL they're never going to drop for me. AAAAND if they do, Luzzil can have them. He needs them too.
Iono, No Moo/FPD have more than enough people to go to Kara. They don't need my DPS anymore. >.>
I'll check the dinosaur roster... we'll see.
Osaka's setting up a Kara roster. I just told him that if there's enough DPS, that i'm thinking of going with dinosaur. Andd....that i'm okay with him getting both t4 pieces if they drop for him. I mean, it's never dropped for me before anyway - so im not really missing much. Also - it's better upgrades for him AND he has the same amount of "invisible" dkp that I have.
every once in a while, i think of changing servers.
OMG I HAVE NO DINO DKP!!! >.<
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Every once in a while you wake up to a wonderful morning. :D
...today was one of those mornings. <3
LOL i actually think my hugeass vent last night was partly responsible of my cheery morning. <3
/sigh and thennnn the smell of brewing hazelnut coffee pulled me out of bed.
/giggle
I'm gonna WoW a little bit then play FFXII i think :D /wave. OH YEAH - damon's TRYING to get me to play FPS's [yeah MEAN huh? lol nah, well we're gonna see if we can build my tolerance to motion sickness-ness, haha.]
Well cya later <3
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I JUST saw starship troopers, lol. Yeah i know...a little late. It was really good! LOL <3 I honestly enjoyed it.
If i had to "WoW Car" the main guy, he's TOTALLY a HUMAN MALE Ret Paladin w/ freaking crusader strike. You'd think, "hmm paladin?? yeahhh he MUST be michie's type." but oh contrare mon cheri, he makes me MISS my warlock...and want to send my felhunter after him - just to fuck with his mind. Yeah you think you're going to heal? OH silly paladin, you're spell locked, dear. OH you wanna try something sneaky? /devour magic! OH? Is that yet ANOTHER HEAL??? /NOOBCOIL IN YOUR FACE. LOL I wanna FEAR HIM and then quickly HoJ him, stand in front of him and /frown. Yeah my lockadin colors beam for the world to see.
He's the epitome of the paladin that Miichiie's NOT. I'm not quite sure what about him annoys me more - the arrogance or the absolute obliviousness. He really doesn't deserve either of those girls. LoL iono, i got the ret paladin thing from Inzagh - this one ret paladin that pve'd with us [pansimooers] once. He was the SAME guy - i KID you not. EVEN the whole dual wielding women thing and the fucking indecisiveness. Yeah, I BARELY know you. Leave your emo relationship bullshit drama out of our instances. Grow a pair and break up with one of them, for GODS SAKE. YOU CAN'T have your CAKE and EAT IT TOO, trust me. I'd have cake every night.
Ew, that did not come out the way I wanted it to. >.> I have this horrible uncontrollable affinity to cake. LoL, i remind myself that I'm DIABETIC and that it's BAD FOR ME!
Other than Rico, the illustrious Leeroy Jenkins, the overall crew made me smile. I was expecting to see a Biggs and Wedge somewhere hidden. If you get that reference, award yourself 100 points. Actually, there are TWO Biggs and Wedge references...if you know them both, award yourself my heart on a silver platter, LOL j/k. Nah, the main reference is nerd enough. Haha...i can't believe i typed that. A year ago, I would've said, "What's a big wedge?" or something comparitively ditzy. OH BUT I KNOW.../gasp
LOL BIG WEDGE..."I like the flying x thingie!" Good Lord, HOW DID I EVER pull that shit off? They NEVER really knew me, lol...and it was okay. I giggled about it later. Yeah, i keep saying I'm NOT ninja...because honestly - i'm really not. Many people are just as gullible and "not ninja" as I am, that's all.
Honestly, I dunno why it used to be such a big deal to hide all my nerdyness T_T. Well...there were a few reasons, but why it went to such the extent it did, iono. DO YOU KNOW the aggro radius of a lvl 35 character dropped smack dab in the middle of Feralas? It's kinda the same...and when I mean aggro, I don't mean just "flirty" aggro...oh ho ho ho, NO. It's all kinds of aggro. It's mostly /poke fun at the nerd, /taunt her nerdiness, /duel, and/or more.
Being a nice nerdy girl SUCKS sometimes, I KID YOU NOT. It makes choosing close friends really hard. I have a hard time opening up fully to people...even now, i still can't play video games around Josh or Frank really. Being semi-forced to play Wii-Sports in front of Josh resulted in a 86 age for the fitness test. Yeah lol, which made me giggle considering my 28 score when i play alone. And even then...when it's 28, i still get frustrated in myself for fucking up the times i did.
LOL I know it's silly - but i think playing against Shoji and Osaka was the FIRST time I EVERRRRRR let ANYONE feel the wrath of Michie - FULL FORCE. LoL...I didn't hold back.
The first couple of games, I was so nervous my hands were actually shaking. Yeah it sounds silly - but I really really don't like playing in front of people especially if i have to play against them. It's not that I suck or anything like that - or i'm worried about looking stupid, because I HONESTLY don't care about looking stupid in front of people. I just hate it when people get upset at me and don't want to play with me anymore if i win. I have a horrible competitive side that NEEDS to win and NO - not just WINNING, NONO...i have to have a MAGICAL ILLUSTRIOUS VICTORY, lol.
For example, when i play against some people in Tetris, one of my strategies...is to just COUNTER every single tetris they do. LoL It REALLY looks like I'm trying...but deep down inside...it makes me giggle like a little school girl when ALL THEIR EFFORTS of tetris-ing me, have been wasted...honey, i have imp retribution aura, bubble, AND HEAL. lol <3
OR OR OR..in Puzzle fighter...lololol <3 OH i'll make the biggest RUBE/YUBE/GRUBE/BUBE [color+cube] i can...THENNNNNNNN...PLANT as many chain bombs as i can...to get the LARGEST CRUSHING blow. Basically i CoE, Trinket, Soulfire ONE SHOT KILL them...they have no option except certain death. :)
ORRRRR, i'll just take the combos that they're giving me...and work off of that...and kill them with what they've sent over. <3 It makes me glitter inside when i can say, "lol you're only killing yourself..." I use this game tactic WAYYY more than my soulfire tactic. It works 90% of the time.
I have to admit though, that the soulfire tactic literally makes every ounce of warlock in me shine through. I literally hysterrically laugh at their misery...and if i DIE in the process...it HONESTLY doesn't matter at all...as long as i get the, "OMFG WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT IS THAT HOW THE FUCK?!?!" face from them...it's ALL worth it.
Anyway - Sho and Paul were the first people to see that. LoL, and they still <3 me for it...so MAYBE, i'll be able to open up to more people and play with them. /shrug? WoW for some reason is different. I don't take it as seriously as I do console games. There are so many stupid WoW players in the WoW universe, that I don't feel so stessed to perform up to a certain par. Lately, i've been expecting many of the newer warlocks in FPD/NOMOO/Dinosaur to be able to dps more than Michie if she wears comperable gear.
Hey, i'm a nooblet comparitively to most of these people. 90% of them have raided a whole shit ton and have a large /played time. They should know how to dps their warlocks. There is no sympathy for warlocks who CAN'T DPS. Playing this class is not the easiest class to figure out the optimum spell cast cycle for best dps per battle, but it IS a pretty powerful DPS class overall. If they've played for 70 levels, they should be able to figure it out. Warlocks who lifedrain dps in bossfights need to get SHOT, this isn't Ragnaros bitches. Learn how to dps efficiently and manage your aggro, RAWR.
Hm...which leads to Michie's WoW status. I'm bored. There's nothing to do - and I don't really want to raid if I can't raid with my friends. I only want two pieces from Karazhan - and I'm probably not going to get them soon. I HONESTLY HONESTLY don't want to farm anymore. Awwwwwwwwww my green tea dragon T_T, one day I'll have you...but it wastes so much of my time during the day to farm for...that it doesn't seem worth it JUST to have a faster mount...vs. taking a flight path. It just means that I can't /afk while on FP to make dinner or whatever.
Meh Miichiie's 35 halfway to 36 now. I like her. :) LOL tanking is getting much easier now...i'm learning. Being a ret paladin has it's pros - i really miss having spiritual focus though >.<. SOOO CLOSE to having a skirted pony...SOOooOOooOo close!
I don't understand guys sometimes. I think i understand them more than girls...but sometimes, they boggle the mind. Like, I can't tell when Frank's really upset at me or if he's just being his normal cactus self. I know he's rarely ever really upset. Like, he tells me he never really means anything.
LOL I WROTE this WHOLE paragraph of overanalyzing the abovementioned statement...and i deleted it because it was so overanalytical - it wasn't practical.
Okay I guess I don't understand why he's so mean to me. I can list a million mean instances where any of my sane friends would be like, "WTF...he ISN'T YOUR FRIEND." or "WHY DO YOU STILL HANG OUT WITH HIM!?" and i KNOW he doesn't mean most of the stuff he does...lol, and we DO have a strange relationship...so that I DO understand. I'm just in the dark sometimes...why he feels the need to be that way. T_T i'm telling you - he's not that mean to everyone. I'm just retarded /sigh. I dunno if i do stuff to provoke him and piss him off - or if this is like...the whole cat and mouse thing.
I asked osaka some vague guy questions while i was down there. He asked me if we talked about it at all. WE DON'T TALK about stuff like that?!? Yeah, because Frank's one to call me up for no reason just to talk. We had an AIM convo about stuff... >.> a while ago because I thought he hated my guts and was really sad about it. Anyway i found out i was quite a bit off...he pretty much explained as much as the situation allowed him to. He didn't explain why his retribution aura actually stings me even though we're in the same party...which was the WHOLE reason for that conversation, really. >.>
YARGH i guess i'm TRYING to be human and open up to people. I can't open up to people if they don't wanna open up back, you know? Or if they just don't want to know. Maybe he doesn't wanna be my friend T_T, iono?
SHUT UP, i'm not being a girl! I just don't like it when people give me crap/smart ass responses when they could just be NORMAL for GODS SAKE and tell me what the fuck is bothering them.
Like, driving back from LA - josh was on the phone with me for a while, while Frank was texting me. Josh asked me if Frank was coming to dinner with us. We had all discussed a weekend dinner thing before I left for LA...because i couldn't make it to Josh's birthday during the week. Anyway, i text Frank, "not coming to dinner tonight? did you forget?" or something to that extent...and he replied, "nah busy no one told me about it you should've given me more than 20m." or something like that. OH Jesus freaking CHRIST, Josh i'm not the fucking middleman anymore. so i responded to him, "josh thought you were coming" or something, and he replied, "i hung out with josh yesterday...nice try." I dunno why he feels the need to be such a dick. Nice try? The fact that we were trying to involve you in a good friend's birthday dinner? Yeah that's fucking SUUUUUUUPER SNEAKY! DAMN, I DIDNT GET AWAY WITH THAT because it was MY SUPER SNEAKY PLAN THOUGHT UP by no one other than JOSH.
Yeah for some reason, JOSH has this retarded idea that if i invite frank, he's more likely to listen over josh inviting him; this goes along with answering the phone too. Frank would rather have sex with marissa versus picking up any of my phonecalls.
He couldn't even grow a pair to call to explain what happened.
He only texts me when he wants something. Pick me up, check my account, i need vista, i need a ride to LA for blizzcon. OH yeah, by the way...you're everything that i dislike. You're so ASIAN. I mean...everyone likes you so i HAVE to even out the score. Learn to manage your aggro. This is just how i talk. You just interpret it like that - it's all in your head. I pick up the the phone for everyone but you because you just talk about random unimportant shit. Stop being so nosy. I don't have to tell you jack shit. What else are we going to talk about, the weather?
Oh...i can GO ON.
YEAH, THAT'S WHY it's hard to believe that he doesn't hate my guts and that he's just using me. It's all Allyn's fault really. I didn't think Frank really disliked me until Allyn explained that there wouldn't be a chance in hell, yada yada. I don't think i've ever been that crushed - ever, lol. He pieced the puzzle so it resembled something nasty - and sometimes that's all i see. Frank fixed it for a while - sorta...but somehow, sometimes it can still sting the old wound.
I know, i'm probably being overly sensitive. It's not just because it's Frank either, i promise. I'd be secretly upset if it were any of my good friends. It just sucks that it's him...it makes everything worse, lol! GROSS.
It's just extremely hard to see light in someone that refuses to show it.
On another GRUMPY NOTEEEEE...Damn you Padres, damn you. I haven't really been expecting much from the Giants in the past few seasons, but I still care enough to watch and support them. <3 You can't be a fan of a team since you were a youngling and just decide not to support them anymore because they're not winning.
Actually - i think the A's were my first team [shhh...] when Canseco and McGuire were around - the world series 1989. LoL <3 Not that I would know. :P EW LAAAAME!?
The giants were my team AFTER i figured out that the A's were my dad's team. :P I think it was after that world series. Yeah, the giants lost...but i still <3 them.
I need to go to bed. I have a sinus migraine Q_Q...
bon soir, mon cheri <3.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Monday, June 25, 2007-) +11:02 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Fall Out Boy - don't you know who i think i am?
kehehe i'm actually listening to that whole album - it's refreshing. <3
SO yeaah, i just got back from socal T_T...i cried half of time driving home, lol literally. All my good friends moved down there and I miss them a lot - not to mention, all of my no moo pansiers are there. It's a break from weirdo silicon valley people that I wholeheartedly miss.
Before hermiting, believe it or not - i was pretty socially well rounded. I think i went out everyday of the week just cause I could and it was fun to be around happy people. Since more and more of my happy friends moved away, it's caused me to reflect the personalities of the friends that are left lol which is very hermit-like behavior and/or rude and mean. No, i'm not blaming them for my change, i'm just saying that "people that are bored a lot are probably boring people". I'm used to being around happy people - and thus...i become the ball of energy Michie naturally is. Without these people, i'm miserable, haha! It just sucks that WoW is one of the few outlets i have to my happy friends.
>.< i love causing havok irl with them lol and giggling about it - not just ganking horde.
Yeah this isn't meant to be a "compulsive complainer" post, so i'll spare you the drama. :) I'm just vocalizing some pent up frustration.
Other than that, i had so much fun there T_T OMG SO MUCH FUN.
I think i literally signed on to WoW...once. Haha we went places and hung out with friends. We even went to a few Malls, whooda thunk?!
Haha, i JUST got off the phone with my mom. I <3 her. She always manages to find light in any situation. She clearly is a human priest. I'd say paladin, because of her 1337 tanking, but she's more of a dpser when she wants to be.
I was venting to her that all my close friends moved down there/are already there and that i was sad about it. She said to not worry - that I still have Josh & Frank. "But mom....they're sorta different from my other friends..." "What are you complaining for? You're not really like your other friends too - you're just as weird."
Oh thanks mom, lol. :P Now i'm a weirdo? Haha...<3
My grandpa resigned his living trust to instill responsiblity of the properties to my dad and I, and you'd think any other 23 year old girl would be excited to blatantly know what their inheritance is. I fucking HATE it. It stresses me out - like i have to live up to my grandpa's EEEEEEEE1337 standard of responsibility. I can't even freaking wash dishes when they pile up - how the hell am I going to take care of a few homes WITH living tennants?! GOD DAMNIT. My grandpa forgets that I'm only 23 sometimes and expects A LOT A LOT A LOT. Okay, he doesn't forget that I'm 23...he just really expects me to perform up to par - and quite often he overestimates and I'm honestly not prepared for the challenge.
I know, suck it up and learn. I know.....i'm just venting because it's a lot of NEW all at once. I'm A NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB! I need NOVICE TASKS not freaking LAAVOS right when you get to the gates of time at lvl 10 or whatever. If you understood that and giggled, you probably understand my frustration too.
[Laavos whas the last boss of Chrono Trigger. In Chrono Trigger, you could time travel through portals in this "gates of time" area. Anyway, the first time you get to the gates of time, you're allowed a few locations to go to...including directly to the last boss fight. For all the over curious gamers out there who thought they were badass and uberpowerful at lvl 10 or whatever, they thought they could "take" Laavos (either that or didn't know that lead to the last boss)...and selected the bucket portal and got annihilated.]
LOL OMG, YEAH - i've definitely changed for the worse, haha...and I'm gonna fix it. My Uncle's fianceé just called me and I hesitated before answering...and said, "WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY CALLING ME!?" out loud. Then realized, wait...I used to like hanging out with them - with people, really.
EWWWW, i'm turning rotten, bwahahhaa.
Okay, there was my reality check, lol. >.> DAMN my socially-retarded introverted college! You've done this to me! lol hahaha...
I get satisfication from JUST the internet - that's NOT healthy!
OH MY GOD - KINDA OFF TOPIC...
ALMOST ALL of the moo pansiers GOLF or have HAD golf lessons in their life. NO ONE GOLFED UP HERE! >.< LOL I WAS LAME for having lessons, i KID you not. If i knew more of my friends in the future would be interested, I would've taken the lessons more seriously, hahaha. YARGH! I officially have to ninja work on my swing, lol. They wanna golf during the blizzcon weekend, hahahhahahalol omgomg haha. WHY GOLF?! T_T OMG...I'm 100% serious when I say...that God has a wonderful sense of humor.
DAMNIT. WHO GOLFS!? That's SO WEIRD!? Oh Jesus my followthrough sucks balls! :D
They want to go to a par 5 course, golfland, then bowling. LOLOL?! NUCKING FUTS, that's what it is. LOL like the 3 most anti-michie things ever...all put together in a nice blizzcon weekend. Bwahhaa, for some odd reason though, i'm excited and up for the challenge. <3
Shoji says he can't bowl to save his life, and not to worry. LOL But...i'm not worried at all. :P YOU HAVE TO SEEEEEEEEE how slow my ball rolls...it's impressive. He says he hasn't golfed for a while either - but the fact that they ALL DID makes me giggle a bit.
PUZZLE FIGHTER ACTION!
LOLOL it's michie when she's causing havok...and misery, LOL.
Osaka says i play paladin style in puzzle games...super high defense and counter attacks that obliterate my opponents - instead of zerging. Weird, huh?
i don't wanna post up all the images, so here's the link.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Wednesday, June 20, 2007-) +8:53 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Paolo Nutini - Last Request [on vh1 right now]
Hm new guy, :P. He's alright...kinda sounds like a James Blunt rip. Apparently he's a scottish star. OMG HIS FATHER'S FROM TUSCANY, LOL. Haha, he was alright like 5 minutes ago...and just scored a +1 in charisma from that tidbit of information, lol. haha /sigh.
OH MAN i can't remember my facebook login info, LOL AND I DON'T WANNA MAKE A NEW ONE. :) You bastards and your anti-myspace...justiiiiiiin. LOL
OMG I'm making trip plans to Tuscany.
I fell in love with that location a while back - and OMG dear lord i just fell in love with a hotel.
Okay - have you ever been to the art and science museum in Chicago? Anyway, they have an aquarium area there...that has a "pool" that houses the sealife. It's awesome because it overlooks the lake and if you squint right...it looks like the water just keeps going over the edge into the lake.
Anyway - this hotel has a pool that's like that too...a 5th floor pool that overlooks the Tyrrhenian sea. They also have beachfront cabana things.
THey have 5 different floors with different designs.
1. the International Floor" - Oriental fabrics of eighteenth-century Paris seduce you, evoking the exotic tastes of that era and granting you repose in their delicate and subtle colours. 2. Art Deco Floor - Inhale the perfumes of dark wood: exquisite parchment and light evanescent silks envelop you, embodying the spirit of turn-of-the-century Belle Époque. 3. Colonial Floor - India, the Orient, Africa. Lose yourself in distant lands: listen to the murmur of ancient and primitive peoples; the conquest fulfils your every intuition. 4. Empire Room - Walk solemnly through the luxurious greatness of an empire that reveals its magnificence in the soft fabrics enfolding you while you sleep and the touch of exquisite lacquering lighting up the rooms. 5. Modern Room - Lose yourself in soft rooms forgetful of the past: here, bare essential forms approach you, with nestling light waiting to be enjoyed, while the marine blue overflows your view.
I thought it'd be easy to choose where I'd wanna stay - but I honestly can't. >.> I really like each of the rooms. Hmm honestly, it's probably a tossup between the Empire Floor and Modern Floor. I really like the simplicity of the Empire floor...it's just everything you need. OKAY NOW, on the Modern Floor - tell me that that's the MOST BEAUTIFUL sunset you've ever seen - ever. GOD DAMN... >.> That's so wonderful. /sigh
OMG what's 26.8 degrees celcius!? >.> OMG i programmed a Celcius to Farenheit thing back in high school >.< i never thought i'd ever need it. OH i guess I could do it again, lol.
OH shit, i don't have a compiler on this computer. Downloading borland compiler. >.> GOD THIS IS SO NERDY.
#include int main() { double fahr , celsius; cout<< "Enter the temperature in degrees fahrenheit: "; cin>>fahr;
celsius = (5.0 / 9.0) * (fahr - 32.0); cout<< "The temperature in celsius is "<< celsius<< endl;
return 0; }
errr hold that for me.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Tuesday, June 19, 2007-) +9:36 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Carrie Underwood - Before He Cheats [Yeah don't ask? It's on right now]
I HAD A LONGGGGGG DAY yesterday, bwahahaaha. Visited my mom's two brothers & their wives, then visted Serei and a few other HS friends. HE USED to be so COOL? WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED? >.> Hahaha, he's such a big oversized dork. Anyway it was his birthday, so we went with a bunch of people to Sushi Maru in downtown JTown. :P AWWWWW and the memories fly back with a vengeance.
"Everyone got fatter and lazier...and yet you still look 16." "I don't think I look 16, guys." "She looks like a 16 year old i'd try to hit on and get in trouble." "Yeah what happened to your funky monkey eyebrows and multicolored hair?" "I grew up? I dunno?" "Dude, these are the 4th pair of pants that I tore." "Yeah when we played football today, Serei freaking tore the bottom of his pants...just squatting for a play." "That's when you can tell when you're getting older...when your ass gets larger and you split pants." "What size are you michie?" "Err...0/1? Sometimes 2 or 3 depending on the brand?" "what's the smallest size there is for girls, lisa?" "0, dumbass. I'm even 4...and i'm a freaking stick." "well that's cuz you're 5'5"." "But even the waist part...a 0 is way too small." "not if you're 5'1". It's proportionally accurate." "oh ho ho ho, proportional accuracy - michie and her gigantic words."
I got made fun of for proportional accuracy...for a good portion of the night. >.> "What the hell is wrong with that?" "People just don't say that in conversation - they say...'it looks good' or 'looks hot' - not it looks proportionally accurate." "Well i didn't think it looked hot, it looked accurately sized." "NERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR-D"
Maybe, maybe. OOF. I don't wanna "Who's Q?" all the time. It takes so much effort - you wouldn't believe. T_T /sigh
I guess that was one of the reasons for the previous "Who's Q?"-ing. I know they're kidding - but if they vocalize a flaw, they can't completely be kidding. They're 80% kidding and 20% noticing a flaw, which 20% is still honest and annoying.
They wanna go karaoke-ing and bar hopping tonight. HOW DO THEY MANAGE doing that every day?! DAMN. THEY GO OUT EVERY DAY. HOW?
The only thing i'd be up for doing every day [involving travel...] is traveling the world...and discovering new locations. OMG i wanna see the l'ouvre. ONE DAY - i'll go to the vatican city, lol...and pray the rosary in the cathedrals there. I know that sounds silly, but i think all the prayers might get amplified since you're in a holy city. :)
/sigh <3 There's something mysterious and exciting about old buildings that make me zomgggggg <3
Alright, im gonna go i'm gonna make a list o' errands for today - i'm driving to LA tomorrow, omgomgomgomgomg yay. <3
Cyas.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Monday, June 18, 2007-) +3:35 PM]*
xoxo~
Haha i wrote this whole blog about visiting hs friends - and erased it all because of the blaringly obvious negativity.
I'm starting over!
So i'm headed to a few HS friends' places today. They're having yet another get together. I don't know how they manage to keep in contact with all of the old crews. :) It's quite impressive. I'm not planning on staying for a long time, but I WILL make an appearance in respect.
I won't drink "ENOUGH" in public anymore. It's just not what a married person does. Funny thing is, I frankly don't miss it at all.
On another note, i think i'm leaving on wednesday now...haha and we're going to Vegas, i think. I really don't care where we end up going. I'm just excited to make the trip down there. >.> Vegas... oh man... >.> it's usually not my cup o' tea, but then again, i haven't been there after becoming legal. Perhaps it's a different ballgame, j'espere-que. :D
Alright, i'm gonna get ready to go, adios! <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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+9:11 AM]*
xoxo~
OH HO HO HO :)
Now Playing: Boys and Girls - Good Charlotte
Haha it's a cute video. :)
I was listening to good charlotte last night in my dream, haha...so i guess I'm on a GC playlist streak thing. :)
/sigh i want them to grow up a little more...<3 their more current stuff sounds pretty good :). I LOVE his made hoodie, haha...<3 i need to make one that says "Mic-hie" in script. :)
LOL :) I dunno what i'd do without music in the morning.
gahhhh!!?!?! /giggle, yeah it's everlong, but dave grohl is awesome. :)
SO YEAH, lol last night was funny - "Episode 3, Christine? That's like the longest one..." DUDE just wanted to hear, "NuuuOoooo - She was AAAAAAAAAALLLIVE, i felt it." hahaha <3. I'll watch it today while folding the rest of the mountain of clothes.
1. thank you note to jeff 2. bday/grad money 3. $240 to uncle hockey 4. $450 to pauleezy 5. talk to osaka about thurs 6. Rotate tires + Carwash 7. Shoppin': Ground Beef, Onions, Granny Smith Apples, Feta Cheese, Iceberg lettuce, OMG OLIVE OIL??!, Avacados. :) 8. A new purse. OMG My japanese blares through like NO other. a. SIGNATURE SCARF PRINT LARGE TOTE b. Parioli c. Saleya PM I <3 this >.> It's only...$885. OOOOOOFFF!! d. AE Summer Tote LOL, this is more like it. :) I like the green one, but i'd most likely buy the neutral chalk color. It just matches better w/ clothing, i think? /shrug
Yeah i'm probably buying that last one. :) I know my mom'll read this eventually thinking, OH MY GOD CHRISTINE you BETTER not buy that LV purse, haha. Don't worry mom, I just think it's cute. :)
Alright, i'm gonna get back to errands before i get sidetracked. :D OH! I'll do daily quests first. <3 Bbl <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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+12:48 AM]*
xoxo~
Just finished watching the Fifth Element while folding clothes.
I tried convincing Damon to watch Star Wars tonight, lol but he didn't wanna so I settled for Leeloo & Corbin Dallas. "We just saw the whole Star Wars...and the movies are really long, Christine." LOL what's WEIRD is that I rarely EVER, EVER EVER, bring up wanting to watch Star Wars. Tonight was a "server first", and unfortunately didn't watch it.
It's alright though, Leeloo Dallas MULTIPASS it is. It's such an entertaining movie, i must admit. :)
Alright time for bed, adios <3.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Sunday, June 17, 2007-) +9:26 PM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: You Look Wonderful Tonight - Eric Clapton
I had to pick up my xB from my parents' house today and had a miniature epiphany. I think the epiphany was caused by just watching Bruce Almighty today for the first time - and reflecting on some common issues.
>.> I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE. NO - I'm NOT even kidding. Well shit, i didn't screenshot it.
Yesterday, Corby decided to come on to Ner'zhul and try out a draenei - just for fun. Anyway i was helping him out on Miichiie and he said, "Hey I have a riddle for you. There's 30 cents here, and only two coins; one of them isn't a nickel. What coins do I have?"
I couldn't fucking figure it out - so just to be a spoilsport asshole, i responded, "it's 25 and 5...a quarter isn't a nickel." Anyway, Corby was shocked and said that i was the only one who figured out the answer...with ALL the people he's asked. I honestly didn't figure it out. I was just being an asshole and thought to myself, "this fucking question is retarded - he's gonna say like...'the coins are canadian' or something bullshit like that." so i just responded in the dickest way possible. I didn't think my logic was near close - iono, i took the "easy" way out.
SO YEAH the epiphany had something to do with assholeyness.
I need to stop with the comments. I usually dislike them a lot...but the last conversation with Osaka opened my eyes, I guess. I'm so fucking mean sometimes and I don't usually give a damn either. The people who I'm mean to usually deserve every part of my wrath, lol. Well that's how i felt like 40 minutes ago.
If i've ever been mean to you, I'm sorry. :) I'm just really bad at being nice when I wanna be, lol. >.> I think I'm scared of looking like a sap. Not that that even goddamn matters now that I've exposed my sappy core to the world, haha. Many of my no moo pansiers think i'm a ball of mush and still <3 me for it. That's all that matters really.
Yeah I shot Josh in the EYE and felt my heart glitter. That's BAD. >.>
So yeah, as Riki would say after an Arena loss, "Michie, what can we do to fix what we did wrong that last run?"
1. Being Independent. I used to be blaringly independent, but I think...the more I've allowed myself to open up to people [which there isn't anything wrong with] I've allowed myself to burden them with helping me out in a bunch of different ways. I know, I'm not really burdening them, but it's a gigantic change from before that I think i've periodically taken advantage of. I know, I'm allowed to - but the thing is, it's never been my nature to - so why start now? I don't need your help, i CAN do it. I'd love your company, but it isn't help - it's just company. :) 2. Growing Up. I grew up too fast for my own good. There are many aspects of my life where I'm really just a BIG KID. I'll "rescue" a stuffed animal from a toy store if it looks sad. People piss me off - and i LET THEM piss me off. Once in a while, even though i have quite a bit of random experience and accomplishments, my 5 year old heart shows itself in gleaming colors. "No it's your fault. You're stupid!" WOW, that's really mature, Christine. But I'm only human - and that sucks, but it's true. I just need moments like these sometimes to realize that I'm fucking 23 years old and I need to grow the fuck up. 3. Will Power. I need to learn how to politely say no.
I just got a phonecall from a few high school friends who are mad at me for not being able to hang out. I honestly tried to find them, but i didn't know which park they were at - they didn't specify.
Yeah it drew a few tears, a cigarette break, and a prayer. Yeah, I prayed. There are ONLY a few things that I pray for. I save it for things that actually matter - this one, definitely is a high priority bug. It's a functionality issue that keeps testers from continuing - a P1/Type A Crash Bug. It IS a MILESTONE blocker and feature regression.
Okay, I'm fixing it. No more crying and bitching. I know God believes in me, I just need to believe in myself. I dunno where or when I lost the confidence - but only I can bring it back.
This thursday morning, i'm planning on driving down to torrance to visit moo pansiers. I think i need the break from all the norcal commotion. :)
<3 carpe diem <3
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+11:35 AM]*
xoxo~
ARGHHHHHHHH i HATE not having a car. I feel like a 15 year old trapped kid. >.>
I have a list o' errands i wanna run today - starting with l'hopital. I was gonna go to church, but my mom said to come to the hospital instead - then I got scolded for not going to mass last night. Mann...I'm probably being one of the worst catholics - ever. It's 100% unintentional, lol i promise.
ANYWAY - i woke up, showered, put my "face on", coffee'd it up...and am ready for those errands. I'm wearing my lucky maroon boy shorts, so hopefully things'll turn out great today :).
OMG - i wanna move to LA for the summer and take classes with paul + shoji, lol. They're taking summer classes down there. I really don't wanna look for another job until after siggraph, lol. Yeah i know - it sounds like I'm being a total lazy bum right? Well I figure, i'd be searching for another job around the end of August...which gives me ONE summer vacation. I've NEVER had one. :P I've never had a 3 month summer vacation - ever. I think i'm allowed to have one in my life. :)
>.> man being married is tough sometimes. I have to remind myself that i'm confined to a house and a person. Well, not that any other person would have precidence over damon, really - but i wanna hang out with friends and socialize still. It's tough when most of your friends are guys. It never used to be an issue when i was more tomboyish, i guess...but even now, when I TRY to revert back to a previous "version" i've kind of gotten attached to the "newer" mycheesypoof. :P
The downfalls with her - is that she's girlier and more motherly. YEAH - don't ask. I honestly have NO idea where the fuck it came from. I wanted a puppy. Yeah and when all my friends come over, i'm a tad coldhearted to him - yet as soon as people aren't there, I SPOIL THE SHIT out of him and give him <3. Osaka says i'd be a good mom, lol. I think he's nuts. He's the ONLY person that has ever said that. I have major downfalls - i just HOPE if ever i get to that stage in life, that i'll correct those downfalls before raising a child. For example, I'm not very affectionate to people. I dunno where that comes from really - but i've never really liked being held etc. The whole AOE FEAR is pretty much all i can think about. Another thing...I tend to spoil the shit out of people/animals that i care about, lol. That's SO directly from my mom. I really try hard not to - but it makes me happy when other people are happy. I'm not even talking about just material items - i'm talking about from cooking to laundry -> all the way to even just sucking it up and playing an FPS just to support damon's gaming.
OMIGOD, SO - OSAKAS drawing this picture of Michie as a holy lock. LOL anyway he gave her wings, lol. Yeah i know - paladins have wings sometimes...so he got it from there i'm sure. :) When i was a really little kid, my mom told me i was an angel - a present from god, because she was wayyyyy older when she had me. She basically said that god sent her an angel and that my wings were just hidden so people wouldn't pick on me. Okay, when i was like 3 - i totally believed it thinking omg i have wings? Why can't i see them? T_T i wanna fly. She said they'd come out and protect me when I needed them XD. Then I got older, and realized my mom's nuts [not really, lol]...and that the wings didn't exist. Sometimes i still feel like they're there though. :P I know, it's corny and retarded - but it's something i believed over Santa when i was a pup. LOL I guess it was my mom's way of inticing me to learn more about catholicism: angels and saints. I was so curious and interested.
I guess that's why when FFVIII came out and Rinoa sprouted wings when she needed them - i thought zomgzomg it's meeeeeeeeeee. I would cosplay as her - but I can't represent anime/squaresoft characters that well. LoL They're much cuter.
:) Osaka just brightened up my day a little bit <3. bwahaha :P
OKAY I GG HOSPITAL + SHOPPING. Adios mes amis <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Saturday, June 16, 2007-) +10:19 PM]*
xoxo~
mild drunkeness is always a plus. :)
My aim is not as accurate when i'm tipsy. I still got Josh in the eye [protected], AND got enough headshots to be the self proclaimed world champion of getting people in the face.
My MOM would've kicked my ass. LOL :P
Yeah, btw...dad, you owe me $20. :) What did i tell you?
I wwwwwwwish i was in LA right now >.> oh so very much. I just have to stick it out for one more week. :)I miss them THIS much.
OKAY back to nerf wars, cyas.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+12:02 AM]*
xoxo~
>.> omg how is my friendster account still active - i don't get it.
it's registered to soybeansmaketofu@aol.com. That was freaking 2002 >.>...
OH MAN and why are my friends such dorks T_T they have old pictures up...and some of them leave really bad comments. >.> OH GOD...I need to take down those friendster pics. They're SO GODDAMN old it burns. I was 16 in that vampirey picture. LoL do i look any different now? haha probably not. LOL koichi was 17 maybe 18 in his friendster pic. LOL what a retard. time flies, thankfully.
I love silence mode on my phone, btw. It feels better than just blatantly ignoring phonecalls. :)
I just keep the phone on silent and the text messages on normal mode. I figure if they REALLY REALLY REALLY have to get a hold of me, they'd keep calling where i'd notice, or they'd text. I'm not being antisocial - lol i promise, i'm socializing with people who i give a damn about - that's all. Like, if i get calls from cogswell people other than a select handful of important people, chances are - i'm not going to answer. WHY? Because they're probably going to ask me for something, and i really don't care enough about them to help them out. It's the blatant truth. I've gotten walked all over toooo much to stop and give a shit now.
They can mooch help off of some other nice and/or willing person. I'm sick of getting taken advantage of by lazy ass compulsive complainers.
Today was NOT the day, lemmie just tell you. Other than the fact that i'm an even glow now, i think swimming and tanning were literally the highlights of it. Actually I take that back - my short baron run with Gegsn was probably higher on the happy meter. He always manages to sign on to play with me, even if he's busy. It's really nice. I needed WoW today too. I was Sho's dps for a good hour and I used his auras for the bombing quests.
I needed to feel useful and special for a bit cuz the whole day was a bunch of horse shit.
My dad's brother [my uncle]'s wife died a few years ago from cancer and since then, he's fallen off the deep end. NO REALLY - SHOT FUCKING OFF THE PLANET. He's off kilter like...a drunken makeout session with another heterosexual girl. Actually it's so way worse than that it's not even funny - but it is. Anyway, he's gotten treatment and stuff - but every once in a while, if things remind him of her...he re-launches himself into orbit around the SUN. Today, was ONE of those wonderful, wonderful days. We found out that my grandpa was removing his name off the will [because of his mental instability] and transferring his inheritance to me. I didn't fucking ask for anything. God damnit. SO YEAH, what makes matters worse, is that my uncle is getting re-married in august [yeah he's nuts]. His to-be wife is 37 and if they have a child, they're both so mentally unstable, that they wouldn't legally have custody of their kid. NO oh no, neither would my grandparents OR my parents. My grandparents couldn't because my grandpa's almost 90...they're too old to take care of kids. My dad can't take care of it because he was diagnosed with prostate cancer a few years ago - and even though he's undergone treatment, he's still ineligible to "inherit" a child. THAT WOULD LEAVE ME - yes. I would be the ONLY person that that kid would go to. FUCKING LUCKY BASTARD FISH I AM, GOD DAMNIT.
I not only get the wonderful responsibility of taking care of the living assets my freaking wonderful uncle is inheriting - but a possible CHILD. I'm 23 years old, this is so not fair - i swear to god. I just want to date, do a few stupid things, travel the world, watch a goddamn baseball game FOR ONCE this whole goddamn season, and get plastered. I'm NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO DRINK! The whole fucking diabetes thing, yeah. It's literally REALLY UNHEALTHY FOR ME. GODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! >.>
SO other than that...
MY OTHER UNCLE, my Mom's brother...had a heart attack. He then collapsed and smashed his face on the concrete fracturing this occipital cavity as well as part of his temporalis. HE LOOKED LIKE HE GOT FUCKED UP BY THE MOB. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HAAAAAAAAAATE going to the hospital. It ALWAYS makes me feel horrible. I always feel all numb and silent until we leave...or i get home...and then fucking niagra falls emerges from my eyes. I HATE seeing hurt people. It fucking sucks.
So my uncle was sad that i was sad and worried so he started tearing saying, "Titine, don't worry - I'm fine. I'm getting the pacemaker put in tomorrow." Don't say that. >.> Damnit, like that's going to prevent me from worrying any less. Half of his face was swollen and i just wanted to hold his hand, but he couldn't even hold my hand because he was plugged into so much stuff. T_T I hate it. My mom calls him the nickname she calls me [it's a spanishy nickname that people call little kids]...because it's her baby brother. YARGH >.> then my MOM cried, oh jesus christ. It's really hard to hold it all in if my mom's crying.
I literally had to LEAVE the room. It was honestly too much.
I wanted to bring him stuff - like the newspaper or things to keep him happy...and he said not to...because he was going in for surgery tomorrow and /shrug you don't to bring too much just incase things don't turn out well. DONT SAY THAT. JESUS CHRIST don't say that.
I wanna go to church tomorrow, lol...yeah...i know it sounds stupid but i'm so worried T_T im so worried. T_T
It's taking every bit of effort i have...to hold it in.
Please do your best not to upset me tomorrow - because I'm tanking a lot...and cloth armor just isn't enough sometimes. It still hurts.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Friday, June 15, 2007-) +7:31 PM]*
xoxo~
My uncle's sick :[.
I visited my grandpa before swimming and he was wearing a wrigley field shirt. It took me a good 5 seconds to figure out where wrigley field was from. Hmmmmm what state could that possibly be from? >.> OH YEAH. WELL, DUH. Isn't that the Cubs stadium though? Not like I would know, :P.
It was kinda weird, cuz i wore my giants jersey today. I don't wear it often but i've worn it on top of my bathingsuit because it's a loose button up. It also makes my grandpa happy...so i figure <3 if it makes him happy <3 it makes me happy too.
Anyway, my parents came and picked up my grandparents to visit my uncle at the hospital. The first thing my grandpa says is, "Hey Christine, you gonna watch Matsuzaka take down the Giants tomorrow?" "Uhh...well, i haven't really had a chance to follow it this season, Jichan - but i guess i can...i'm not big into the Red Sox either though" "FIRST TIME IN HISTORY Giants get to go to boston, and you 'guess' you can watch it?" "LOL JICHAN, OKAY im watching it, damn!" "you knowww...that matsuzaka throws a 95mph fastball..." "Yeah, yeah...i've read." "too bad he's playing for the red sox."
It makes my dad happy. >.> "Christine, i'm glad you know who's playing tomorrow." THATS ALL he said. LOL it was funny. SO i give him this look like, you sap - shut up. IT'S ALL YOUR GODDAMN FAULT why i know who's playing tomorrow - EVEN WHEN I DON'T FOLLOW 100% of baseball season. I guess i follow it more than the average girl even when i'm not "following" it. It just means i miss more games T_T but i still read up on what happened when i get a chance.
:D I <3 baseball season. SHH, it's a secret.
<3 carpe diem <3
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xoxo~
Newsflash: My sorta brother/cousin is dating a girl. >.>
OMG >.> So i was talking to Kuya Rey [kuya=brother in filipino] on the phone..."Hey kuya, are you coming up north this week cuz Uncle Mario had a heart attack and is having surgery. [uncle mario is my mom and his mom's brother]"
"No i can't - i'm working overtime this week on this project we've just started. How's he doing?"
then i explain what happened....
"OH crap, i didn't know it was thaaaaaat bad."
"yeah, apparently he's in the ICU. i'm gonna visit him today."
"Well give him our regards."
"Kuya, are you dating someone!?"
"Who told you that?"
"Well a little birdy told me..."
"Who's the little birdy?"
"Well your dad told your mom, who told uncle leo, who told uncle mario who told my mom...who told my dad.."
"OH god."
"yeah so my dad told me that you were going out with that bakery girl"
"Well i guess - we've been hanging out a lot..."
"OMGGGGG >.> WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST ONE TO FIND OUT THIS STUFF!?"
"Why won't you be my friendster friend?"
"WTF, you're on FRIENDSTER? DUDE - i haven't been on that forever. What the heck are you doing on there?"
"...someone told me to."
"OMG, BWAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAALOLOL."
"..."
"yeah i'll go on and add you <3."
MY KUYAS DATING A GIRL. >.> AND HE"S ON FRIENDSTER, WTF. >.> Half of me is really happy for him, and half is overprotective. LoL KUYA?! >.> i wanna seee XD
<3 carpe diem <3
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+10:59 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Misty's Song - Pokemon [don't get this song stuck in your head...it takes a long, long miserable time to get it out.]
Osaka has a hidden agenda and keeps singing that song during raids, or /whispering me the lyrics.
HEY - we didn't cause a wipe, LoL <3 iiiiiiiiiii WIN osakaaa. EVEN AT ILLHOOF, /gasp...i was VERY very very very very surprised. I didn't even have to pop a healthstone. OH, the only scary time was when Azer was first sacrificed, lol. I was thinking, "...where'd he go?? He was RIGHT there..? OH SHIT HEAL HIM NOW NOW. IF HE DIES, I'll KICK YOUR ASS." If Sho couldn't keep him alive, i would've been pretty grumpy. LoL, literally..."SHOJI you're indirectly killing me, which is indirectly wiping us...AND OMG IM SO NOT GOING TO WIPE ILLHOOF!" LOL osaka said that if we HAD to work together that it'd never work, lol...which is partly true - but i think we're both so goddamn stubborn that we'd just make it work to prove people wrong - then go back to our usual hijinks.
THEN if that wasn't bad enough, Michie got sacrificed. LOL <3 hawt. I had to catch up on adds >.> which was a pain cuz seed o'corruption takes so much goddamn mana. it's almost 900 mana per cast. Don't forget we have a shit ton of other things we're casting...like dots and bolts and armor and yada yada. I had to lifetap twice. <3 It's nice having full heals on your when you're tapping. I'm not that used to it, but every once in a while - feeling like a MT when you have a dedicated healer makes you feel special <3. lol...it's silly, but true.
OMG So...curator, lemmie tell ya...this bitch is so useless now, it's not even funny. I guess thats why i'm not ripping my hair out everytime Warrior/Paladin t4 loot drops from him - just cuz he's easy and "we'll get it some other time...it's not a big deal". I have [handwraps of flowing thought]. LoL, it's not thaaat upsetting. ALL i really wanted were the [bands of nefarious deeds] and [ruby slippers]. The bracers were a slight upgrade and the slippers were just for fun. Yeah, i would've liked a new helm...but considering the time it took to fucking get this helm, i'm not in THAT much of a rush. :) I'm kinda looking forward to season 2 arena gear.
On another happy fun note, LOL i almost pissed myself laughing @ frank pulling aggro RIGHT at the start of prince. Yeah, lol..."there's nothing i could do, i have to heal him". LOL...or you could get a threat meter to see how much aggro's being generated - lol to see when SOL MISSES. It helps THIS much. [Why the hell do you think I have a threat meter, LOL because i'm SOOOOO OH SO VERY NOOB in the 70 levels that i've been playing that i can't gauge how much threat i'm generating AT ALL. DUDE it's crucial for dpsers to know EXACTLY when the can start dpsing for the maximum output of dps with the least amount of threat. HE MISSES every once in a while, it happens.] I can just hear him respond to that, "Well I still have to heal him! It's a boss fight and he'd get two shotted if i don't!" Hahahaha, hahahahahaha omg. LOL, you COULD wait for his first hit before topping him off. Yeah he missed, but that's what healthstones are for. I can already hear him say "he should save the healthstone for later on in the fight if we run out of mana - or more crucial times..." LOL yeah whatever, keep arguing - it's just solidifying my point. "I can't help it when he misses!" That was MY argument a few days back...bwahahhaa LIKE HOW IT FEELS!? :P <3
Haha, i hope dinosaur doesn't hate my guts thaaaaaaat much. :) NoMoo/FPD > dinosaur.
Oh man...Yuki >.> he's so angry at me. T_T "Are you trying to say that Kara>SSC? Because you are sadly mistaken. You're never gonna get anywhere by rerunning stupid Kara for the sake of your old guilds. Farm status isn't t5! you're NOT TOO BRIGHT michie! TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR SITUATION."
>.> DUDE, it's just a game...and i'm JUST dps. It's not that big of a deal. Dinosaur's one of the top guilds on our server. They can do without me, i swear. Not that No Moo/FPD couldn't do without michie, they probably can too. I just prefer to spend my time with friends>17~20 year old sexually deprived kids. I know i'm not that much older, but it HONESTLY SHOWS so much, it's not even funny.
I DON'T even care if you're the MT of the whole guild. You're SOOOOOOO naive that there would be NO WAY IN HELL, NO UTTER WAY IN HELL...so you can honestly get that IDEA out of your head and spare yourself the drama.
I'm not saying that I'm any better in the whole naive category. I'm pretty oblivious sometimes too...but that's purposely oblivious versus not actually experiencing things because of age. I've most likely experienced "it" [whatever "it" is], TRUST ME - sometimes i just rather not express to the world how "experienced" i am. Ew that came off totally nasty - lol, and that's not what i meant at all. Hahaha XD. I meant, life experience - working at a young age, witnessing things happening through life... traveling, extra curriculars, being more "cultured"...etc.
LoL, Riki and Osaka poke fun at me all the time for being really "Asian" because I'm 4th generation american, sound like i have no asian accent, hate having light skin [asian people apparently love light skin], don't eat asian food on a regular basis, don't understand much of other asian cultures, etc. LOL They basically make fun of me because i'm so american washed, it's opposite to what i look like, i guess. I can't help it if my great grandpa was born in the midwest, LoL? Or the fact that my grandpa /dad/uncle don't know the first thing about Japanese culture let alone the language. My dad couldn't speak japanese to save his life. I remember when i was 5, i wrote "poop" in japanese...then said, "Daddy...is this your name?" and he said, "Oh i think so?" then i laughed about it a lot.
I dunno - i figure...i'm a 100% californian Hapa. You all can just, suck it. LoL I'm mixed...but i'm not going to lose my Japanese culture just because of being so "American". That's bullshit. That's like saying, "I dont wanna learn anything about my heritage because i'm lazy - or i don't care enough to." in a nutshell. I know, if you're like 4 generations of american, you'd assume that, THAT is your culture...so you should probably learn more about it. Hmm I just figure there's more to life than just what we know and what we're used to. Live a little and broaden your horizons, i guess. :P Carpe Diem.
Michie is the epitome of a californian american, maybe; Mixed and multicultured.
Shit, shoji's even worse - lol he's only 2nd generation and already detatched. :P He was born in TEXAS, WTF?! LOL AND RIKI, oh ho ho riki was born in New York. WTF??
Hahaha, i was born in the Santa Clara Kasier...on Kiely :P. Haha, my dad was born somewhere nearby too, i think. My grandpa was semi between chicago + west coast, and my great grandpa was from chitown. :P My grandpa has bluish gray eyes. >.> HOW UNFAIR IS THAT? Talk about stupidly recessive genes. OMG I CAN SHOW YOU A PICTURE. SHIT >.> i can't fucking find it. WELL, he had a few cataracts since he's gotten older, so it's not as obvious...but hmmm...LOL i think that's how i justified having blue eyes in HS. LOL i figured, hey if it was a recessive gene, i should be allowed to have it. <3 lol...i know im an idiot. OH god, and my mom's side has the green eye recessive gene. LOL my AUNT [my mom's sister] has dark green eyes. WTF? HOW did my parents get brown eyes? LOL <3 the luck of the draw.
What's really weird is that i'm usually not attracted to blue eyes - haha...weird huh? I'm not even really attracted to light green eyes either. It's more of like...what's behind the eyes that gets me. Hmm i'm not quite sure how to explain it. Like...the lighter the eyes are, the less inticing, i guess. Hmmm and the more colors, the more complex. LOL NO i'm not saying...the one dude with rainbow eyes is gonna win it, hahaha. But to me, you can honestly be blind, and yet have beautiful eyes.
Hmmmm...There are eyes that are pretty - and eyes that "say things". I prefer the eyes that say things over the ones that are just beautiful. HMMM...>.> god i suck at explaining this. When you can look at someone and figure them out [well sorta...]by just looking at their eyes - or sense their genuineness/honesty/etc. There are just some people where you can see emotion [like happiness/sadness/anger/frustration/confusion] in their eyes and thaaaaaat's hot. LOL so...i'd rather look at eyes in black + white first and if they look a certain way in black and white, then the color would just be a happy bonus. LOL kinda like, ah forget it. I'm not even going to go there.
I totally got sidetracked. What the hell was i going to do? OH yeah, my uncle's in the hospital >.> he had a heartattack. T_T He's getting a pacemaker installed today - so i'm going to visit him before the surgery. Yeah don't worry - i'm not gonna cry about it. LOL i'd much rather cry about stupid shit [like Yuki yelling at me for example, haha]...and save all my energy to holding in big stuff like this. :)
I'm not that good at dealing with deaths in general. >.> I tend to not cry about it when it happens [like normal people] then get all numb for a while. It's not fun. I hope he doesn't die, cuz that would completely suck. He has a concussion from collapsing and hitting his head on the cement. Yargh, im afraid to go see him. I HATE...HATE HATE seeing people sick or in pain. EVEN if it's people I don't like at all...i wanna fix them. T_T GOD LET ME LoH you for god's sake. It's just MANA.
Alright, im gonna go, adios.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Thursday, June 14, 2007-) +12:56 PM]*
xoxo~
LOL so...i made a shirt for myself this morning for blizzcon:
And osaka needed help making a shirt too...so i helped him out:
Then we thought, lol...what could our paladins wear?
LOL thennnnnnn
We were browsing this one WoW clothes store, got inspiration...and made
AND
lol <3
If i EVER EVER EVER get preggers - i HAVE to get this shirt. It's so awesome.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Wednesday, June 13, 2007-) +10:53 PM]*
xoxo~
LOLOL Osakaaaaaa, hahaha you're so funny <3
[22:48] kiwwiekiwwie: [22:42] cpcprincess: did you buy your ticket? [22:42] Frankasaurus: yeah [22:42] cpcprincess: Congratulations! You have successfully ordered tickets for BlizzCon™ 2007. [22:42] *** Auto-reply sent to Frankasaurus: giggity giggity goo [22:42] Frankasaurus: fun [22:42] *** Auto-reply sent to Frankasaurus: giggity giggity goo [22:42] cpcprincess: omg what crawled up your butt and died? LOL [22:43] Frankasaurus: ? [22:43] cpcprincess: you just seem different [22:43] Frankasaurus: ...this is how i always talk on here [22:43] Frankasaurus: im not asian...i dont use faces and LOL for every message [22:49] hyperfluffybunny: frank needs to be more asian! [22:49] kiwwiekiwwie: [22:43] cpcprincess: :P too bad [22:44] cpcprincess: it's much more fun [22:44] cpcprincess: you just always sound so grumpy [22:45] Frankasaurus: cause you make me sound that way when you read my messages [22:45] Frankasaurus: it's all in your head [22:49] hyperfluffybunny: LOL SOMEONE'S PISSED [22:49] kiwwiekiwwie: LOL? [22:49] hyperfluffybunny: lmao [22:50] kiwwiekiwwie: doesn't it sounds grumpy!?? [22:50] hyperfluffybunny: yah it does >.> [22:51] hyperfluffybunny: he needs to get punched in the ball sack [22:51] hyperfluffybunny: and wake up :-D [22:51] kiwwiekiwwie: i'm gonna copy paste that to him? [22:51] kiwwiekiwwie: LOLOL [22:51] hyperfluffybunny: omfg [22:51] kiwwiekiwwie: nah i won't [22:51] hyperfluffybunny: oh god [22:51] hyperfluffybunny: that'd be so outta context [22:52] hyperfluffybunny: he would cover his balls if you just pasted that part [22:52] hyperfluffybunny: overall he does sound pretty annoyed with you though [22:52] kiwwiekiwwie: LOL, I KNOW. I don't understand. >.> [22:52] hyperfluffybunny: and i met him [22:52] hyperfluffybunny: what did you do? [22:53] kiwwiekiwwie: T_T [22:53] hyperfluffybunny: yuki sounds POed too [22:53] kiwwiekiwwie: LOL well... [22:53] kiwwiekiwwie: you haven't seen other conversations [22:53] hyperfluffybunny: oh ho ho ho [22:53] kiwwiekiwwie: he yells at me sometimes worse than yuki does [22:53] hyperfluffybunny: orly? [22:53] kiwwiekiwwie: so you are upset at me, LOL wtf!? [22:53] kiwwiekiwwie: XD hahaha [22:54] hyperfluffybunny: i wanna prod him in the butthole [22:54] kiwwiekiwwie: and he's like, "no...that's just how you take it" [22:54] kiwwiekiwwie: LOL [22:54] kiwwiekiwwie: NO [22:54] kiwwiekiwwie: YOU SMART ASS [22:54] kiwwiekiwwie: THATS how you SOUND [22:54] hyperfluffybunny: haha he seems mad for no reason like its forced [22:54] hyperfluffybunny: LMAO [22:54] hyperfluffybunny: he's pulling a shoji and holding back his happiness [22:54] hyperfluffybunny: tell him to be nice to you [22:54] hyperfluffybunny: hahaha [22:55] hyperfluffybunny: chyeah [22:55] hyperfluffybunny: poor frankie doodle [22:56] kiwwiekiwwie: frankidoodle. [22:56] kiwwiekiwwie: that guy needed to get shot [22:56] kiwwiekiwwie: twice [22:56] hyperfluffybunny: LMAO [22:57] hyperfluffybunny: a friendly reminder from the neighborhood paladins [23:01] hyperfluffybunny: so what? is frank just... not pissed ever? [23:01] kiwwiekiwwie: he always sounds frustrated, but i really don't know like 99.9% of the time. [23:01] kiwwiekiwwie: he'll let me know if there's anything to really worry about, i guess. [23:05] kiwwiekiwwie: ACTUALLY...i take that back. He probably wouldn't let me know, the fucking ass. [23:13] hyperfluffybunny: MICHIE he's just sparing you the crap... [23:13] hyperfluffybunny: he wouldn't be your friend if he didn't want to be, you can just see that from his personality already [23:13] hyperfluffybunny: i dunno [23:13] hyperfluffybunny: be nice to him? [23:13] kiwwiekiwwie: LOL [23:13] kiwwiekiwwie: be nice to him?? [23:14] kiwwiekiwwie: that's like telling a blind person to explain what purple looks like [23:14] hyperfluffybunny: LMAO [23:14] hyperfluffybunny: OMFG that's so fucked up [23:15] kiwwiekiwwie: Hey mr blind person [23:15] kiwwiekiwwie: without taht stick [23:15] kiwwiekiwwie: express to me what a rainbow looks like [23:15] kiwwiekiwwie: vividly [23:15] hyperfluffybunny: rofl [23:15] hyperfluffybunny: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [23:15] hyperfluffybunny: my [23:15] hyperfluffybunny: god [23:16] hyperfluffybunny: you need to stop because it hurts [23:16] hyperfluffybunny: i'm pullng a shoji [23:16] hyperfluffybunny: trying not to smile but it hurts [23:17] kiwwiekiwwie: it's true. [23:17] hyperfluffybunny: does he not understand kindness or something? [23:17] kiwwiekiwwie: it's like keeping a baby INSIDE a woman going through labor [23:17] hyperfluffybunny: LMAO OH HO HO EW. [23:18] kiwwiekiwwie: he's nice in his own ways, i guess [23:18] kiwwiekiwwie: it's like..... [23:19] kiwwiekiwwie: doing the 100 meter dash under 10seconds WITH AMPUTATED LEGS. [23:19] kiwwiekiwwie: >.> [23:19] hyperfluffybunny: oh god BWAHAHAHAHAHAA LMAO!!! [23:19] hyperfluffybunny: crawling with your fingernails [23:19] hyperfluffybunny: it kinda works [23:19] kiwwiekiwwie: omg i'll GET THERE [23:19] kiwwiekiwwie: OH I"LL DO IT [23:19] kiwwiekiwwie: I"LL ELBOW MY WAY TO THE FINISH [23:19] hyperfluffybunny: c'mon little buddy! [23:19] kiwwiekiwwie: JUST YOU SEE [23:20] kiwwiekiwwie: lol [23:20] hyperfluffybunny: omfg michie [23:20] hyperfluffybunny: hahaha [23:20] hyperfluffybunny: <3 [23:25] kiwwiekiwwie: i think this is just how he wants to get along [23:25] kiwwiekiwwie: it's not quite how i wanna get along [23:25] kiwwiekiwwie: but whatever floats his boat [23:26] hyperfluffybunny: lmao well he might not be comfortable acting nice? [23:26] hyperfluffybunny: i dono! [23:26] kiwwiekiwwie: him acting nice is like a gay person trying to find pleasure in a heterosexual sex act [23:26] kiwwiekiwwie: >.> [23:26] hyperfluffybunny: LMAO [23:26] hyperfluffybunny: roflrofl omg [23:27] hyperfluffybunny: oh lordy [23:27] kiwwiekiwwie: him trying to act nice is like... a prostitute trying to join a nunnery and pray for forgiveness [23:28] kiwwiekiwwie: hoe's don't preach anything but sex, that's just how the cookie crumbles [23:28] kiwwiekiwwie: GOD [23:28] kiwwiekiwwie: im so mean tonight [23:28] kiwwiekiwwie: OMG, LOL [23:28] hyperfluffybunny: hahahaha [23:28] hyperfluffybunny: it's so good [23:28] kiwwiekiwwie: OMG...it's so fucked up. [23:28] hyperfluffybunny: no wai [23:28] hyperfluffybunny: it's funny [23:28] hyperfluffybunny: you should give frankie a big hug <3333333333 [23:29] kiwwiekiwwie: AND YOU SHOULD WAX YOUR NUTS [23:35] hyperfluffybunny: "i will if you pierce your nipples with rusty nails" [23:35] kiwwiekiwwie: LOL OW? that freaking sucks. [23:36] hyperfluffybunny: and waxing your nuts is? [23:36] kiwwiekiwwie: dude [23:36] hyperfluffybunny: >.< [23:36] kiwwiekiwwie: i'm not saying to wax it with like [23:36] kiwwiekiwwie: rubber cement [23:36] hyperfluffybunny: be nice to your paladins michie [23:36] hyperfluffybunny: even the IRL ones [23:37] kiwwiekiwwie: WHO SAYS HE'S AN IRL one [23:37] hyperfluffybunny: MICHIE he practically DI-ed you IRL [23:37] kiwwiekiwwie: why, because he refuses to just be nice? [23:37] hyperfluffybunny: he probably can't be as nice as he wants to be, so he just stops anything from happening before it starts by being mean to you [23:37] hyperfluffybunny: and maybe this is how he shows he cares [23:37] kiwwiekiwwie: he doesn't have to do all that [23:38] kiwwiekiwwie: i'll appreciate a, "hey what's up?" over a "you need to learn how to manage your aggro." any day. [23:38] kiwwiekiwwie: it honestly doesn't take much to just make me happy [23:38] hyperfluffybunny: well he's a paladin...and paladins are slower than most classes at soloing shit [23:38] hyperfluffybunny: give him time [23:38] hyperfluffybunny: and he'll learn that being mean all the time isn't worth it [23:38] hyperfluffybunny: you also can't be mean to him either [23:39] kiwwiekiwwie: i try not to be [23:39] kiwwiekiwwie: he doesn't make it easy [23:39] kiwwiekiwwie: i'd rather talk back and argue [23:40] hyperfluffybunny: you guys are so funny [23:40] hyperfluffybunny: i swear if you wipe us in kara by your bickering [23:40] hyperfluffybunny: im gonna make you guys get married in fucking assland... KISS, MAKEUP, THE WHOLE SHEBANG [23:41] kiwwiekiwwie: OH DON'T WORRY. [23:41] kiwwiekiwwie: My soulstone's on Gegsn - he'll rez us all if we wipe. [23:42] hyperfluffybunny: OKAY FIRST OF ALL, that's still wiping... [23:42] hyperfluffybunny: secondly i dunno about you but Azer rezzes me :P [23:43] kiwwiekiwwie: Sounds perfect, I'll marry you guys tomorrow. [23:44] hyperfluffybunny: he didn't switch servers for me, you retard [23:44] hyperfluffybunny: TWICE...AT THAT [23:45] kiwwiekiwwie: OH SHUT UP, don't eeeeeeeeeven go there. [23:45] hyperfluffybunny: Michie do you really believe everything he tells you? [23:46] kiwwiekiwwie: why shouldn't i? [23:46] hyperfluffybunny: you don't ever doubt anything? or are curious? [23:46] kiwwiekiwwie: i'm always curious, but he'll tell me stuff when/if he's ever ready to i guess it's not thaaaat much of a big deal <3 [23:46] kiwwiekiwwie: i trust him :P [23:47] hyperfluffybunny: he seems like a nice guy...and you guys are funny
<3 carpe diem <3
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+10:57 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Taiko Drum Master - My Sherona [Hard]
IT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD. >.>
LOL, I played taiko drum master for HOURS... what the hell!? It's so insanely addictive, it's not even funny. It's just when you start getting good scores...it motivates you to get an even higher score. Masochistic gameplay - as referred to by Steve Librande.
I JUST got up, btw. LOL Yeah it's fucking 11 something. I LOVE vacation, it's so wonderful, hahaha. :D I wish WISH WISH that my moo pansiers lived nearby. XD we talk to each other a lot...and for some odd reason - just get along really well.
Now Playing: Golden - Fall Out Boy [/sigh...i really enjoy their music.]
OMGGGGGGGGGG <3 BLIZZCON?!!!? It's in anaheim XD. I couldn't go last year :D so it'd be awesome to go this year. Osaka and a few other pansy mooers wanna go. OMGOMGOMGOMG WHAT IF I MEET PEOPLE THERE? OMG YUKI! >.< OMG SMOOCHICHI! >.< /gasp I'd be playing "WoW Car" with Frank, and say..."hmmm that guy is definitely a gnome warrior."..."/poke /poke hey, what do you play in WoW?" "Michie??" "uhh...yeah?" "it's smoochichi!" LOL <3 /sigh that would be so fun.
On another note, i REALLY REALLY want to get a haircut. >.> I wanted it REALLY short...like 20's or 30's style pageboy bob cut-ish. It wouldn't look good on me though >.>. If i had a skinny heartshaped head, i'd totally do it. Then again, if i had a skinny heartshaped head, i'd probably shave it at one point and have a pseudo mohawk also. There's so many more looks you can get away with as a girl w/ a nicely shaped face/head. NOT THAT I WOULD KNOW...but yeah. :P
I think i want chipotle for lunch today /shrug. <3 It sounds so appealing, haha <3.
My goals for today are...to design a new shirt for blizzcon <3. LOL YEAH i wanna make a FPD tabard, haha. :P AND...2 other shirts for Michie. lvl 60 and lvl 70. :)
I didn't even make a lvl 60 shirt for michie cuz i never thought i'd ever play enough to get that far, lol. :) Whoooooo'dve thunk!?
OMG LOL HOW HOT WOULD THAT BE, on the sacrospinalis portion of the shirt [lol i can't remember how to say that - lower back area], that for the lvl 70 FPD shirt said 0/43/18, and for the lvl 60 NO MOO one it said 5/0/46. LOL?? Hahaha <3 and the Dinosaur lvl 70 shirt says 44/2/17, lol. HOT.
LOL i know - they're all not cookie cutter specs. :P I'm weird. LOL "44/2/17" haha... i HAD to put 2 points in healtstones.
/sigh <3
LOL i can make a lvl 40 shirt for Miichiie haha <3
I can't wait until she gets her skirted pony. :P I wish michie could have one. :) It's so opposite, i think it'd be cute. :D
LOL what's funny is that...it takes a REALLY good warlock to really impress me. I'm not easily, "zomg-ed" by warlocks...but as long as a paladin keeps me from dying, i'm pretty easily impressed, lol...especially if they keep my pet alive too. Or if i'm just about to die and i get a BoP or a blessing of sacrifice when i'm getting raped by a rogue. I know it's really not that hard to do - but it's much appreciated, lol. It's like soul-link with a paladin. They're much more likely to live other than my pet - which is pretty hot, haha. PLUS, with BoS...i keep my pallies from getting CC'd. <3 It's the whole symbiotic thing all over again. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww <3
k im gonna pick up some lunch, adios! <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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xoxo~
Buenos dias, mes amis.
Lol, i guess i officially have an alt?
I'm welcoming miichiie into the world. It's basically michie, but she needs the 2 extra i's to make her opposite, lol...god NERD.
She's ret, lol - and it's fun... I guess. I JUST got sanctity aura <3. It's exciting, haha. :) 10% more holy dps! It's just funny cuz i like seeing big numbers...so when i'm not healing, i get bored easily lol.
It's fun :). I like mail/plate, lol it's quite attractive. Then again, because of wearing mail/plate all the time before...and getting bored of it, when i started WoW...cloth armor seemed cooler.
Iono, i get stressed out playing michie every once in a while. It makes me think if i should even play her.
T_T After our ZG run, i got some /tells about aggro management - AGAIN. Okay the POINT of warlock aggro management IS - dps a consistent amount until you build aggro that gets up to the MTs. As soon as you get either to the same percentage as the MT or right when the boss looks at you [you try to do it before then, but it's pretty hard to gauge accurately without numerical values], soulshatter...then GO BALLS OUT and MY OWN PERSONAL GOAL is to catch up in threat to the MT again before the thing dies. It's giving absolutely 100% of everything my spec can give.
That's how it works. I'm NOT a mage. Osaka goes balls out ALL the time because michie's there and she'll take the aggro first. His deal is that he has half as much +dmg as michie has, and his GOAL is to go balls out. He's TRYING to pull. Warlocks pull with just DOTS.
I just get frustrated with the /tells because my warlock friends are all, "zomg michie dps is 1337 - she doesn't pull." and FREAKING MOST of my friends that DON'T play a warlock are so GODDAMN nitpicky and are like, "dude...michie you always pull. you need to learn how to hold back...lifedrain."
NO. I'm NOT affliction and NO, i'm not going to fucking conform to what all fucking pansy ass warlocks do JUST because it's easier. Ask Mazar, Bloodywave, Blackivy if they EVER - EVER fucking lifedrain as a demonology spec. It's fucking useless. I might as well fucking wand and generate mana. If you wanted a lifedraining low threat/low dps warlock, GET GEM. :)
I HATE SALV and I HATE playing defensively with my support spec. DUDE I HAVE THE LEAST DPS/THREAT GENERATED SPEC [for warlocks] EVER. I LOVE Kings/Fort/AI on my pet and me. I LOVE the challenge of trying to dps my brains out and pulling then surviving. I'm challenging our MT to sustain aggro. I'm NOT going all out and fucking pyroblasting at the start - give me the goddamn benefit of the doubt.
It doesn't take skill to play ANY class...it takes skill to play all the classes WELL.
At one point Gemminie had comparable gear to Michie and was a similar spec. Gemminie's raided ZG/MC/BWL/AQ for a long time. Experience is nice - but the difference between him and I, is that since he's raided/played for so long...he feels like he "KNOWS" how to play his class perfectly.
He's not open to change, and that's what causes his lack in dps.
I'm open to change and willing to listen, but if it's fucking obvious - you're wasting your breath. I hate it when people tell me shit i already know. It's so goddamn annoying. Hmmm...like, when i get /tells by "people" saying,
"Okay Michie! We need you to pay attention and keep those dots up!" or... "Michie your threat is getting close..."
GO FUCK YOURSELF, LOL. Yeah, you know what? I just became illiterate and can't figure out this threat meter - i think it's telling me to searing pain a lot. Jesus Christ.
It's my own goddamn fault, you know? It's because I "Who's Q?"-ed a lot before...enough to make it seem like I was completely oblivious. Damnit. It's so annoying.
I appreciate it if it's constructive criticism, really. Even when yuki yells at me, lol i laugh about my misery...because i'm never going to be 1337 enough. XD Or even when frank yelled at my immolate being up. The frustrating part were the DOTS. DO I FUCKING LOOK AFFLICTION TO YOU? There was a siphon life up there with the same durations as the other dots. They're NOT my dots - lol and i don't even HAVE that skill. JESUS - just expect michie to be the one to fuck up, i mean...she's the noob.
How the hell am I getting put on rosters for SSC if i absolutely suck? They could get another warlock SO FAST. I'm the ONLY warlock in the dinosaur raids that's allowed to STAY demonology, doesn't that say something? You answer that with, "it's because you're a girl." NO, they don't all know. In raids, they think i'm a guy and that "Missgnomer" is the only girl in the raid. Yeah, SHE tanks all the aggro.
YARGH - I know, i still have a lot to learn about playing a warlock...especially with raiding. I don't like playing conservatively - that's just not FUN. IT's a goddamn game...not real life. You don't have to worry about really dying. Yuki's philosophy is to TRY to pull aggro - no matter what. He thinks that pulling aggro in a 10 man boss fight, just means that you're probably generating enough dps to be eligible to a 25man and hold your own. He criticizes me for not outputting enough dps all the time. I honestly listen to it, but it doesn't mean i'm going to sacrifice my group for the benefit of expanding my dps.
A good warlock can change their playstyle according to the group they're working with.
I'm trying - but it never is enough, which makes me frustrated and not want to play her. Maybe i'm just not cut out to be a warlock. Bloodywave & Mazar were wrong.
I'd rather not try to be a Paladin either. There are enough good paladins to not need a freaking 150th one. Miichiie's just there when I feel like continuing Michie's playstyle...yet not wanting to dps. How do i explain that one? >.>
I play Miichiie almost the same way I play Michie. Despite her level, the complexity is the same. I'm still monitoring shit all over from afar. I play her when i don't want to hear shit from everyone...I'm the NOOB ALLLLL OVER again and for some reason - "real noobs" don't get picked on as much as "semi-experienced noobs".
Osaka says it's because people know who Michie is...and it just comes with being known. Apparently Jingjing got it too, but she'll be an ass back so they don't pick on her. "They do it to make themselves feel better...it's just unnecessary nitpicking and they only do it because you're too nice; you let them."
I'm blogging about it because it's not just a few people. It's like 60% of sizematters chat. I'm not even kidding. I think when Frank msged me about DoTs, that was just the tip of the iceburg. It's not his fault - and i appreciate him pointing the dots out. I did have a dot and a curse up. It just was the worst timing - lemmie tell ya. EVEN CONIN out of all people...had to put a few cents in. I'm in "dinolocks" channel, and they were all "helping" by nitpicking how to play demonology when they're all affliction - or not even a warlock at that.
Jesus i hate getting nitpicked on. It's like - overall you're doing well...but we can't just let her get away thinking she's doing well...so lets just stab her a little for things that don't matter at all.
It's one thing if it's strategy within a bossfight. Like when Osaka says, "Michie, lay off one dot for a while - allow sol to get a few k more threat before a corruption." DUDE, that makes me SMILE and totally listen. He's HELPING. Paul's main used to be Osaka...and he's played each spec quite equally. He knows how to play a warlock and always points out where I could be playing Michie better and how to - not just where I SUCK and without a solution.
I FUCKING HATE IT when people complain just to complain or to stir up shit. I hate it in GAME, and i hate it even more IRL. It's like - pulling a Sam Franzen. COME ON.
Sorry if that came off assholey. I'm just tired of being the nomoo/fpd/dinosaur/everyone else punching bag. It's sooooooo lame. Thats WHY you guys are fucking single. You all have so much potential - but stop belittling girls. They're just as capable as you guys are, you fucking assholes.
I would never date a guy that thinks he's better than me. It's not about if he really is better or worse or whatever...it's the fact that if he likes you enough, he should believe in you almost as much as he believes in himself. He could be better at things, but you could be too. I dunno, i appreciate when people give me the benefit of the doubt. I'm not asking for praise, but for christ's sake - i don't really think i'm THAT noob anymore.
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I guess it's SS time:
Netherspite's down
Miichie's crit heal <3
Miichiie's first DI <3
Leaving Azer dead in SW. Hey, at least he's not stuck in ASSLAND without a hearthstone.
OKAY...SO...everytime Frank is totally out of my head, something insanely random pops him back in there and it's funny.
It weirds me out when Ayrena comes online, lol. Lemmie see if i have an old picture. BAH i don't have it anymore, but i have the alt. Old Chars
I used to have a picture of beta chars...and I had an Ayrena, Ayrenn, Ayrenne, Rynne, and Renne. Hm haha yeah, it's when i didn't know frank yet.
alright, i'm gonna play taiko drum master. adios!
<3 carpe diem <3
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