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(Saturday, January 26, 2008-) +4:08 PM]*
xoxo~
IRL Vash: Michie get in Vent really quick IRL Michie: ? -Enter Vent- Jared: So...uh, what are you wearing? Michie: Uhh Vash: LOL Michie: -frowning @ vash iRL- Vash: -in IRL- He's my friend irl, he's just fucking around. Michie: You can Armory me. I have 4/5 T4, half merciless/half gladiator, and a full set of Fire Resist gear for backup tanking LEOTHERAS in SSC. Pushing 1800 shadow damage - raid buffed. :)
...you? Jared: ...oh
that's really good Vash: -in IRL- hysterically laughing Michie: -in IRL- well, he asked.
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+9:18 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: KT Tunstall - Universe and U
My new contacts came in. :P
MAN, mint green JUST came out. lol, haha.
I got another pair of black circle lenses, one pair of fuzzy blue, and a pair of green mx black circle lenses. YES, i <3 the green ones - but I think I aggro people with that one.
I save it for rainy days. <3 lol
FUZZY BLUE! I bought it because it makes brownish eyes do this...bluish gray thing <3. I have a crush on dark bluish gray eyes. I think it's way cool.
I'll take a picture later on today. I look like hell right now.
Hmm, there were two different blue ones that i liked. One was a blendy one - the one that I bought, and the other one was less blendy - but had the black circle lens ring. o_O Maybe I'll buy that one later on /shrug. They're both cute.
I'm just not a fan of super unnatural looking eyes.
OH AND YOU KNOOOOOOOOW, i'd sport violet eyes if I could - but it just doesn't look good with my skintone. I think if i were a bit darker...or tanner it'd look yummy.
Maybe that'll be my next color - violet. :P I'll make it work.
I'm pretty happy with the shape of my eyes - lol, so trying on different colored contacts is way fun. It's like accessories for your eyes.
I used to hate not having eyelid creases in high school. All my girlfriends would spend so much time doing eye makeup and have so much fun w/ it. I never did - because the few times I would - it's not like it was going to show, so why waste my time. Getting older, lol...I actually appreciate not having to do much to make my eyes look cute.
I'd rather have my eye shape than an eyelid crease in a heartbeat nowadays. :P Playing with contacts wouldn't nearly be as fun. :D
I wish there was a natural looking dark red contact line. That'd be so cute. I'd feel somewhat warlocky :P.
I like the concept of purple eyes ...really, I just don't like purple that much. -_- I have to start liking it, because the only t2 set i'll ever get is PURPLE, SHEESH. :P
UGH they have red contacts on their site - but it's RED RED...AND it's fucking Naruto. O_O WTF. AND you can't get them in prescription. >.>
POOP.
k i gg work <3
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(Friday, January 25, 2008-) +5:37 PM]*
xoxo~
I'm the biggest harlequin floozy of all time - or I feel like it at least.
-_- Damnit, MOM.
I fucking can't tell my Dad ANYTHING without him fucking ratting me out to my Mom.
JEEEEEEEEESUS.
It's as if they want me to fucking hide in a cave forever, JESUS CHRIST.
OH AND THE GUILT. YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA.
I'm so freaking upset.
It's almost as if trying to be happy - or out of this relationship, wasn't worth all the crap along the way. OH AND MY MOM CAN FLING POO, you have NO idea. MY MOM IS FUCKING RUTHLESS. OH GOD i HATE being guilted into shit.
OH GOD, it's like - it actually makes me yell at her. I NEVER yell at my parents - but when she says stuff...it FUCKING gets on my nerves so much. It's the fucking, "We love you and only want you to be happy." BULLSHIT. I SAY it's bullshit because that's SO not the case - it's, "I love you...but you're fucking up and I want you to suck it up...stop fucking around and behave like a good catholic girl." THATS what she's saying inside. THANKS MOM, THANKS for believing in me and for being so goddamn supportive - yeah I love you too. JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.
I've been honest with EVERYONE and that STILL isn't enough for her, i swear to freaking god.
Even when I got married to Damon, she wasn't happy - he wasn't her "TYPE". Then when I'm getting out of the relationship - she's STILL not happy..because it isn't the catholic way. Stop being such a goddamn pessimist and fucking be happy for me for ONCE - god FREAKING DAMNIT.
JESUS CHRIST, you ACT like I'm a diseased corner prostitute with the amount of fucking shit you smite me with.
I KNOW...I don't mean all of that - I'm just fucking pissed the fuck off.
FINE MOM, I'll fucking HIDE in my room forFUCKINGever. YOU HAPPY NOW?
"You don't know what those guys want from you. Don't be frivolous with your decision making...they might take advantage of you. Boys don't know what they want at your age."
I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT at MY AGE. JESUS FREAKING CHRIST. CAN YOU CUT ME THIS MUCH SLACK...?! It's not like i have a reputation in ONLY dating fucking "GUYS THAT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME". I'M PRETTY GODDAMN PICKY THANKS TO YOU BOTH. GOD CAN'T YOU GIVE ME THE BENEFIT OF THE FUCKING DOUBT? JESUS CHRIST.
Yes, I'm that upset.
OH AND SHE CRIES - she CRIES because she misses me. I'M RIGHT THE FUCK HERE. STOP.
GOD.
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+9:27 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing:
SO...I LIED. Haha, Well no...
I said I couldn't upgrade from anything from the badges shop. That's true. I have preeetty good gear right now.
I'd like a spell haste set, though. That would be sick. :P
WHAAAAAT should I buy??? LOL I get badges like candy. O_O
I'm blogging while window shopping @ the badges boutique. LOL SEE? That sounded semi-girly, right? Hahaha...
You know, despite how much Frank despises the pink paladin shield [okay he doesn't despise it...but doesn't want it] LOL i think i want it for my paladin. Jesus it's such a huge upgrade to what I have. o_O It's so fucking nice.
It'd be a great lvl 70 starter shield.
You know, Jeffy and Shoji told me that lots of +healing and occasional crit was great for paladins.
I REALLY really REALLY wanna gear her like a destruct-o-lock. LOL I think it's the same thing, honestly. I like super +healing stuff...really, but i think having items that give you +dmg/+healing are more bang for the buck than just having a shit ton of +healing. /shrug?
Okay, I take that back. I think it only applies to some items. o_O But for example... Shawl of Shifting Probabilites vs. Bishop's Cloak. Hmmmmmmmmm...I really want the first one, but i'd probably end up getting both. :P Iono?
Wow those paladin pants are pretty hot.
[This feels so weird. LOL o_O It feels like I'm shopping...because I'm browsing Gear, and I'm judging what everything looks like as well as stats like...in the dressing room...but it's WoW. WTF?]
But yea, why the hell does the paladin set have to look so funky monkey? o_O
LOL Maybe I'll get the Mail set eventually - haha...the Shaman gear. :) It looks pretty awesome.
OH HO HO HO HO YES. LOL, The pauldrons are freaking awesome, hahaha. Well on my gnome at least. :P Shit hang on, i'm switching to my paladin and trying this shit on.
Holy crap, yeah...I'm getting bishops cloak. Shawl of shifting probabilities makes me want to hurl.
Okay maybe the paladin set doesn't look so hideous on a human. Jesus, on a gnome it made me want to reroll.
Paladin set w/ shaman shoulders:
Shaman Set w/ Resto Druid Helm
Druid Set
kehehee
<3
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We raided thrallmar last night...31 people. :P
c2 JUST found out that I raided for Jing on occasion. "OHHHHHHH NO WONDER she had no idea when we referenced certain conversations...were YOU screaming seagull? or Dogs in the Tub?"
LOL NO, but I was there. :) I was busy /assisting Brocksamson while she described what that meant on her table mic.
It's really funny because I don't know any of the strats - warlock wise, for AQ40. I didn't even think I knew how to do trash...but as soon as we went back there with FPD recently - the subconscious memories of Daldypoo yelling in vent all came back to me. LOL I remembered o_O.
We started fighting the trash and i vaguely remember warlocks having to mana drain stuff. o_O LOL...we 10 manned AQ40 sooooooo, hmmm yeah I was the only warlock. There was no way I could fucking mana drain that shit myself.
OH HO HO HO AND THE FIRST BOSS, LOL...hahaha
I REMEMBERED!! LOL...haha, it's just funny because I was the one that DIDN'T raid prebc - well sorta...but I was explaining the strat to the rest of the FPD who didn't play WoW really until BC.
Michie: erhhmm... so this guy's kinda like the guy from Arcatraz o_O I think we need more tanks... Solfury: Nah we're 70 we got this...we can just pick up adds Michie: err...i don't think that's how it works o_O? Anday: We have 2 tanks that's good enough Michie: well...if i remember right...this dude splits up o_O and there has to be enough tanks to go to each of the spots to pick him up... i think Anday: I can intervene if someone stands there Michie: NONO see those steps over there? I think one's on the left...one's on the right...and one's waay the fuck on top. o_O Solfury: so one of us stay down...and the other goes up Michie: ERRRR o_O I Can't remember why that didn't work. OH...He splits up i think? but only 1 of the dudes is real...? Anday: we should just try it. Michie's never even been here. Michie: You're right :) Fufie w/ Michie: >.> Michie w/ Fufie: SHH. -initiate combat- Michie: Yay i can CoT! >.> Fufie w/ Michie: lol... Anday: How did you know to do that? Michie: iono? Fufie w/ Michie: liar! Michie w/ Fufie: no seriously, i don't remember o_O Solfury: SEE this guys hecka squishy Michie: OH! LOL I forgot to mention...i think he MCs someone and they turn really big and hurt a lot o_O Anday: what? -boss mcs nagakura- Michie: like that... -nagakura obliterates everyone-
<3 AWWW
I don't remember all the bosses there...nor their names. Well I remember princess <3 lol...just because her name was princess, and I got a bug mount - well Jing got a bug mount, lol. I remember thinking - shit this is so annoying...i'm NOT supposed to be this close to the target...it keeps fucking throwing me in the air. I'd turn to Jing and say, "OMFG im doing this wrong...why do i keep getting punted fucking 50 feet in the air?!" and she's like "oh that's just what happens when you're melee."
I remember fighting the worm too? o_O A BIG WORM? o_O Wait is there even a big worm? Maybe that was part of a dream.
I know - I could just look it up, but I'm kinda in a hurry to get ready. I'm going in to work for the events today...then leaving.
Nah i remember the worm. It looked like the worms in SMV - when you're doing your collecting nether crystal quests...except a million times bigger.
Being a rogue was absolutely boring as shit. You didn't see anything other than the backside of a target...and spammed /assist blah...macro, and sinister strike+evis.
I just remember wiping on that a lot lot lot...because lots of bugs would come out? o_O iono Well I think the worm would go underground...then come back up in a random other spot...and wtf pwn people. Then a shit ton of bugs would come out o_O and wtf pwn all the casters o_O and we were dead.
I couldn't see much. >.<
I think that was the most scared I've ever been in WoW...pre BC. Raiding something for someone...on a class I didn't really know - and not knowing strats well. /assist was SO fucking iffy. I didn't know how to do it o_O so I had to find brocksamson and see who he was targeting.
I didn't learn /assist until frank explained it when Michie was starting MC. lol >.<
I KNOW! How do you not know /assist? o_O!!? I didn't raid! QQ lol
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OHKAY so here's the rest of my random screenshots for today:
Dennis' Michie comment:
My Dennis comment:
*_* Greenbeard: I used to raid with him in artifice. Greenbeard/Smoochichi & Minx/Teepo etc. Aww<3 He remembered me and saved me a few times while i was farming motes in nagrand.
The multiple conversations I have most times in WoW, which is WHY i do the /dnd every once in a while.
Paladin Loot: I want those shoulders so bad :(...on my paladin
More paladin lewt:
k cya later<3
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(Thursday, January 24, 2008-) +9:10 AM]*
xoxo~
Thinking of joining another guild. lol
I want to take Nagakura with me.
>.>
My fucking schedule changed again and I can raid.
SO...I'm raiding. Despite how much I complain about it, because there are aspects of it that I despise...it's probably one of the most fun things about WoW - for me at least.
I have a thing for boss fights. Boss fights with lots of people make it even better.
I wish WoW had an option to scale a raid, like...you could have up to 40 people on a bossfight, but the loot scales. Like the more people in the raid - the more loot you can get - but the shittier the loot. Like, you'd receive more badges w/ less purple drops or something.
Like different loot tables for 25, 30, 40.
Not that badges are shitty, I just can't upgrade from anything in the badges market.
>.> Yeah...i need new fucking bracers. They pain me every time i look at them. It was my first purple drop in Kara. :) AWWWW end o' January lewts.
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I should probably go affliction...but felguard spec helps so much in Kara/Z'A. It doesn't help much in TK/SSC+...well it does - but not on the bossfights.
-_-
I just like it because NO warlock fucking stays felguard spec and still dpses well in raids. It's almost like a challenge thing for myself.
Plus, Flaaroon's cute. He's like a walking teddy bear. <3 lol
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Wednesday, January 23, 2008-) +4:48 PM]*
xoxo~
LOL!
I know, I'm going to hell for making fun of stupid people and/or non-primarily english speakers.
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Michie: I want to throw curly fries at people sometims lol
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: o.o lolwhat?
Michie: LOL "Ok. then. i want say one ward: he hasaseing me" it makes me laugh "RATSIST WARD" What the shit is that!??
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: lol u do kno tho rite
Michie: yes. but it's like fucking pictionary or like...mindtrap with these people
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: gis mekig seur i ken tulc liek diz tew mi eld WoW fwn n hes pekit awp fass
Michie: LOL what the hell i...can talk like this too my old wow phone? and he's pocket up fuss? pocket fuzz? LOL i don't understand
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: my old wow friend! and he picks it up fast
Michie: i wanted to reply, "IM IN UR BUTTZ MAKEEEN SUM BEARZ!" lol OH the bad english is making me laugh so much why are asian accents so funny
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: omg michiemouse my english class o.o
Michie: omg fufeferret
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: we had peer editing session and some megafob got my paper
Michie: LOL! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: all i have to say.. "many grammar errors, have someone to fix it"........
Michie: LOL
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: he looked at me all disgusted when he gave me back my paper
Michie: LOL
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: i was just like.. ok...
Michie: hahahahaa
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: cause his paper was sooooooo bad lol
Michie: LOL!! I lyk cheez mai nem is meechi samtaims mai fren fufeface
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: o.o
Michie: kalz mi meechipoo hi LOL
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: MICHIPOO>?
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: iggypoo
Michie: the bad english hurts me iggypoo is hot
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: michipooo
Michie: LOL Iggypoo is like *_* hi
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: i cant take poonames without iggy now u shoulda seen when we were in AQ and he got the first slutty short shorts like 37 people crowding around. LEMME SEE
Michie: *_*
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: I TINK I CAN SEE ASSCRACK TAKE OFF TEH BELT
Michie: LOLOL HAHAHA
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: it was funny
Michie: lol asscrack? what pants
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: pretty much any of the short shorts i have the model on my pally i think
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LOL!! I'm having too much fun at the expense of idiots. I'm sorry - I'll really try to go to church this weekend, LOLOL. :P
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xoxo~
[GS]Rec-Mage: do you know anything about Parity Bits? [GM]Eihcim: Nope? [GS]Rec-Mage: dang [GS]Rec-Mage: http://www.clarkson.edu/class/cs141/spring08/homework1.html [GM]Eihcim: awww [GS]Rec-Mage: stupid thing is annoying...i dont normally have trouble coding [GM]Eihcim: LOL OH [GM]Eihcim: They're making it sound a lot harder than it should be. just take the input, parse it into int FirstBit, SecondBit, etc [GM]Eihcim: then create a function that analyzes each one and keeps track of each in a counter [GM]Eihcim: then output the result of the analysis [whether it's parity or not] [GM]Eihcim: Sorry - for some reason, I thought you said "Party Bits" and was referring to something in Shaiya [GM]Eihcim: until you linked it
and then he stopped responding. :(
I really scare boys. I don't think they expect me to respond like that. o_O
I had to wikipedia Parity Bits because it's been so long QQ. I think I was 14 or 15 when I learned it. o_O
/shrug
LOL HE JUST SIGNED OFF. I SCARE THEM! QQ WHY?
Maybe I shouldn't respond anymore...take Daf's advice and play stupid.
LOL Half of me...is laughing...and half of me is actually kind of sad. DUDE why the fuck would you ask me that if you didn't want an answer?!
My boss says it's because he wants to impress me with his 1337 coding homework [LOLOL] and doesn't expect that'd I'd GIVE him an answer back...other than a, "zomg ur so leet" etc etc.
GOD that's gay. Stop underestimating me, you fools. That's my job to do! :P
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New addition:
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: ? oh man i screwed up my drivers >.>
Michie: ??
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: my opengl broke or soemthing
Michie: what?
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: iono
Michie: run a dxdiag?
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: o.O
Michie: are you running xp or vista
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: xp
Michie: start->run type in cmd then in your command prompt type in dxdiag
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: OMG UR SCARING ME
Michie: o_O
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: jk =3
Michie: okay fine o_O
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: woah big menus lol
Michie: iono /shrug what's opengl does it smell pretty?
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: im daf: OMG HOT =3
Michie: LOL!!
Mon Croissant Du Coeur: so many buttons. so fun lol is there supposed to be an opengl page? oh its all directx
Michie: hahaha ionooooo x marks teh spots ^O^
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+9:12 AM]*
xoxo~
I'd like to think I'm a morning person, lol?
I like getting up and getting stuff done early in the morning.
The only downfall is, I have the smallest amount of willpower ever - especially when it comes to getting up in the morning.
Like, when my alarm goes off and I open my eyes - I'm SO NOT there. I'm probably not there for a good 15 minutes, at least. During that time of "snooze" alarm x3, I keep thinking to myself, HOLY SHIT you lazyass get the fuck out of bed. I can picture myself getting out of bed in my head - almost as if I'm attempting to "Jean Grey" myself out of bed.
It just takes forever.
I promise, I AM a morning person...It just takes me forever to get out of bed.
Why did I feel like blogging that?
It just took exceptionally long this morning to get out of bed, lol. I have my coffee maker set to auto-make @ 8:00am and even w/ the hazelnut smell, lol...i didn't fucking budge.
I've been curled up in a ball inside my warm covers for like an hour.
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I had an "educational" conversation w/ Josh last night after OT.
I'm not going to be afraid to put myself "out there" anymore - with anyone. I'm not afraid to IRL tank 12k people on a daily basis...so a few nerds [despite their importance]definitely shouldn't freak me out.
I'm so over the scared crap. I've never been a non-sociable person/scared of confrontation, etc. It shouldn't change. LOL Sorry, I'm Dr. Phil-ling myself to gtfo it, and grow the fuck up.
Sometimes, it takes someone to tell you that you're being an absolute pansy bitch to notice. Josh just brought it to full technicolor.
He says I'm the most complicated person he's ever met; That it isn't bad...but that I should be aware of that.
Apparently, the whole girly/guyish range that I have just constitutes for more uhh... "programming" ? lol hmm...that it doesn't make me less complicated that I'm guyish sometimes. If anything, it makes things more complicated...because I'll be guyish, but then react girly.
I don't know, I think it's pretty easy for people...>.> Osaka, Sho, and Riki got it QQ.
Actually...most of my friends get it.
/shrug?
That's why I need a smart boy, haha.
Josh was like, "You need to date a Jock. You need someone to just make the first move and give you attention."
What part of - I've already done that do you not understand? LOL
Most of the guys I've "gone out with" were Jocks, haha. :P Damon was a Jock - sorta. Yeah you wouldn't believe it. :P
I'm over it. I don't need anything.
This is a want over need thing.
I just wanted a supportive dude who liked similar stuff and that was occasionally affectionate. I guess, I wanted someone who complimented my personality - and not in the, give me compliments type of way - but in the...the blue to my orange, purple to my yellow - type of way. I like guys that are on the same color wheel as me, lol...and not by race - but by brains, I guess. AND...someone who didn't feel like i was a bull dyke to them - LOL, like they could see my girlyness, despite it not always being exposed.
/sigh
That's not that complicated. That's pretty straightforward.
gah i gg work. <3 /wave
<3 carpe diem <3
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Michie Hara: OMG someone wants to kill me Michie Hara: QQ [GS]MoD: who? [GS]MoD: LEMME AT EM! Michie Hara: LOL Michie Hara: Nah it's the vs GM event [GS]MoD: I"LL BASH EM, CRASH EM, AND SLAUGHTER EM Michie Hara: Michie Hara: dude [GS]MoD: fuck that. LEMME AT EM Michie Hara: i can bash 'em myself Michie Hara: hahaha [GS]MoD: I'll WTFPWN them. Michie Hara: LOLAWW Michie Hara: <3 [GS]MoD: HELLFIRE on their asses [GS]MoD: and watch em BURN
See...I say "Awww" but in reality, lol... he has no chance in hell.
Why?
Because - the correct answer would've been, "Wtf are you worried about? You have GM powers. Get the fuck over it and/or stop being such a girl."
I know, that sounds kind of awful and/or rude, haha...but it's a different kind of support. It's a type of support where they already KNOW you can do it [even though you don't always know it yourself] so the complaining is redundant and unnecessary.
It's complicated, LOL. It's what I grew up with...and do unfortunately, at least. It's probably one of the major things that Damon wasn't into.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+4:50 PM]*
xoxo~
LOL...Chris "I'll make it dark" QT, added me on myspace.
He was a 9/10 until I dated him. LOL...then he was a 2.
Hahaha :P
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WOW - I change ONE word on my myspace.
I should change the word again - just to see. :P
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I would be more reserved about it, but honestly - I'm not planning on dating anyone seriously anyway.
Well, I would - but the only person I'd date isn't interested, so I should at least try to make the most of this being single bullshit anyway, right?
/shrug?
<3 carpe diem <3
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+9:37 AM]*
xoxo~
Effective DPS/DPS Outputted
I was in full fire resist gear...pushing 270fr w/o pots :P at 900ish spell dmg, low hit, and low crit...oh yeah, NO felguard.
LOL it's shit like that that makes me happy. I'd never really /giggle about it much in vent or in public - but that kinda stuff makes me happy.
It's when I top dps charts by A LOT...or a good amount - when all odds are against me.
/sigh.
Both our mages weren't poorly geared. PLUS, I matched their gearsets...if not made it worse...just to be fair.
:)
I know, lol...I'm being cocky. It's just one of the few ways I can stay competitive without feeling like I could possibly be hurting someone's feelings aka pvping.
I like to challenge myself to output a certain amount of dps w/ different pieces of gear...or change my threat % with gear + order of spells w/o losing the amount of dps.
Andy thinks it's so nerdy, lol. He teases me about it a lot.
It's a final fantasy/RPG/RTS/Puzzle thing. Sooooo despite the fact that I'm horrible about managing tasks for friends - when I'm managing tasks for a team, lol...or my team I should say, It's pretty easy...It's kinda what I do. :P
I think as soon as I associate the fact that they're my friends or something - it doesn't work...because then I'm emotionally involved vs. just staying in the objective mindset.
Hmm...well I dunno - I have to think about this subject when I have more time. I'm arguing with myself in my head - lol.
AAAAAnyway, he just thinks it's overconfident when I swap out gear and dps w/ a suneater + fr gear, and out dps the mages in full spell crit/hit/dmg gear.
Like i'm THAT confident that I'll still do well. It's how I roll, lol. I'm demonology for a reason. :P Flaaroon's still 1/3 of my dps. He makes me feel like a princess <3 lol, hahaha.
Now, if i was any other warlock spec - i'd fucking be gimped out of my mind. All the other specs are so fucking gear dependent. Not that I don't have the gear for it - just if I needed to swap out gear for fr gear or more hit/more crit/more whatever, I want the options to do that w/o losing much +dmg or stats.
Basically...more bang for your buck.
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LOL 1337 shadowdamage, haha.
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I have Z'A pictures from last night - but i don't have the time to crop them yet.
I'll do it later on.
I GOT HOLY LIGHTED...A FEW TIMES. WTF? O_O I almost shat myself, lol. It's not usual when a warlock gets big heals, hahaha so the small occasions where i get a holy shock almost 3k crit...i'm already like, "HOLY SHIT". It was that...plus a few more holy lights *_*. I literally said "HOLY SHIT" in vent, because I just expected to have to pot, bandage, or conjure another healthstone.
NUTS? NUTS.
Andy was laughing at me on gtalk. He's like, "HOLY SHIT you're not dead!! Did you just get holy lighted!? AWWW"
LoL :P Then my response "HOW DO YOU EVEN NOTICE THAT? O_O hahahaha"
"BECAUSE I'M DEAD NOW. He sacced ME for YOU."
lol...hahahaha <3 You know that wasn't the case. He's not the ONLY healer on our team. :) Blame it on Ray or the overhealing Dwarf Female.
lol<3
K i gg work. /wave <3
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Monday, January 21, 2008-) +11:32 AM]*
xoxo~
I went to work...because my schedule changed and I'm scheduled to come in on Mondays now.
It's Martin Luther King day...so Vash didn't have to go to school today - thus he came to work.
I'm starting my fucked up schedule next week.
In the meantime I'm going to run some errands and play some games.
**
Sometimes I honestly think God really does look out for me. I went to bed last night all worried about the whole girly crap.
Anyway, I woke up this morning and LITERALLY put on a spring sundress with a pink cardigan, HEELS + did my hair... and was about to go to work like that. I opened the front door and it was pouring rain. LOL
I ended up changing my clothes and putting on my alliance shirt, a pair of jeans, socks/sneakers - aka "normal clothes".
It made me smile.
It was almost as if, God was telling me to be myself.
What an appropriate time for it to rain. I drove to work thinking...holy crap I don't have a fucking sunroof...but i have the biggest windows ever - lol, so i guess that makes up for it.
I know, it's just a coincidence and I'm just oblivious for not checking the weather reports ahead of time.
I just thought it was a really wonderful coincidence...and if God WAS responsible for it - that I really do appreciate it. <3
**
On another note, I was leveling my paladin the other day [dual boxing with Azer]. Yeah I know, it's the cheater way - but I really didn't feel like killing things as slowly. I'd keep up ret aura + concecrate everything...alt tab to Azer and heal Eihcim.
So much faster.
Anyway, I was questing...and lookie what I found:
lol, i thought it was cute. I literally was clicking around looking for this one woman I had to free and noticed that all the warlocks were lvl 64 paladins. AWww.
I need to fucking level up. My mace is calling me.
Oh speaking of changes, lol...
xperl used to annoy the shit out of me - when using frank's laptop. I dunno - it was just so distracting. Anyway, out of laziness - i left it on his laptop...and just got used to it. Now it's hard to revert back to my regular WoW frames - especially when I'm healing shit. It's so fucking convenient - it's sickening.
Everyone's RIGHT there. I just click and 3...1...3...1....3...3...1...1...3... I dunno, I like using 2 different flash of lights. I use 2 different holy lights too sometimes.
It's the same for Eihcim...except it's like: 3...1...3...1....3V...3...1...1...3V... S1 4...4....3V...3...3...3...1...
OH So anyway, while I was questing as Eihcim w/ Azer on follow...I kept him in his t2 because I was just periodically healing myself/picking flowers/buffing.
Anyway, Eihcim got 2 shotted by a 70 retribution paladin, who started attacking Azer also.
God Damnit, I was pissed...lol so i tabbed back into Azer and fucking ripped the other paladin a new one.
GOD HE DOESNT HAVE divine illumination!!??!?? O_O OMG
So yeah LOL anyway - I got the other paladin to about 2%...with no mana left...and he got pwnt by wolves.
I still had 1/3 mana left.
Anyway his 70 warlock buddy showed up. I switched it to shadow resist aura...but GODDAMN, i'm in fucking t2.
I would've fucking pwnt if I had divine illumination omggggggg -_-.
I still had bubble.
Anyway, I got the lock to about half health when he/she decided to bring in another warlock. I bubble bandaged then...the two warlocks raped me.
Anyway - I got so fucking pissed, that I logged onto michie to hunt for blood.
First I found the paladin - and killed him quickly AGAIN....then found the two warlocks, and started killing them...I was doing fine, but the fucking paladin re-rezzed and started healing them.
2vs1 is always hard...but doable. 3v1 is REALLY stupid hard.
To my luck - yuki came...and rescued me.
PWNED.
Don't fucking kill my paladins, I'll eat your fucking faces.
I hate warlocks, they're such bitches. lol :P
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Sunday, January 20, 2008-) +11:21 PM]*
xoxo~
Dafanchan: you look like a girl and you dress like a girl, but you don't always act like a girl Dafanchan: Language is a definite part of it attitudes certain values Michie: are guyish? Dafanchan: unmistakeably Dafanchan: you can also check in your pants if you still doubt it Michie: trust me, I won't find anything penis or testicle looking. Dafanchan: you know yourself what makes you similar to guys
/sighhhhhhhhhhh
So I had a 4 hour phone conversation with Charis [dafansu], lol.
There were quite a few topics we covered...lol, he even knows about why I don't pvp anything anymore.We were talking about WoW relationships: the benefits and downfalls. He even explained to me why the boys that I'd like wouldn't like me.
LOL, yeah he said, "The dating game is a tricky subject. To be honest Michie, you're not really what nerds want. You're just too independent and that guyish vibe doesn't fly well with most introverted or nerdy guys. You have to be softer and more feminine. Guys like cutesy stuff. It's crazy but it's absolutely distracting when girls do girly stuff. You're overlooked because you dps like the guys. They appreciate you for your dps - not for your cutesy crap. I'm telling you...you could pull it off, just be a bit less competitive and dominant."
-_- Thanks you dickhead.
Basically, he was basically saying that my nuts ARE real and that I was right for believing that boys only like my girl facade. They don't really like the real me -_- and basically, they'd have to be gay if they did...because I"M THAT manly apparently.
I honestly didn't think I was really that guyish. -_- I'm girly, I promise. I do cutesy stuff too. Most people just don't take the effort to see past the prickly independent cactus surface.
Well, okay...it's not that they don't try to see the inner michie, but more accurately - I don't expose it to most people.
>.> I AM girly sometimes. I'm in touch with my emotions, god damnit?! I just don't show those emotions to the world - because most of my friends are guys and they most likely won't understand. I'm just sparing them the drama.
Just for that, I'm super girly-ing it up tomorrow. :(
LOL i know, I shouldn't even let Charis' opinion bug me. It's nice that he was being straight with me. I dunno, it just gave me something to think about.
He was giving me his perspective as an outside friend that's just known me based on personality. He said that I would absolutely not be his type nor any other one of our WoW friends because I wouldn't want to cuddle or do cute stuff ever. I didn't argue with him - only because I didn't want him thinking that I wanted to be his type. "Michie, you're like one of the most coldhearted driven gamer girls I've ever met. You're hardcore!" I just agreed, but I thought to myself, HOLY crap YOU HAVE NO IDEA...>.>.
>.< Gosh I'm really not a coldhearted bitch. -_- Just because you're a girl in the game industry doesn't automatically put you in the coldhearted bitch category. -_-
Man. -_-
DUDE. Just because I'm not an idiot doesn't mean I can't do cute stuff. -_-
"You probably don't even know the concept of the pouty face."
He basically reinforced my whole thing of, "I suck at using girly powers" - thing.
o_O SO? Who cares if I don't understand it nor abuse it? I like getting shit done w/o having to abuse that power.
GOD -_- It's so true though...both of it. I don't know how to use it - nor do I think it's right to.
"Michie-kun, you just have to accept the fact that you're one of the guys. If you wanna go out with people - you just have to date people outside of our circle; People who don't already know you. It'll give you an opportunity to establish a better first impression."
-_- Thanks...now I feel like horse crap, LOL. I didn't QQ about it on the phone...I just kept listening and /nodding.
Yeah, I get it. Basically, you want me to be someone absolutely different - in order to be remotely attractive. It makes sense - I mean, It would explain why Damon's not attracted to me among a million other people.
I do get aggro from random people - but it's not in the relationship wise way. It's usually people who don't know me that well...and want to hit it and quit it. o_o I get aggro from people I know too...but I don't think they're really that interested, /shrug. I don't know -_- Daf just confused the shit out of me.
Now I think the good aggro [?] from "certain people" never really existed - that it was just friendly and I just understood it wrong. Maybe I was right all along T_T. God, I'm so confused.
Dafanchan: okay compare it to WoW Weapons Michie: oooooooookay... Dafanchan: you're just an average blue AH BoE Michie: what? Dafanchan: realistically, you're a blue weapon that could easily be a really hot epic purple if you were like 10 levels lower. The fact of the matter is that you're not 10 levels lower...making you a blue that gets overlooked. Michie: You're telling me to dumb myself down so I look hotter. Dafanchan: well just to certain guys it might make a difference
Daf just unintentionally smushed my <3, lol. I'm a blue, /sigh. -_-
"Michie there isn't anything wrong with you physically...it's just the whole independent hardcore nerdy gamer guy thing. That's like a automatic turn off for some guys."
-_-
I know, why am I even listening to him? Because he's probably right. o_o
I don't really talk to my guy friends about this stuff much, so I really don't know. I talk to them about video games and computer stuff. I don't really know what they're interested in, /shrug NOR do I cater to that.
I'm sorry, but I'm not changing my personality for ANY guy. I'll change bad habits for the sake of my life and the relationship, but I'd never give up things that I like for the sake of some random jerk.
MAN.
That's so not encouraging. -_- Be more feminine? I AM feminine you dork! -_- HAVE YOU EVEN SEEN ME? Jesus. Just because I don't fucking prance around in a mini skirt w/ my ass hanging out for the world to see, doesn't mean that I don't act girly.
-_- I know, at this point - I'm just vocalizing it to myself.
I GIGGLE, GOD DAMNIT?! I GIGGLE. I giggle and poke. THAT'S FUCKING girly. QQ
I grab arms...like linking arms and curl up into a little ball when I'm scared. I do the pouty face all the effing time. I just do it to people who matter - not to random blokes who don't deserve the QQ face. I wouldn't give them the satisfaction of being able to do something for me.
I don't know how to make that make any sense.
I don't like people helping me all the time. It's FUCKING ANNOYING. I only ask help from people who I don't mind the help from; who I'd want to help in return.
o_o I don't know how to explain it, nevermind.
"Beautiful" thought I was cute, God Damnit! Maybe it's a nerdy trait - because "beautiful" wasn't fully nerdy.
/shrug? Daf's totally nerdy so maybe nerdy guys are just into different stuff? /shrug.
-_- so frustrated.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+12:53 AM]*
xoxo~
I have to blog about something, but I can't...because it's somewhat inappropriate, so I'll leave it cryptic. :)
My hints are: Dry Skin/Winter Season + Sharing is Caring.
LOL, If you understood what I meant from those hints, I apologize. I really can't help it.
It was just freaking distracting as all hell on the few occasions. I'd think, "Awww that would really help me out too, but mines in my purse. Sharing is caring...and not in the here have some type of way, but in the close your eyes I'll be gentle lol, type of way."
Sorry, I'm only human and you're freaking adorable. I can't help it. SHARING, oh ho ho ho is caring.
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Saturday, January 19, 2008-) +11:54 AM]*
xoxo~
"family emergency."
reminders: -hood of primal life.
Ancient scepter of sue-min.
I'm THIS close to dropping all my gold for it.
I'm not, I have the essence focuser already. It's not worth the 1001g for that.
-_- OH MAN, but it'd be hot.
-Will of Edward the Odd GOD..it's in the AH for 595g.
I'm not even 70 yet. It's FSW for healers.
<3 carpe diem <3
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+9:16 AM]*
xoxo~
Jess was telling me to make a questionnaire sheet, lol...like an application.
I figured it might be best to fill it out first, and then look for those aspects - instead of making someone fucking APPLY to go out with me. That's so GAY.
You know if I put this shit on the aeriagames forums, I'd get spammed like no other by all these 14 year old boys.
I have a prerequisites list of two hundredish. Her list is much shorter.
Anyway This is her list.
1.)Q. Can you cook?
Hmm...I don't care if they're a gourmet chef or anything, as long as they can cook for themselves and eat it - that's always a plus. The higher the skill, the better it is - I guess?
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
Becoming the "Ruler of the World" or "Master of the Universe" are good answers. OH, I'll take Jedi Knight...also, lol. That's cute.
Haha more seriously, I wanted to play music, make video games or robots as a kid - don't ask. If it's something in those fields - then there usually is a mutual topic of conversation.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
I've never done poorly in anything I put 100% into. I guess I'm looking for someone who's the same, lol.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Apple Juice. I have a soft spot for it. My Dad used to buy it for me all the time growing up. It was that and sprite. /shrug? Apparently too much caffeine is bad for me but too much sugar isn't. LOL :P
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
Eww, j/k...or half j/k. :P Jesus, I honestly don't care what the hell their favorite vegetable is. How about asking what their favorite meats are? Or their favorite cut?
Personally I like filet mignon, medium rare. LOL
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
Okay, I don't think this question applies to who I'd be looking for either. I guess it could be applied to what operating system are you using? o_O OH! I'm changing the question.
What's your rig composed of? hahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaa AWWWW.
NOW, despite being biased as ALL hell...as long as it's better than my rig - or comparable, lol that's usually okay.
LGA775ers are definitely on a higher tier of *_*, though. :P lol hahaha I halfway kid.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
LOL? Do people still care about astrology stuff - for real? Haha...I don't know what zodiac signs are compatible. I'm Taurus, the end. Go look it up if you give a damn - because I sure as hell don't.
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
LOL Despite me having/had a tattoo/weird piercing, I'm really not as into guys who are fully inked up. I don't mind it that much if their personality makes up for it - but I guess I'm not directly looking for that. /shrug?
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
OH GOD. I HATE - ABSOLUTELY LOATHE when guys don't pick up the phone. It's one thing if they're genuinely busy or driving or something...and they call/text you back. I HATE it - HATE HATE HATE it, when you're trying to contact someone and it's like MEH I don't feel like answering.
Yeah, NO. That's SOO not relationship ready and I'm not about to get into something like that again. I've been in a relationship for 8 years with that crap.
#2 worst habit: the non-communication shit
It's not hard to just be honest and tell me stuff. NO, always with the withholding of information. GUYS are retarded.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
What the fuck kind of question is this? o_O Why the hell would I be walking down the street? AND NO, don't pick me up - I'm walking to my car.
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
Hah.
In order of importance:
Baseball Basketball Football
THE END.
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
Realistic. I like guys that are realistic and practical - none of that optimistic: happy when there's no reason to be happy, or negative: sad when there's no reason to be sad, type of bullshit.
That's lame.
13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Honestly depends on how long the ride is. I hate elevators.
I'd probably rape you or be thinking about it, at least. Well...in the good way.
What I'd most likely DO - is respect your space and think of common things to talk about.
Hmm, yeah that's about right.
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
...God I don't know if I want to know this one off the bat. This is one of those questions that you wait until a few months of courting to start hearing.
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you.
Wow, I don't know? o_o LOL, It'd be cute if they said, "I fall asleep to the hum of my cpu fan." haha half j/k :P
lol or, "I like driving in the rain."
I don't know anyone else that does. I hate the stupid drivers on the road, but semi hard rain that you can see when you look up through your sunroof when you're at a stoplight or something, is just fucking great. It's the one thing that I miss about my old car that my new car doesn't have. A fucking sunroof. -_-
16.)Q. Do you have any pets?
o_o I'm not that big of a fan of pets. I had cats, now I have a snake. Well I have a dog - but it's because I'm trying to learn how to be less selfish.
I'm not a fan.
WoW pets are a plus? :P haha EWW. GOD that was so gay.
17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
Hmm...I used to do this more often during HS and College - but since that this other aspect of "work" has been implemented, lol...I don't pop over at friends' houses as often. I don't know. It shouldn't be weird or awkward, I guess? Like it should just be like any other hang-out day? I don't know.
18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?
HOLY COW, I'm not sure if I want to know this answer. LOL :P I give off such weird vibes to people. It's funny. Like, my old roommates called me the Queen of Cogswell, and that EVERYONE knew who I was. They were intimidated that I "chose" them to move in with. LOL Liz even asked me, "Why would you choose us when you could choose anyone from the school?"
It's SO not even like that.
People only knew me by being one of the 5 default girls of the school + working for the school. It wasn't the "COOL" factor or anything. I was really active in ASB also, being Secretary one year, then Activities Director.
Then on the other hand, my friends from socal think i'm an absolute NERD. They're like, "OMG Michie, stop being such an antisocial nerd and GO OUT - have a life."
People have all different types of ideas of what I'm like.
Hmmm...I don't know what I want them to say. I guess I'm curious to what they'd think though?
19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Depends on the clown. I usually feel bad for them. The painted happy face is just covering up the fucked-up person inside. They're usually disgruntled and dissatisfied with life. /shrug, it's just an observation.
20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
Okay so this question definitely doesn't apply to what I'm looking for. I wouldn't date a guy who's THAT conscious about his appearance. They shouldn't care about what they look like as much as how fast their computer is processing.
21.)Q. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience?
A legendary weapon would be both. Technically, he should be more on the lines of a partner in crime because I should have enough practical common sense to not make overly retarded decisions. BUT...in the times where I do slip, they should be able to point it out in a helpful/caring manner.
22.)Q. What color eyes do you have?
Hah. Okay...I go back and forth on this one. >.> I honestly don't care.
There are some guys that can give me this look - and I DIE. LOL, I don't know what it is - but it's just this look of HOLY CRAP I CAN SEE INTO YOU SOUL. It scares the shit out of me and gives me butterflies.
25.)Q. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
Save it and/or invest in an IRA/CD/Mutual Fund/Bonds.
26.)Q. If you could, would you date me?
Well isn't that the point?
Q. What 's your favorite place to hang at?
Zul'Aman, Kara, or Shatt. LOL<3 That would be the perfect answer.
28.)Q. Do you believe in ghosts?
Hmm...Yes? What the hell kind of question is this?
29.)Q. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
WoW, hang out with friends, watch a game, play other video games...err /shrug?
30.)Q. Do you swear a lot?
They shouldn't. I'm not attracted to people lacking vocabulary, despite the fact that I swear quite a bit. I know - hypocritical.
31.)Q. Biggest pet peeve?
Didn't i already state my opinion on this shit? JESUS.
32.)Q. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
I can't limit it to one word. How about one word descriptions in an order of importance...
Gentlemanly/Chivalrous [LOL you LAUGH, but I SWEAR it matters] Honest Caring Loyal
33.)Q. Do you believe/appreciate romance?
YES. DAMNIT. Not in the stupid viagra commercial w/ the fucking ziploc lids w/ the fucking floating tea lights way either.
34.)Q. If you could spend 12 hours with me and ask/do anything you like, what would it be?
OH dear. First of all, I want to go to church. I'd like to go get pasta for dinner...andddd it'd be nice to watch a game in between? /shrug LOL I'm pretty simple in that aspect. I dunno -_-. You'd be surprised how hard it is to find people like that around here. Everyone's atheist, overly-nerdy, and either fobby asian or mexican. It's amazing.
**
The end.
Jess, that SO didn't help at all. -_- Now that just triggered disgruntledness, in knowing there's a lack of the "type". Hahaha
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Friday, January 18, 2008-) +4:08 PM]*
xoxo~
God it's years later...and I still like the Xaser. The only difference is...it's on the Xaser VI now.
I try not to like it, lol. HONESTLY - I'm like...DUDE that's SO FLASHY and everything that you don't want. OH BUT I DO o_o...It's like my own personal transformer. <3
I'm not getting it - I don't even need it. :)
It's just eye candy. :)
<3 carpe diem <3
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(Thursday, January 17, 2008-) +7:13 PM]*
xoxo~
Osaka: :3
Michie: I need a hug :(
Osaka: :O whatsa matter? ::hugs::
Michie: <3 ty osaka XD i'm just having a tough day we had a server crash and 12k people were pissed off i was the only ap/gm on today
Osaka: >.< oh no!
Michie: so many ticket/petitions and whiney bitches like it's my fault they overloaded the server sheesh-_-
Osaka: lmao
Michie: 12K PEOPLE all bitching GM omg i can't get on
Osaka: LOL =_=
Michie: omg omg my weapon's gone my items are lost wah wah wahhhh qq "i hate you GM...you're so mean!" those are the worst -_-
Osaka: omfg thas stupid
Michie: "Why do you hate us so much?! GM?"
Osaka: they need to grow up!
Michie: yeah -_-
Osaka: awwwww
Michie: I try so hard for them so that stuff hurts QQ lol i'm gonna stop qqing sorry
Osaka: i know it's tough being in a PR position where u have to deal with gamers
Michie: yeah it definitely has its downfalls
Osaka: i support yous!
Michie: awww ty :P
Osaka: yay 4 GM michie!
Michie: LOL aww ty osakarrs
Osaka: Dun worry michie
Michie: frank got annoyed at me too
Osaka: :O
Michie: which didn't make it any better
Osaka: y 4
Michie: because he said he needed a new shield so i said, go buy one w/ badges and he said no
Osaka: wha?
Michie: he wants to get other items from badges
Osaka: o jeez
Michie: ...so i said, but you just said you needed a shield there's a solution and he's like OHHMUGODDD you don't even know the facts you don't even know what items i have and whats a better upgrade yada yada
Osaka: lmao
Michie: i'm like holy crap someone's on their period and it's not me
Osaka: keke
Michie: so i just apologized and said, "sorry I won't help you from now on."
Osaka: sigh i think he misses being uber geared or something so he's pmsing about it
Michie: /barf he IS uber geared
Osaka: lul
Michie: he's more geared than 70% of the players in game
Osaka: i kno
Michie: he's in full epics what else does he want
Osaka: but i think he would wanna be like the top 95% or something
Michie: /barf
Osaka: er top 5% haha
Michie: so he should give up working and raid
Osaka: i dono
Michie: give up life again become a hermit
Osaka: because he seems to like wearing his t2 thats what i see on his armory anyways >.>
Michie: i think he wears his t2 in spite of me i think he likes the fact that it makes me *_* and does it on purpose to be distracting and mean because he knows i'll never have it
Osaka: lmao ooooo i dono... i think he just wears it because you like it so much and he does it to impress you :P
Michie: PFT, like Frank would even care
Osaka: i think he would :)
Michie: Oh Eihcim'll have the purple t2 set if it kills me lol :P
Osaka: do it! omg
Michie: It suits girls better ANYWAY DAMNIT.
Osaka: i'll help you!
Michie: lol
Osaka: haha yah, it's so sexy
Michie: haha yeah :) It reminds me of shoji though :P OH not the sexy part i mean o_O""
Osaka: LOL
Michie: not that shoji's not sexy EEK -_-
Osaka: LMAO
Michie: I didn't mean it like that I mean
Osaka: HAHAHA
Michie: -_- oh gosh
Osaka: j/king jkjkjk
Michie: LOL
Osaka: no he's a cutie i just can't imagine him doing certain acts
Michie: I meant - he had the mask of penis and breastplate for a long time OMFG no no no visuals plz
Osaka: hahahaha
Michie: lol
Osaka: okok we'll get it for you! lets make it our mission to get you all of purple t2 kk?
Michie: *_* I <3 you osaka :P THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSS MUCH
Osaka: ^_^ awwww <3
Michie: Lol and i feel so much better :P thanks! haha
Osaka: lets lvl up this weekend!
Michie: It's just funny how 5 minutes of paladin gear upgrade talk makes me happy again lol yup!
Osaka: hehe
Michie: i have a working hawt computer too now so it should be more fun! :P
Osaka: i'll give you yummy pan and mizu
Michie: :D YAAAY I'll heal you! lol well duh...
Osaka: hehe we'll do aoe grinding!
Michie: LOL!
Osaka: it'll be 1337
Michie: okay okay i've never done that before o_o
Osaka: u fart on some birds then i'll blow them up haha
Michie: how do i fart on them?? OMG
Osaka: j/king
Michie: QQ i dont' know how
Osaka: consecrate
Michie: i'm holy! oh okay i'll fart on them :D
Osaka: haha i dono i shouldn't make fun of pallies like that
Michie: :P Why not?? It's silly and fun they do fart
Osaka: lol
Michie: it's so weird...a yellow cloud of fart comes out of their butt and grabs the ground around them it's so bad it's so toxic it glows for like 8 seconds
Osaka: lmao :D we'll get u to 70 in no time! kk i gtg to class stay happy! <3
**
OMG why does he have to be gay? LOL hahaha j/k :)
<3 carpe diem <3
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+5:12 PM]*
xoxo~
Drove home for my 1hr "lunch" which is going to be a TWO hour "LUNCH" because i'm staying until fucking 10pmISH...tonight.
I sure hope they send me to Japan...to train the GMs and trial them. It'd be a semi-perm position in Japan.
I'm so fucking sick of my selection of guys here. It depresses me, lol I kid you not.
The only other guy I think I'd want to date claims to be bisexual...but REALLY, is most likely gay. Either way, he's absolutely uninterested in me - like THAT.
SO YEAH, I'm sick of it. I'm sick of all of it. The aggro from the unwanted people, and the crap and /fears from the people I would actually consider and/or like.
I thought I wanted an innocent person, but tbqh...I need a person that fucking isn't so goddamn oblivious. Someone that understands women or something. Jesus fucking CHRIST is it TOO Much to ask for a little goddamn respect? Jesus FUCKING Christ.
I'm SO GODDAMN tired of being the MOM or big sister that EVERYONE fucking nags at and/or gives shit to. I'm SO FUCKING SICK OF IT. GOD, for ONCE I want to nag at SOMEONE and have them successfully fix it for me. JESUS CHRIST.
It's like, God answers all my prayers - he really does. He answers all my prayers except for this one. It's almost as if...he WANTS me to be the Mom, even though I'm miserable as it.
I want to be the girlfriend or the princess that's loved. JESUS FREAKING CHRIST, NOT THE UNAPPRECIATED MOM that gets messaged to fix everything. YOU HAVE NO idea the craploads of people that ask me to fix things everyday...and those are just the people I KNOW. NONO tack on the THOUSANDS of other people that I assist on a daily because I CANT FUCKING SAY NO or IGNORE ANYONE.
WHY GOD, WHY? -_-
JESUS CHRIST, NONE of the friends even bother CALLING. ALL OF THEM aside from Anday, fucking message me, WHAT THE FUCK YOU FREAKING SONS OF BITCHES and YOUR FUCKING PANSY ASS GODDAMN FUCKING PERSONALITIES. YOU ALL DON'T EVEN HAVE THE DECENCY TO CALL or say THANK YOU for GODS sake when you're ASKING ME TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU or ASKING ME FOR SOMETHING. It's either THEM, or my AnimaSoul...or other random fucking spurts of friends with issues.
Yeah and the FEW FUCKING TIMES, I need a hug - it's like, "Screw you hippy?! I'm busy."
Sorry, I'm just venting because I deal with a lot of crap on a daily basis aside from YOU oh dear blogger, I don't vent about it to friends - because they're too goddamn selfish to GIVE A HOLY SHIT.
I used to talk to Josh, but I figured - yeah NO...he's not responding...not because he's deep in thought, but because he's playing xbox live right now and not paying attention to anything I'm saying.
Yeah, thanks.
Okay...so then there's Frank. LOL BWAHHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!
NO. I couldn't talk to him about anything to save my life. Talking to him is like ASKING for punishment. He'll either start arguing with me about some random shit or fucking be brutally honest - neither of which is helpful when needing a /comfort. OH YEAH!! ANNNNDD that's just if I'm lucky...99% of the time, he won't even respond to me, so yeah. That's a no go.
So then there's Liliana. I love her. She's wonderful. She's so wonderful, and so easily worried about shit and caring, I would rather stab myself in the EYE than give her stuff to worry about.
Yeah I have other friends I can supposedly vent to - but I don't, because either A: they can't handle it, or B: they frankly don't need to know.
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Phew, I feel better. It's been a long day...and it's so not even over yet.
-_-
I think I'm telling my boss that I'm single. Well, I'm planning on letting the word out soon. I was just planning on changing my status on myspace and see if anyone notices.
WHY?
BECAUSE I'm SINGLE.
BECAUSE I HATE being single and I HATE being the sister/MOM. SO HOPEFULLY SOME NON-RETARDED GUY out there will find me somewhat attractive instead of SISTERLY/MOTHERLY and fucking treat me the way guys should fucking TREAT girls, GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.
I SWEAR, I'm dating my exboyfriend if I can't get any happiness from life. At least he made me feel less like a fucking automated tele-response. More like a "not-as important as the random girl I'm sleeping with tonight...but important enough to be in a relationship with".
UGH. I'm THAT JADED. It's sickening.
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My monitor is so big...I don't even have firefox maximized.
I really WOULD blog, but I want to do dailies SO bad before I go to work. :P
Cya
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I can't even explain to you how happy this makes me. I can't explain it.
It brings a glow to my face, twinkles in my eyes, and joy to my heart.
Yes, you guessed right - my parts came in today and I officially have a desktop.
Can it GET any better?
OH - that's right...it CAN. XP pro sp2 is going back on this love top...and back into stock condition.
THATS RIGHT, I'm going to fucking SLi this bitch if it means i'm reverting back to old drivers.
Okay I'm going to turn this off before it overheats...and go to bed.
btw...WoW is up on Stormwind :P
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Now Playing: Britney Spears - Piece of Me
Don't ask...I felt bad for her. It's not a horrible music video??
I have some time before I have to go to work this morning... I'm waiting for a $600 new egg shipment. <3
I'm such an idiot. I have friends that work at newegg, but I didn't get a discount because I'm an idiot. LOL :) I was so distracted at how inexpensive the upgrade was going to be - that I didn't even think of the possibility of an even bigger discount. IDIOT.
:)
So...I don't know how else to describe how wonderful this monitor is. It's just freaking wonderful. I was going to buy Rich's 19" one because Josh's 20" was out of stock and although Frank's 22" is nice, I didn't want to spend the extra $100ish on a monitor when I already have a nice TV.
LOL SOO, I got the other 22" samsung one, lol - the 2232BW. It was on sale because, Frank's version just came out - lol. It was $100 less, w/ almost the same specs + I had a $50 giftcard that paid for tax [pretty much] so it was basically a $200 monitor. It has this smooth "lazy susan"-esque thing, I don't quite know how to describe it...and it's ALL black. It looks like my alienware monitor...but bigger. It's beautiful and I'm in love, haha SERIOUSLY!
To tell you the truth, Josh, Rich, and Frank's monitor probably looks more like my whole alienware computer because of the whole two toned black/silver thing - but I have a thing for uniform color, :P lol...and it was such a great buy, ZOMG.
My ddr2 arrived yesterday, thanks Dad. LOL :P...and the rest o' my parts are coming in soon [today]. GAH I'm so antsy. It pains me to play WoW with lag, God you have NO idea. It's so FUCKING random. In the world, it's a good 40fps. In Shatt, it's fucking 2fps. In an instance - ANY INSTANCE, it's fucking 2-8fps. That's with EVERYTHING...EVERYTHING DOWN - even my FREAKING SOUND is off.
It pains me because my laptop has progressively started dying. LOL, it wasn't always this bad. I used to complain about its 30fps in shatt, because it had the potential of 60fps in shatt. You don't even know what i'd do to have it just stay 15fps - jesus or even 10fps.
It's been really handy throughout the years. :P I do really like it.
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HOLY COW I just installed Photoshop6.0 because I am THAT desperate to be able to edit pictures and paint.
LOL
Okay SO <3 get ready for some random screenshots! I haven't been able to crop images in a while...<3
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Eihcim:
I don't know why I crit Shiina so hard. o_O
I had my first horrific run as my paladin, lol. I was so distracted and just HORRIBLE. We were doing botanica? o_O I can't remember. It wasn't hard to heal...my computer would turn off when it overheated, but it turned off in the most random times ever. That was a huge problem - that and our MT was a lvl 61 druid [RLYEHBLEGH]! Oh god. -_- On top of all that, I was having an offday in healing...it just wasn't a good day, lol. I FELL OFF A BRIDGE and DIED.
I got this crap too...Curse of freaking impotence?!
How does that even happen? I'm a girl.
Guild Mom, YUCK.
HOW THE HELL does that happen!?? o_O
Haha talking to ray about OldBoy:
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Michie TIMEEE
What I look at...and my stagnant 5ish-fps. You CAN'T expect to dps well with that.
Michie's 9999 crit. It felt like endgame FFVII <3, lolz.
1701 heroic 5m buffs only
Grubthor? Qui est??
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Reminders for anday: >
February 2007: Karazhan w/ JR <3 lol. Anday didn't believe me that Conin still used t2 at 70 b/c his set bonuses were still better than other pieces. :P IT WAS FEBRUARY, SHEESH.
Michie in Warbringer
PROOF
Little Gnome
PROOF.
MORE PROOF. I was scared of the dinosaurs at one point. I think I even got Frank to come save us, lol.
MORE PROOF. Wow...that was a REALLY long time ago. He's still wearing lawbringer. o_O HOLY CRAP. Why didn't I try on the skirt?
I think Michie was like lvl 45ish when I visited his server w/ Josh. I remember being in kharanos thinking *_* ZOMG...awww
OKAY PLATE PROOF:
I was in love with this shield for the longest time. I never got it on Eihcim. I should get it <3 lol.
I ABSOLUTELY LOATHE that hat though. It's absolutely HIDEOUS.
MORE PROOF: Addons that changed our felhunters <3
OMFG, this is SO old -_-. I was lvl 45.
Damn...she was so cute back then. What happened? -_-
Okay Im done. <3 haha
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(Tuesday, January 15, 2008-) +9:32 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Ingrid Michaelson - Take me as I am
<3
LOOKIT!!!
lol! I uploaded this one:
Haha...That's so awesome. :)
Andy Anday says I look like the two eyed version of Leela with brown hair. LOL HE LIES.
I even bought a coffee mug with that picture on it <3. Something about Matt Groening's style that makes me super happy. :)
OH GOD! So, I sorta fixed my laptop yesterday. -_-
I have to summarize it really quick because i'm gonna be late...but basically, the laptop had a lot of hardware/driver incompatibility...so I plugged in my new monitor and turned off the built in one. Anyway, now that it doesn't have to power a 17" lcd screen, SLi works and the computer doesn't overheat. ALSO the drivers work. What are the odds? O_O It didn't even recognize its own built in monitor correctly - NUTS?
So yeah, now I'm going to have two computers :P lol...chyeaaayy. :)
K i gg. /wave
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XD
So...I woke up thinking, "HOLY WTF MY MOTHERBOARD - NOOOOO!!"
I just realized that my latest motherboard [if it was working] was almost the same motherboard that I bought. :P
My previous motherboard was the Asus PN5E non-Sli lga775 intel core duo board. It's basically the non-sli version of what I bought.
And what really makes me giggle - is that...despite the fact that I have a fried board, LOL - I already have ALL the components to support it. :) MUHAHAHAHAHA
My new computer costed me $600. XD
I was almost tempted to buy a liquidcooled case [koolance/thermaltake], lol just for kicks.
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It's so great having friends that work in the computer field. LOL :P I was really frustrated a few days ago w/ computer issues...and REALLY didn't feel like researching for parts. LOL...I was going to tell frank to give me a list of what he's getting and to just double the purchases for 4 parts.
LOL i was really sad though - because despite AMD's efficiencies [I think Frank favors them /shrug], I've only had ONE AMD computer - lol this one...and haven't quite been impressed by the turion's processing speeds. My fucking pen4 could annihilate this cpu's benchmark score. [LOL well duh, because it'd be only limited to 32 bit rendering capabilites anyway - and my p4 is a faster processor...>.>]
Anyway, Josh recommended parts, and I was like...HOLY CRAP an lga775 SOLUTION! CHYEAHHH RIGHT-O!! <3 It just made life THIS Much easier. OMG and newegg's having a sale on memory right now. It's $89 to get 2 sticks of 2gb corsair ddr2. DO YOU KNOW HOW CHEAP THAT IS? THAT's freaking amazing!!! -_-
OH MY POINT...LOL My point was that I was worried that Frank would go AMD. I don't mind having an AMD processor, I'm just slightly biased to lga775. I've never had any problems with the 4 LGA775 processors I've had [2.2->2.6ghz, 2.6->3.2ghz, 3.2ghz->3.6ghz, 3.6ghz->4ghz...lolnerd!!]...AND AND AND, they all benchmarked for higher than Justin's [Justin Harvey] AMD competitive versions. :) Yeah we had this kinda rivalry thing <3. ^_^ I would've bought my alienware with an intel chipset, but that version didn't come out till 6 months later. XD /sigh
LOL I still have the records of all my benchmark scores. It almost felt like an swstats for REALS. LoL<3 I remember liking to benchmark on the 2k3 version, because i'd mark for over 10k, haha. :)
OMGOMGOMGGGG *_* /sigh /sigh /sighhhhhhhh
I'm just really happy with my purchase - because It's something I'm really familiar with. I already have hawt lga775 cpu coolers that'll do, donkey - that'll do. I have the Jungle Cyclone whatever the hell that shit was called...the hugeass copper cyclone cooler that's really efficient but also wayy too big to be in anyone's case.
I'm such an idiot nubtard with AMD, no really - if it doesn't say prescott, conroe, or merom...I'm like, *_* huh? Cliff Maier [barb's husband] explained it to me quite a long time ago, but i was so overwhelmed with the amount of information he was dumping on me, lol that I probably couldn't tell you now - I'd have to look back at notes, haha. Cliff was one of the lead engineers @ AMD. He was explaining that the AMD intentions were to push the most out of a basic chip, basically saying that the turion/opteron/athlon were really based on really old and/or "prehistoric" almost p3 engineering.
I don't know if that's a good thing - lol. o_O Don't quote me, because I don't have the evidence to back up that statement right now. I have it somewhere...archived. I just thought to myself - holy crap I see the reasoning behind it. Trying to create the most fluid and direct processing pipeline by simplifying the hardware so things don't become convoluted and in need of software engineering to make up for the speeds or lack thereof.
Hmm, I guess because of my lack of knowledge in chip production, It's just hard to imagine when taking steps back in hardware progression, an engineer can potentially accelerate processing speeds. o_O Isn't the point of taking steps further, to find more efficient ways of refining the pipeline? Now I'm perplexed and want to research this, lol. GUHROSS.
I'm not an electrical engineer/software engineer, NOR do I ever want to be one. It was really enlightening to be educated about the similarities/dissimilarities, though. :)
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ANYWAY, lol...I can't wait to have a new PC. I'm so excited. <3 It's just something that I haven't had for almost 2 years. OH YEAH, and YES, i've had this Alienware for TWO years. :) I checked the receipt looking for the warranty information. It had been purchased on March 9, 2005. My warranty was a 1.5 year warranty, and that's why my login to "the hive" section isn't working anymore.
1.5 years w/ a laptop is PERFECT timing for a new addition. :P And despite what you nubtards THINK i paid, lol...it was only over 2k WITH shipping. This alienware was 1,800. :P YEAH, that's a lot...but it's not crazy.
It was a good buy at the time - considering I was doing 3d crap like crazy. :)
/sigh.
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K i'm gonna call up rich and get ready. <3
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(Saturday, January 12, 2008-) +8:48 AM]*
xoxo~
Now Playing: Take Me the Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson
God this is such a cute song.
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Holy crap I'm up early today. I don't really know why either? :P
Actually, I lie. :D I'm awake because I'm happy. <3 lol...
I've noticed...the happier I am in life, the easier it is to wake up earlier in the morning...because you look forward to doing things in the day more. :P
I had a really good day yesterday. :P I had a miniature epiphany yesterday morning on how to improve the company...created a proposal, then pitched it via large meeting + video conference to korea + japan to the CEO of the company [dev team too].
It was the most nervous I've been in a while. :P I don't usually EVER get nervous in front of people. It's just not in me...lol :P but for some reason...the fate of MILLIONS of dollars on my shoulders + the idea of HOLY CRAP I COULD REALLY LOOK LIKE A GIGANTIC IDIOT in front of PEOPLE WHO PAY ME...set in.
I always second guess myself...it's a really bad habit. Like, I doubt that I can make the right decision sometimes. :P OMGOMGOMG!! They want me to run a workshop to educate the other GMs - then GSes on BUGS! WHAT?!!??!!?!! WHAT? O_O
ANYWAY, I guess why I'm so excited is that...they REALLY REALLY liked my proposal. XD <3333
After the meeting, our CEO even apologized-sorta to me saying that he's sorry that I get overwhelmed with so much work. They just forget how young I am sometimes - and to take THAT as a compliment. I know it's bullshit, :P but I can TRY to be naiive and sponge it how he wants me to. They give me lots of work because I get it done and I'm cheap labor to them. In situations like this...age doesn't make a goddamn difference. The workload is based on the amount of resources available...and distributed over time. :P I'm not a noob, so that statement aka "compliment" doesn't work on me, Lan. I can pretend for you though :P.
/sigh
It almost feels like I've "Achievement Unlocked" or "DUH NUH NUH NUH" aka "Zelda/Hyrule omg I got a HEART UP!" -ed in REAL life.
Like I can actually see myself growing up before my eyes...and it feels so nice.
Don't get me wrong - being a kid is way fun. I LOVE being silly. There's just a time for silly and a time for progression.
Unfortunately, I follow the same progression path as Yuki does...just opposite, he does that in WoW - I do that IRL. :)
I'm an independent 23 year old female. I pay for my own rent, car insurance, health insurance, expenses, and TOYS. EAT A DICK, bitches.
It's the one time in my life where I'm actually super happy...of where I'm going, I guess. Like...it's NOT the wrong direction despite everyone saying that the Game Industry is not a practical career choice. Yeah, you could settle for a practical job that's "Good"...orrr you could be happy in life doing what you want to do...that's "great". Why settle for mediocrity? LOL
I am such a contradiction. -_- Don't ask.
SEE that's another thing - I'm not as much of a contradiction anymore. LOL! I'm learning...and I can see things change. :P It's so wonderful. I'm not just SETTLING because I'm impatient and don't give a damn. I give a damn now, and I'm TRYING to be patient.
<3
Okay SO THE REAL REASON why I got up at the crack of ass...lol...was because I had a dream about computers last night.
My laptop started overheating on Monday night. It would CLEARLY overheat and immediately turn off. It's the drivers and how it's set to run. It doesn't give me the option to change it's processing/rendering speeds.
Anyway, I just have to go back to xp. SO YEAH, this computer is absolutely toast and I'm done. I'm picking up my nintendo case tomorrow and on Monday, start the NCES swap.
It's not being impatient, I've been patient for a long time. There's not going to be un-hacked driver support for this computer for a LONG time. I'm not going to keep this computer for THAT long.
ANYWAY... :P With that said, I'm looking at barebones systems <3. *_* OMGOMGOMG!!!!!!! Yes, you've heard right. I wasn't planning on building a new computer...but I'd have to - because my current desktop is set up for a lga775 processor [which steals my <3] but it's almost obsolete...and in need for an upgrade. I've had that motherboard since my junior year of college. QQ my trusty motherboard. My cpu's even older...i've had that since freshman year. :P HEY that was HOT SHIT back then. lga775. I really really really really really really really like it. LOL<3 There's something about the lack of pins that really made me *_* /gasp awww <3. OH MY GOD and the overclocking...OH THE OVERCLOCKING. -_- Jesus...when I had really great fans, I could overclock it to 4ghz and it would run SOOOO SMOOTH. -_-
I'm not going to be stubborn and revert to my lga775 pen4 tendencies. o_o I need progression and growth...lol<3...even though I WANT TO soooo much. :P
So yeah, it's currently a secret. :P SHhh. <3
I can just hear my friends yell at me. "OMG YOU DON'T NEED ONE!! YOU HAVE AN ALIENWARE! JUST FIX IT!!" etc etc. LoL, but usually it's the non-computer users that'll say that. My closer and more computer savvy friends *might* say, "well have you tried other drivers to fix your computer?" etc...but it's usually the computer idiot nubtards that will frown at me for making a new desktop.
Okay first of all, I work - hard. I don't have to justify any PURCHASES EVER...and earn EVERY RIGHT to spend my money how I PLEASE. Secondly - eat a dick, I don't have a working desktop right now. Thirdly, this computer isn't reliable enough for my standards - and instead of continuing to be frustrated about it - I'm going to fucking fix the situation, /giggle.
^_^ <3 /giggle. LOL I don't know why buying computer parts make me feel so happy. It's happy in the "omg i got a new purse" way. :D It makes me feel /giggly and zomg <3 *_*.
I'm going to install windows media edition on my alienware once i've transferred it to the nes - and keep it plugged into the tv - as a media computer. :)
HAWT HUH??? LOL!! That would be the sickest ever. If i have friends over - they potentially could be able to play WoW from my TV. <3
:)
That's just hot.
Okay I gg to work <3 cya.
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(Friday, January 11, 2008-) +9:21 AM]*
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Now Playing: Runs House
dangshin: michieee...im wearing prot gear for frank michie: <3 good! :P dangshin: and i have better aggro but more squishy in fury spec michie: you're FURY?! -_- ANDY! That doesn't help! dangshin: it does a little bit michie: :(
I tried, :P.
I know - like I should worry, haha...but I do. :)
I hate it when some people make it hard to heal other people. Healing on my paladin's put things into a new perspective. I hate undergeared melee people sometimes.
I talked to Anday until like 1am. He said some things that need further clarification. :)
<3 And despite it all...i AM the guild Mom. /shrug
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[12:12] hellokuty16: ANDY. you need to get better defensive offtanking gear [12:12] hellokuty16: seriously! [12:13] an dek1488: whhat [12:13] hellokuty16: yeah [12:13] an dek1488: i have ot gear... [12:13] hellokuty16: like prot gear [12:13] an dek1488: o [12:13] hellokuty16: even if you're arms [12:13] hellokuty16: that you can switch out for certain bosses [12:14] hellokuty16: if you want to raid seriously - because the amount of heals it takes to keep you up [12:14] hellokuty16: takes away from the mt [12:14] an dek1488: 16k armor + 15k life isnt good enough for u? [12:14] hellokuty16: it's not what's good enough for me it's how hard you're getting hit [12:14] hellokuty16: and how much the healers have to heal you for [12:15] hellokuty16: versus focusing on the tank [12:15] an dek1488: o i know that [12:15] hellokuty16: er mt i mean [12:15] an dek1488: in a raid [12:15] hellokuty16: i'm not trying to be mean >.< [12:15] an dek1488: i wont be OT any boss fights tho [12:15] hellokuty16: i think you're really geared [12:15] hellokuty16: just not geared to OT lots of ZA stuff [12:16] hellokuty16: well i mean - primarily, your tanking weapon [12:16] an dek1488: lol [12:16] an dek1488: i get the more tps from MS [12:16] an dek1488: so u want a slow wep [12:16] an dek1488: like draggonmaw [12:17] an dek1488: but it has speed procs [12:17] an dek1488: which help with HS's [12:17] an dek1488: and u have to wear some dps gear to tank in arms/fury [12:17] an dek1488: cuz u need dps to tank [12:18] hellokuty16: well i think that's the issue [12:18] hellokuty16: I mean, tanking in arms/fury for major raids is really scary [12:18] hellokuty16: for the healers [12:18] hellokuty16: when i raided w/ artifice/dino/JR [12:19] hellokuty16: they rarely ever had an arms/fury OT [12:19] an dek1488: well im just OT random mobs [12:19] hellokuty16: and if they did - it was because shit hit the fan and the OT died [12:19] hellokuty16: even then - it was still prot warriors [12:19] hellokuty16: off tanking [12:19] hellokuty16: they would pretty much do the opposite of what you're doing where...they'd be prot [12:19] hellokuty16: but when they needed to dps - did a gear swap [12:20] hellokuty16: for a bit more dps [12:20] hellokuty16: but primarily focused on defensive gear [12:20] hellokuty16: i'm not saying you should do that [12:20] hellokuty16: because you're a shit ton of dps [12:20] an dek1488: i could do that [12:20] an dek1488: spec [12:20] an dek1488: fury + prot [12:20] hellokuty16: yeah [12:20] an dek1488: but its soooooo much easier for fufie [12:20] hellokuty16: i'm just saying that - it's really scary to heal an OT in arms/bezerker stance [12:21] hellokuty16: and still keep up the MT [12:21] an dek1488: def stance! [12:21] hellokuty16: but you're still in dps gear [12:21] hellokuty16: 15k hp doesn't mean anything [12:21] hellokuty16: if you're in dps gear [12:21] an dek1488: nono [12:21] an dek1488: i switch [12:21] an dek1488: gear [12:21] hellokuty16: i guess - but not during a bossfight, right? [12:21] hellokuty16: you can only switch your weapon [12:22] hellokuty16: which isn't enough defense sometimes [12:22] an dek1488: i know :( [12:22] an dek1488: when we did kara [12:22] an dek1488: i switched to prot gera [12:22] an dek1488: havent OT any boss fights in za tho [12:23] hellokuty16: Yeah but ANDY, kara is cake compared to ZA [12:23] hellokuty16: i totally think you're super geared for Kara OT [12:23] hellokuty16: in arms/fury [12:23] hellokuty16: but as far as ZA [12:23] hellokuty16: and like SSC even [12:23] hellokuty16: or TK [12:23] hellokuty16: if you want to start raiding more seriously [12:23] an dek1488: ugh [12:23] an dek1488: i dont even have a t4 helm [12:23] hellokuty16: arms/fury tanking is too hard to heal [12:23] hellokuty16: it's not hard to keep YOU up [12:24] hellokuty16: but keeping you AND the mt up is almost impossible PLUS SPOT HEALING the rest of the raid [12:24] hellokuty16: w/ the amount of damage ZA mobs can hit for [12:24] hellokuty16: what you CAN do - is stack lots of prot really good gear [12:24] an dek1488: i have the opera helm tho [12:24] hellokuty16: isn't the t4 helm better? [12:25] an dek1488: a little [12:25] hellokuty16: and speccing prot/fury does help too [12:25] hellokuty16: i wouldn't spec that if you wanna continue arenaing-hardcore tho [12:25] an dek1488: i could [12:25] an dek1488: i dont pvp anymore QQ [12:25] hellokuty16: it definitely does help a lot in raiding [12:26] an dek1488: i have likee [12:26] hellokuty16: it's not just you that needs some pieces of gear [12:26] hellokuty16: so i'd rather tell you first [12:26] hellokuty16: before they jump down your neck [12:27] hellokuty16: like you should already know [12:27] hellokuty16: >.< [12:27] hellokuty16: sorry [12:27] an dek1488: well thx for caring [12:27] hellokuty16: because c2 and kereye are hardcore [12:27] hellokuty16: and they won't hold back [12:27] hellokuty16: if they see potential in a good group [12:27] an dek1488: i know that i cant tank some za stuff yet [12:27] an dek1488: im like a bear tank [12:28] hellokuty16: Yeah [12:28] an dek1488: that isnt crushable [12:28] hellokuty16: and bear tanks are scary in za too [12:28] hellokuty16: unfortunately [12:29] an dek1488: ugh [12:29] an dek1488: what if i have to OT the eye [12:29] hellokuty16: you'd have to go prot/arms i think [12:29] an dek1488: im fucked [12:30] hellokuty16: rhal is one of the MTs [12:30] hellokuty16: for JR [12:30] hellokuty16: he's prot fury [12:30] hellokuty16: http://www.wowarmory.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Ner%27zhul&n=Rhal [12:30] an dek1488: prot doesnt really give that much more survivability [12:30] hellokuty16: and he does really well in ZA [12:30] an dek1488: just more threat [12:30] hellokuty16: but yea - polas...he's our current MT [12:30] hellokuty16: he's really good [12:35] an dek1488: im scared to go to the eye [12:35] an dek1488: the person taking me is kind of an elitist too [12:36] hellokuty16: yeah [12:36] an dek1488: lol [12:36] an dek1488: hes the guy that was going to do SSC with jr [12:36] hellokuty16: Well just know...that nonexperienced raiders will blame just the healers [12:37] hellokuty16: but the more experienced raiders [12:37] hellokuty16: will blame the tanks first, then the healers secondly [12:37] hellokuty16: he did at first [12:37] hellokuty16: but then he armory-ed everyone [12:38] an dek1488: i blame his and osaka's cc too [12:38] hellokuty16: the most undergeared for their jobs people at that run were xwright, supasou, and you. [12:38] an dek1488: omg and no counterspell [12:38] hellokuty16: it wasn't really their fault [12:38] hellokuty16: it was the positioning of the boss [12:38] hellokuty16: because it was hard to maintain adequate dps [12:38] hellokuty16: while ccing targets [12:38] hellokuty16: What they needed to do is have osaka cc [12:39] hellokuty16: and outputs less dps than seatoo by far [12:39] an dek1488: well [12:39] an dek1488: only c-2 was set to sheeping [12:39] hellokuty16: so if it's a dps race fight [12:39] hellokuty16: then seatoo's main target should've been the boss [12:39] hellokuty16: only osaka should've been set to sheeping [12:39] hellokuty16: and assist dpsing the boss [12:40] an dek1488: lol he didnt even know we had another mage [12:40] hellokuty16: and we all should've had our targets CCed in the back [12:40] hellokuty16: where my banished imp was with the boss in the center [12:40] hellokuty16: so the ranged dps could cc as well as max range dps [12:40] hellokuty16: not that i would know [12:41] an dek1488: omggg [12:41] an dek1488: and down him so hard [12:41] an dek1488: first attempt!!!! [12:41] hellokuty16: but i promise you - kereye and rhal would shit themselves if they knew you were off tanking in arms [12:41] hellokuty16: yeah, it'd actually be pretty easy if we did it like that [12:41] an dek1488: and zul jin [12:41] an dek1488: down [12:41] hellokuty16: yup [12:41] an dek1488: and i would have my zinrohk [12:41] hellokuty16: yea [12:43] hellokuty16: Sorry andy <3 [12:43] hellokuty16: i think you tank really well [12:43] hellokuty16: you tank my dps like no other [12:44] hellokuty16: but lemmie tell you why...you need prot [12:44] hellokuty16: before i forget [12:44] hellokuty16: It's shield mastery, improved defensive stance, and vitality [12:44] an dek1488: those talents are meh [12:44] hellokuty16: it's not meh [12:44] hellokuty16: from a healer's perspective [12:45] hellokuty16: it's meh from an aggro generating person's perspective [12:45] hellokuty16: but that extra amount of hp [12:45] an dek1488: my aggro is fine [12:45] hellokuty16: and 6% spell dmg less taken [12:45] hellokuty16: is a big deal in boss fights and trash [12:45] hellokuty16: it's not the melee that they're concerned of [12:46] hellokuty16: that's 6% of every shot [12:46] an dek1488: thats not even the important stuff [12:46] hellokuty16: of every arcane bullet that hex lord shoots at you [12:46] an dek1488: lol [12:46] hellokuty16: that's a big deal [12:46] an dek1488: but u dont need an OT for hex lord [12:46] hellokuty16: no - but we need an ot for the mobs - if there isn't enough cc [12:47] hellokuty16: ESPECIALLY [12:47] an dek1488: ideally u can cc every1 [12:47] hellokuty16: if you're just dpsing the boss as a warrior [12:47] hellokuty16: in dps gear if you don't have the gear to make up for the defense [12:47] hellokuty16: the talents really make a difference...not that i would know [12:47] hellokuty16: >.< [12:47] an dek1488: stop saying that! you do know!! [12:47] an dek1488: for hex lord.. [12:47] an dek1488: the mobs go down so fast [12:47] an dek1488: that its not worth it to have tank gear [12:48] an dek1488: mobs like the imp [12:48] an dek1488: have very low hp [12:48] hellokuty16: you have two choices [12:48] hellokuty16: you can either stay arms/fury and switch to tank gear [12:48] hellokuty16: when you offtank [12:48] hellokuty16: like REALLY good prot gear [12:49] hellokuty16: OR you can switch to prot [12:49] hellokuty16: and equip dps gear [12:49] an dek1488: it really depends on what im OTing [12:49] an dek1488: i could prolly OT everything except the first boss [12:49] an dek1488: and the dragonhawks [12:49] hellokuty16: Yeah [12:49] an dek1488: cuz i have no aoe [12:50] hellokuty16: Well, the point is - if you want to be furthering your raiding [12:50] hellokuty16: and not just staying a dps warrior [12:50] hellokuty16: then those are some options you might want to look into [12:50] hellokuty16: i'm not saying respec [12:50] hellokuty16: but gear is a really big deal for warriors [12:51] hellokuty16: and you can't help with offtanking harder stuff w/ the current gearset [12:51] an dek1488: so like what instance are u talking about [12:51] hellokuty16: za+ [12:51] hellokuty16: so za, tk, ssc, hyjal definitely - etc [12:51] an dek1488: i dont think ill be raiding.. [12:51] an dek1488: iono [12:52] an dek1488: im just going to tk to buy vortex [12:52] hellokuty16: iono [12:52] hellokuty16: c2's not a raidleader [12:52] hellokuty16: he's an experienced raider [12:52] hellokuty16: but kereye's the main raid leader [12:53] hellokuty16: and when he talks to me about gear [12:53] hellokuty16: the main topic is usually - can the tank and offtank handle the hits/spell shots [12:53] hellokuty16: and do we have enough healing to compensate [12:54] an dek1488: ic [12:54] an dek1488: btw [12:54] an dek1488: talents like vitality [12:54] an dek1488: and imp def stance [12:54] an dek1488: are soo low [12:54] an dek1488: that u might as well go full prot [12:54] hellokuty16: well of course [12:55] hellokuty16: if you're going to get those talents, you'd get devastate [12:55] hellokuty16: come on lol...imp shield wall/sheild slam/last stand [12:55] hellokuty16: there's a lot of important things [12:55] hellokuty16: i'm just saying the few things that people overlook [12:55] hellokuty16: that really make a difference a lot [12:55] an dek1488: lol [12:55] an dek1488: well duh [12:55] an dek1488: thats full prot [12:55] hellokuty16: that people take for granted [12:56] an dek1488: u cant hybrid with that [12:56] hellokuty16: Nah, you wouldn't. [12:56] hellokuty16: it's primarily prot + fury [12:57] hellokuty16: but I was just saying that in regards to being prot [12:57] hellokuty16: + wearing dps gear [12:57] hellokuty16: like the opposite to what you're doing [12:57] hellokuty16: like...being arms/fury wearing defensive gear [12:57] an dek1488: i see what ur saying [12:57] an dek1488: both those warriors cant dps [12:57] hellokuty16: nope [12:57] an dek1488: at all [12:57] hellokuty16: it sucks [12:57] hellokuty16: but they sure as hell can survive [12:58] hellokuty16: and make it easier on the healers [12:58] an dek1488: yeah [12:58] an dek1488: in a 25 man [12:58] hellokuty16: hm iono [12:58] an dek1488: there will prolly be plenty of dps to compensate [12:58] hellokuty16: i think it's even more so important in 10 mans [12:58] an dek1488: iono about za tho [12:58] hellokuty16: because of the lack of healers [12:59] hellokuty16: versus in a 25 man you can get away with having an arms/fury warrior because the amount of raid spot healers are twice as much [12:59] hellokuty16: and the amount of caster dps to compensate for melee dps is twice as much [caster dps not getting hit (taking damage)at all] [12:59] hellokuty16: so the raid spot healers have more of a chance to heal melee [13:00] hellokuty16: versus in a 10 man instance [13:00] hellokuty16: there's pretty much 2.5 healers [13:00] hellokuty16: one mt healer [13:00] hellokuty16: and 1 spot raid healer [13:00] an dek1488: i dont think its worth it [13:00] hellokuty16: .5 raid spot healing/mt healing [13:00] an dek1488: too much dps is sacrificed in 10 mans [13:01] an dek1488: its not like warriors are squishy [13:01] hellokuty16: prot warriors aren't [13:01] an dek1488: armsfury arent either [13:01] hellokuty16: and arms warriors are kinda not [13:01] hellokuty16: fury warriors are squishy [13:01] hellokuty16: dude [13:01] an dek1488: do u ever see me die in za? [13:01] an dek1488: or kara [13:01] hellokuty16: yes [13:01] hellokuty16: a lot [13:01] hellokuty16: actually [13:01] an dek1488: to what [13:02] hellokuty16: casters [13:02] an dek1488: well [13:02] an dek1488: anyone would die to casters [13:02] hellokuty16: NO, meleers w/ lots of threat generation like YOU would have a higher chance of dying [13:03] hellokuty16: i'm not saying you're stupidly poorly geared and you need to respec [13:03] hellokuty16: you're fine and you output a lot of dps [13:03] hellokuty16: but just one of the main reasons why the healers had a hard time keeping up the main tank [13:03] hellokuty16: was not because of their gear [13:03] hellokuty16: it was the mt's gear and melee dps gear [13:04] an dek1488: mmm [13:04] hellokuty16: it's just one of the reasons why it didn't work [13:04] an dek1488: well [13:04] an dek1488: warriors [13:04] an dek1488: compared to other melee dps [13:05] an dek1488: have def stance [13:05] hellokuty16: yup [13:05] an dek1488: can put on a shield [13:05] hellokuty16: but you can say that about fufie - he has bear stance [13:05] an dek1488: and mine in particular cant be crit [13:05] hellokuty16: or rogues can vanish [13:05] hellokuty16: to drop aggro [13:05] an dek1488: like if u remember doing the 2nd boss [13:05] hellokuty16: its not the melee damage that was hurting you guys though [13:06] an dek1488: remember the lighting and shit? [13:06] an dek1488: when we first tried it [13:06] an dek1488: the rogues always died [13:07] hellokuty16: the rogues dying wasn't a problem [13:07] hellokuty16: in that fight [13:07] hellokuty16: yith died [13:07] hellokuty16: way too much [13:08] hellokuty16: okay - if you're leading the death counter, then there's something wrong with the situation [13:08] hellokuty16: either the person is undergeared or is not understanding the strat [13:08] an dek1488: truee [13:08] hellokuty16: it's not that i don't have faith in yith, because i totally do [13:08] an dek1488: but the rogues always died [13:08] hellokuty16: the rogues are expected to die first [13:08] hellokuty16: that's the first sacrificed dps [13:09] hellokuty16: they have low defense + are melee [13:09] hellokuty16: we don't expect the healers to go balls out and save them when they could be focusing on the mt [13:09] hellokuty16: or other classes that have higher survivability [13:09] hellokuty16: +greater threat reduction [13:09] hellokuty16: that's the nature of WoW's gameplay [13:09] an dek1488: so basically [13:09] an dek1488: ill just go get some more prot gear [13:10] hellokuty16: yeah [13:10] hellokuty16: for certain bosses so they don't hurt you as much when you get shot [13:11] hellokuty16: either that or you can respec and use dps gear [13:11] hellokuty16: which i don't think is necessary [13:11] an dek1488: the only way to get spell dmg protect [13:11] an dek1488: is going prot [13:11] hellokuty16: or enchants [13:11] an dek1488: this is the reason why tanks stack stam [13:12] hellokuty16: yeah i hear you [13:12] an dek1488: the only way to counter spells [13:12] an dek1488: and my warrior has tons of stam [13:12] hellokuty16: but having lots of stamina doesn't solve much [13:12] hellokuty16: when the healers still have to heal that much [13:12] an dek1488: a prot warrior would just take 6% less spell dmg [13:12] hellokuty16: that's a lot by magic dealing bosses [13:13] hellokuty16: which is a lot of ZA [13:13] an dek1488: thats 60 dmg.. [13:14] hellokuty16: if they're hitting you w/ the arcane gattling gun for 160 [13:14] hellokuty16: but 10 times [13:14] hellokuty16: you're only getting hit for 1k [13:14] hellokuty16: and you'd need ONE flash of light or ONE prayer of mending [13:14] hellokuty16: versus a holy light/flash heal [13:14] an dek1488: do they do that in tk? [13:15] hellokuty16: do what? [13:15] an dek1488: arcane missile u [13:15] hellokuty16: hmm i can't remember o_O [13:15] hellokuty16: that was a hypothetical situation [13:16] an dek1488: but stuff like that doesnt happen [13:16] hellokuty16: is because it saves healer's mana [13:16] an dek1488: only time i see it useful is in hex lord [13:16] hellokuty16: it applies to tanking any caster boss/mob [13:16] an dek1488: or if ur party is missing interupts/spell locks/counterspells [13:17] hellokuty16: which is much of the ZA/ssc trash [13:17] hellokuty16: TK is more melee [13:17] hellokuty16: but ssc and ZA have lots of casters [13:17] an dek1488: omgomg :( [13:17] hellokuty16: which is why beartanks are not used all the time [13:17] an dek1488: ssc/tk sounds so scary now [13:18] an dek1488: i dont think healer oom on trash [13:18] an dek1488: or do they [13:18] hellokuty16: but - it definitely maeks a difference [13:18] hellokuty16: they can in ssc there are some big pulls [13:20] an dek1488: yea then it would help [13:20] an dek1488: hopefully the healers are good enough to make up for it tho [13:20] hellokuty16: it's not being good enough that matters though [13:21] an dek1488: geared [13:21] hellokuty16: yup [13:21] hellokuty16: they can be really 1337 healers, but if the tanks mt/ot and healers are undergeared [13:21] hellokuty16: then it's a wipe regardless [13:21] an dek1488: whhat [13:21] hellokuty16: ranged dps are so not important in comparison [13:21] an dek1488: i think being a good player helps a lot moree [13:22] hellokuty16: well of course [13:22] hellokuty16: I'm just saying - if an OT is taking too much damage, then it makes the healers have to overcompensate for the amount of damage he/she's taking [13:22] hellokuty16: which then takes away from the mt's heals and/or raid spot healing [13:23] hellokuty16: and then people start getting "sacrificed" [13:23] hellokuty16: and thats when you start losing dps [13:23] an dek1488: omomg :( [13:23] hellokuty16: and more critical people [13:23] an dek1488: spamm shield wall! [13:23] hellokuty16: lol... [13:23] hellokuty16: yeah [13:23] an dek1488: thats my tech for heroics [13:23] hellokuty16: sorry, i'll shut up, i know you understand -_- [13:23] an dek1488: lol [13:23] hellokuty16: i didn't mean to overwhelm you with stupid crap [13:23] an dek1488: its okayy [13:23] an dek1488: and its not stupid! [13:24] hellokuty16: just as a raiding perspective, warrior gear is a big deal [13:24] an dek1488: im gladd u say something [13:24] an dek1488: instead of just saing [13:24] hellokuty16: <3 [13:24] an dek1488: U SUCK [13:24] hellokuty16: you don't suck [13:24] an dek1488: like some people [13:24] hellokuty16: at all [13:24] hellokuty16: i just don't want you to feel like you suck [13:24] hellokuty16: when you die [13:24] hellokuty16: or placing blame on healers [13:24] hellokuty16: because it isn't either person's fault [13:25] hellokuty16: really - it's the nature of the gear [13:25] hellokuty16: and how/what WoW's gameplay dependencies are [13:25] hellokuty16: not that I would know [13:25] an dek1488: MIIIICHIEEEESTOP!! :( You knooow! [13:25] an dek1488: we'll see about that [13:25] hellokuty16: sorry I can't help it [13:25] hellokuty16: well i mean - we have good players [13:25] an dek1488: lets do some heroicsss [13:25] hellokuty16: we have good tanks/healers [13:26] hellokuty16: so it's not the people that are making it hard [13:26] hellokuty16: it's the gear and the specs [13:26] hellokuty16: that's the bottom line [13:26] hellokuty16: i guess [13:26] an dek1488: za is doable with kara gear [13:26] hellokuty16: yup [13:26] an dek1488: we could've 1 shotted the entire instance the first day [13:26] hellokuty16: we didn't do well because of the strats [13:27] an dek1488: but it was all up to skill and know the strats [13:27] an dek1488: yeah exactly [13:27] an dek1488: we have the potential gear wise [13:27] an dek1488: some of us are over geared [13:27] an dek1488: like you [13:28] an dek1488: i really hope we can do za again [13:28] hellokuty16: im not overgeared o_O [13:28] an dek1488: yes u are?!? [13:28] hellokuty16: i hope so too [13:29] an dek1488: http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/calendar/ [13:29] hellokuty16: sorry andy, if i ever overwhelm you with crap [13:29] hellokuty16: just kick me [13:29] an dek1488: t4 set bonus?!! [13:29] hellokuty16: so? [13:29] hellokuty16: i don't have the robe [13:29] an dek1488: za dagger! [13:29] an dek1488: who else has that much t4 in fpd [13:29] hellokuty16: seatoo makes my gear look like crap [13:29] hellokuty16: ...lol [13:29] hellokuty16: well i raided a lot for like 6 months [13:29] hellokuty16: actually almost a year [13:29] hellokuty16: sorry, i gg...work <3 [13:37] an dek1488: omg [13:37] an dek1488: omg [13:37] hellokuty16: o_O [13:37] an dek1488: wtf
Not that I would know...
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